I think I finally realized the truth about life

I think I finally realized the truth about life.

Life isn't a series of ups and downs. It's not an emotional roller coaster with positive and negative experiences like most optimists want you to believe. Life is a vacuum. It's a black hole that slowly devours and takes everything you hold close to your heart. The biggest mistake in life is to get emotionally attached to things, because those things will just be taken away within time. You're going to watch everyone you love die. You're going to watch your childhood toys rot away. You'll be forced to watch as each and every one of your friends turns their back on you to focus on their lives and dreams. For every bit of happiness you find in your day, you can be sure that the forces of entropy will demand compensation.

There's no reason to not kill yourself. We've had it too good for too long, and now we will all suffer. All hobbies have been compromised, all friendships have been undermined, and hope is just a slogan that you can slap onto your product and sell it for a cheap buck.

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Bullshit. You're full of shit.

Good luck hanging yourself, loser. I'll just be living my life being happy like I've always been.

whats wrong with hobbies tho? those dont go away

If you were genuinely this happy then you wouldn't be here in the first place.
Every single hobby has been compromised for the sake of corporate gain. Movies are shallow garbage for normies now, nobody writes books anymore, music exists to turn our younger generation into perverts, and video games are being pandered to gambling addicts. What's left? Hiking? Pushing a hoop with a stick? Skipping stones across a lake like some poor kid in the 1800s?

Everything is fucking dead, and it's our fault.

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>movies
watch indie
>music
less known bands, classical is still there, or anything before the 90s
>vidya
play old games

i agree that artistically the future is fucked up but hopefully there will always be people with actual souls for those with souls to commute with

Scale models will always exist.

I highly doubt it, user. I highly doubt it.

Local edgy teen has first nihilistic thought. Kill yourself for thinking this is some deep revelation you've uncovered

Life isn't about what's at the end of it you stupid fuck. Ever hear "it's about the journey not the destination"? Life is about living. It's not about ending. Sure everything that lives has an end, but how else would something truly be alive if it didn't have an end? God ur logic actually pisses me off. Go read a fucking book

That "journey" is literally paved by the countless bones of dead kids and slaves. You, user, are personally responsible for perpetuating the cycle of misery. You, me and everyone single person in this thread is responsible for life being in the miserable state that it's in. Every product you buy is made by child slaves, and every food you eat is farmed by slaves. Just the mere act of existing is an atrocity to countless innocent lives.

Fuck off. You're not cool and "above it all" just because you're stupid and complacent.

Holy FUCK your logic is actually tilting as fuck. Do you understand perspective or relativity? Why don't you fucking do something about those child slaves then? Or are you just "aware" and "awake" but too fucking scared to actually do something about it. And blame everyone for participating in it, yet you do the same. You know why that is right? Do you think we have free will? Do you think we chose to do these things? Everything is a big fucking mess and nothing has order. It's been like this for 14 billion years.
I'm sorry to burst your bubble but those child slaves have the same worth as you. As your worth is the same as the 1%. What happens to us is simply just random and no one "deserves" anything good or bad that happens to them.

I'll only kill myself when I can't fap anymore

Why did I have a strange feeling that your default response would be "B-BUHHH JUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!" I find it funny that you admit we're trapped at the whims of chaos, yet you somehow think I can single-handedly overthrow the US and implement a more moral society? Are you stupid? And you tell ME to read more books?

Denial is a step before acceptance.

says the guy who unironically thinks hitler should burn in hell while he doesnt even think of genghis khan

Just want to say that I, at least, can see what you're saying and it resonates a lot. God. Normies, man.

I never said you could single handedly do it. You can do "something" instead of sitting on some fucking incel board and complain how life is meaningless to a bunch of meaningless people. go fuckijg bomb the rothschilds for start. That will do some damage. (In a video game of course)

engage in sexual intercourse with member of the opposite sex

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There are still great hobbies outdoors user. For example on Sunday I took the bike and cycled 60 km along the river.

>Bullshit. You're full of shit.
Not an argument.

