Just let me die already

Just let me die already
>5'7 (170cm) manlet
>110lbs (50kg) and still looking CHUBBY
>3/10 Face
>Bpd,social anxiety and depression
>Failed uni
>A year of being a neet and being unable to find a job
Why am I even alive

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>look chubby at 5'7" 110lb
call bullshit, people say I look skelly and I'm 5'9" 125lb

This is me sitting down
Kill me

>110lbs (50kg) and still looking CHUBBY
That's either some serious BDD or you need to invest in a proper mirror and lap or buy a new scale.
One of the three things isn't working properly

Originally shitty body

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some poise, user.

skinny fat just do cardio or calorie defeciet and it should go away in a month

I did calorie deficit
I was at 400 calories for a whole month and made little difference

no way you can eat 400 calories a day and not see any progress in a month ur either counting wrong calories or lying at ur height u can lose weight off just eating 1k a day

How do you think I got to 110
Yes, my stomach is flatter than before but I ati have that gross body shape