I need cock

I bought a dildo a month ago and now everytime I masturbate I do it with my ass.
I can't stop it feels so good and it's making me list for a real cock more and more.
I want to cum like a bitch and be feminized.
Why it has to be like this.

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Words of Wisdom.
You are coping.
I have been through everything you are dealing with right now and I can tell you, without a doubt, you are coping. You are just willing to take any and all attention you can get. You desire attention. That's all it is. You are lonely and therefore you're willing to do anything, literally anything, to feel loved and accepted as a part of something.

You wouldn't be on this board if this wasn't the case.
You wouldn't make this thread if it wasn't the case.
You wouldn't have that picture saved if it wasn't the case.
You wouldn't have masturbated to it.
You wouldn't have been turned on by posting the thread just now.

Not that being gay is a bad thing or anything, but that's what you're doing. You should find genuine love in the world, and not replace it with gay fantasies. That love can be gay, though, of course.

Porn is evil.

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Use grindr you disgusting slut

I feel genuinely aroused from this. I don't want to become a girl and I know the trans movement right now it's worse than a joke.
The worst part is I hate hedonism. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I eat with moderation, no fast food, I swim daily and I try so bad to control my impulses.

But the sexual urges I can't control them, since the first time I masturbated I felt bad after the fact but I keep doing it and everytime a little bit more degenerated until this point I am now. I feel hypocrital and it's the worse feeling.

>don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I eat with moderation, no fast food, I swim daily and I try so bad to control my impulses.
With this kind of resolve why are you on the board? Swimming daily? Just go be a normie, then.

I'm weak. I can't talk to people. I'm a KHV. I don't work in my town and I have 4 hours between shifts with nowhere and nothing to do so I sign up for the local pool.

For the other things I don't know. I've been a contrarian all my life and really stubborn. All that I thought was I won't go to parties, I won't do drugs, I won't smoke, I won't drink, I will remain pure.

I mostly "succeeded" except with the sexual pleasure. Sometimes I feel cheated though because there is no reward for being like this I just come as a straight edge autist.

It takes a strong minded man to have such objective thoughts. I respect you

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Force yourself a tulpa, spend time on tactile imposition. 0% chance of STDs and can fuck all day.

Tbh I wish I could be a girl too but Im not a girl and neither are you. Get help dude and stop watching that disgusting sissy shit.

Imagine if a girl saw you watching that. Youd never get laid. Like seriously its fucking pathetic man up and go outside.

I will never get laid. I have given up. I'm more sadder now.

You can pay a fucking escort at half the price it takes to feminize yourself retard

But what's the point? I don't view the sex part as important but the validation and that.

With the feminization it's pleasure I wouldn't want to live like that forever.

What made me sad was the pathetic part, because I do feel pathetic and a failure.

I just gave up in life in general.

For the record and as a bump, I didn't have the image downloaded. I just got it because I like that doujin and to serve as bait too

Yeah cock lust is a bitch to get a grip on. I'm not even attracted to men, fapping to dicks just turns me on so much.

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I went thru that phase too. My advise is.

>fap your cock and ass until you feel your penis sore and balls empty (I've masturbated 5 times in one day to achieve that)
>The next day pay no attention to porn.
>Try going outside or keeping your mind distracted with other things
>After 2 days, if you feel horny, masturbate watching hetero porn or something that doesnt trigger your faggot fantasies.

After 1 week your degenerate-meter will go back to 0. Of course you'll never stop being a repressed fag, because that's a cycle you'll keep repeating forever until you get some real pussy.

Same. I literally cannot stop fisting my ass.

I really wish someone would poz my crazy neg ass.

Also, do NOT watch hentai. The japs are experts at trying to turn you into a sissy faggot

I really want to feminize someone. Force then to cum only from their ass. Force them into hrt while I watch their once manly cock shrink into a useless always limp play thing kept under lock and key while also having their chest grow in tenderness and size having them loose all sense of manhood they once had. Getting rid of any clothes that arnt inherently feminine. Having them only wear tight shirts, skirts panties and leggings. Having them do humiliating things just for cock.

that only sounds good in text, IRL would be pretty cringe and pathetic

Yeah HRT is a mess and it doesn't make you cute unless you alredy have the genes and start at 8 years old, which is abuse because a child that age can't decide something like that.

I got a pretty big dick but I would like to be feminized anyway.

I know a few trannies. Hrt did wonders for them. Its hard to look at their old pictures compared to what they look like now.

Watching them be cringe and pathetic is part of the turn on user.

Make me cum with my ass and pay for all the femm things and I can be your slut while I'm young I guess

I'm prison gay, i could imagine jerking someone off but nothing else