You havent expanded your horizons very much. You say youre sick of the arts being corrupted by corporate, that age is draining your youth. But you forget how much agency you really have. Learn how to take things into your own hands. If you think games or arts are shit, look harder because you WILL eventually find things that resonate with you. Find the messages in the world that you like and cling to them like youre an animal. Have some integrity. Everyone on this board acts like a bitch because they hate their job or cant get some pussy, when theres far worse situations happening every second and those hardened victims can still see a bright side to life. Learn to make art, learn to express and establish yourself. Find validation through yourself and no one else and dont give any fucking whiny excuses. At least find a park and take a god damn walk or draw or something instead of moping on a board for virgins, traps and weaboos

based and eloquentpilled


origina vagina

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nice ideology fag lmao

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Nah. I'm over that faggy mindset.
>You're going to watch everyone you love die
Death is a fact of life, get over it.
>You're going to watch your childhood toys rot away
Not if they aren't shit. Even then, so what? They're most likely cheap, mass-produced garbage from a chink factory?
>You'll be forced to watch as each and every one of your friends turns their back on you to focus on their lives and dreams
That's another fact of life. Modern civilization has everyone slaving away to provide for themselves and their families, and crawling up the ladder for a better future. You should be happy when they become successful and aspire to do so as well. They don't exist purely for your convenience when you need to spill your guts out to someone. So what if you don't hear from them for years? Doesn't necessarily mean they're calling it off, quit being so fragile and clingy. My father seems to only contact people once every 5-10 years, including his own father. He only contacts me like once every six months. So things aren't always as they seem, and if they truly did drop you, then they weren't real friends to begin with. I only consider one person my friend, and we hang out only once every 3-6 months for the last decade. When I needed help a couple months ago, he answered my call and I'll do the same for him.
>There's no reason to not kill yourself
That's the mindset I had for 13 years until a near-death experience. It changed me right as I was certain I was a goner. "Fuck that shit." I refused to die as some pathetic loser who never got to experience what life had to offer, no hobbies to enjoy, no gf to love, no happiness, etc.

I have a gf now, and I'm enjoying some of my hobbies to the fullest, saving up to get into others. I'm not entirely happy, but I am content with my life now. The future doesn't look very promising, but I'll destroy anyone who tries to take mine from me.

Get your shit together, user.

>Life isn't a series of ups and downs
>Life is a vacuum
No its not, its just that you probably are in one the lowest low you have ever reached so you cant see the light anymore, that's why you have assumed this nihilistic and defeatist attitude in order to cope with the darkness and thats fine. Just remembered that this isn't permanent, there will come better times, so dont make any rash decisions right now
And understand that when i say that this is temporary i dont mean weeks or months, it might even last years for you or maybe for what seems the rest of your life, but trust me when i say that it does get better one way or another (also stop self sabotaging yourself, you are creating a self fullfiling profecy of misery, easier said that done of course)
Find the means to make peace with your inner self, breach the gap between your conscious and unconscious

>babies first pessimistic nihilism

if you're going to be an edgy virgin at least make it original

Well I'm glad that your expressing your feelings. You write kinda like a poet. But if life is a net zero, why have bad feelings towards it? Anyways reasons to not kill yourself, Or rather, reasons not to nurture suicidal ideology ahem*
You have an instinctual resistance to death and if you try to remove that resistance it would require you to feel more pain with the odds swaying more towards the possibility that you will just be in more pain and still not be to go through with it.

Just keep looking for something you enjoy. You'll be surprised how many things that are out there.

I'm not exactly disagreeing with you, but rotting in negative thoughts isn't going to get you anyway.

It doesn't matter who you overthrow, who you bomb, who you throw in a jail cell forever...
The Universe is set up in such a way that these things will always happen. Humans and every other living thing are the victims of this vile existence in which we were thrown, as if in a torture chamber. Every evil act (causing suffering) that man has done is an indirect result in a long chain of consequences that happen because of how this reality works. Expecting any being with any semblance of self-awareness to NOT be fucked up while developing its mind in a place like this, is completely illogical. If there's a reason for the the Universe existing it's most likely beyond our comprehension, but I will continue to hate whoever or whatever is responsible for the creation of this hell.

I will continue to live and observe this place (as long as things don't get too bad - an hero is always an option), but I will have no regrets when I'll eventually die. There's nothing to be missed here.

You're browsing Jow Forums, you already lost the game.

OP's getting absolutely destroyed ITT. I love it.

Hiking was it for me. The world is beautiful and the air outside feels better than inside.

>OP has realization
>its babbys first existential crisis
yikes and cringe. your truth is nothing but an expression of irrational fear. don't forget to express the other emotions or you'll make no progress, sweety

No, life is absolutely indifferent about everything. The universe is governed by strict, fair rules. If anything seems unfair it's because we humans make it so, there is no cosmic power keeping you down.

That's why a change in attitude can change your perception of life. You can only change yourself. Nothing about the world will change, kids in Africa will still die, the rich will still only get richer, etc. but you will feel a little better about yourself.

In short, don't be sad bro

i somewhat agree and getting attached to things will eventually break you

However i don't think suicide's a valuable choice, nihilism can be postive

Your'e negative mindset is suffocating you