How do i get a gf with less than 40 points?

>sitting on 121 points, AMA
why are you here?
>what is life about, teach us
whatever hobbies you have
fuck work and fuck other people

I used to come here when i was younger and had a lot less points

I'm going crazy, or I mean, I've been crazy for a while now, things are just getting worse. keep having bad thoughts, arguments with voices, punching myself in the head, yelling at it to stop, crying frequently, taking small things personal, taking big things out of my control personal, thinking music, songs, posts from other people I dont know, are all talking to me. I'm delusional and psychotic.
expecting to be in there for a month but they'll probably rush me out by next wednesday.

There's something I've never understood, I'm not sure if you can help me understand it, but
>thinking music, songs, posts from other people i dont know, are all talking to me.
If you are aware that you do this, and you are aware that it's not real, how can you still do it? Logically, it would only make sense to me as long as you werent self-aware about your issues.
Like, if you had never looked in a mirror and thought your eyes were blue, then you look in a mirror and see that they are brown, how can you then still be convinced that they are blue afterwards (dunno if the analogy makes perfect sense)

My score two month ago was
13 + 7 + 7 + 18 + 6 = 51

Got a gf, at age 28, now I'm at
13 + 9 + 23 + 18 + 9 = 72

Getting a gf with around 40 can be possible. Some of the stuff that got me to 51 points was certainly not important for getting my gf.

you know how you understand things like the formula for volume of a square or whatever and you know you got rulers hanging around but you dont walk around figuring out the volume of every cubical object you see, not only because that'd be weird as fuck but because it'd also be majorly mentally draining
I mean, even if you were a mathmatician you wouldn't do that, but SOME TIMES, maybe you would. it's pretty much the same, its mentally taxing as fuck to have to reread everything and look at it from a not schizo perspective

>Like, if you had never looked in a mirror and thought your eyes were blue, then you look in a mirror and see that they are brown, how can you then still be convinced that they are blue afterwards
the thing is, you wouldn't be convinced, but after you look the first time, the information doesn't just click, yknow. you don't walk into a building, walk out, and are able to make a super accurate drawing just based off of that one single time, that would be a fucking talent

19, i expected much worse

I think i understand, so, like, if you really stop to think, you'll know that whatever you heard couldnt have been about you, but if you had to stop and think everytime you heard anything you wouldnt get anything done

im around 90 and cant possibly get a gf

>scored a 120
Maybe theres a chance for me after all