What was the happiest time of your life?

The last few days until just recently.

Was talking with a girl who genuinely liked me but things fell apart because of my ex. Now I've lost her and all my friends.

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before i was born oraginal

In high school there was a qt girl that actually liked me for some reason, she would invite me to go have lunch with her and I would take her hiking.

did you have sex u beta faggit?

the day i stopped browsing mongolian judo flipping forums

>Christmas 2010
>Be 17
>Falling in love with best friend's little sister
>Stay over at his house
>Have LAN parties with him, play guitar and watch movies with her
>Celebrate Christmas
>First exposure to a functioning happy family
>Wholesome af
>Lose my virginity with love
>bittersweet farewell
>Go off to mandatory military service
>It was all downhill from there

I came back after my two years and she had a tall bf who looked like the goose.

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>>First exposure to a functioning happy family
Man my family isn't terrible by any means but it was eye opening when I visited my friend's house and saw how their family was. They were poor as hell and lived with six people in this cramped little duplex, but fuck they seemed happy. My friend and I cooked a meal for their little brothers and it was the most wholesome experience of my life. They *loved* each other.

Now. I used to be disgusting but not anymore

Yeah. Ever since then I've gravitated to girls who have really loving and cohesive families. They're usually rich too because being well off seems to heighten chances of confidence, productive interests and wisdom in offspring. Sadly, my own family is a hellish formation.

Now.

Im really close to my family and they love me, I have good friends, a great job, I'm also losing weight and getting in shape.

The first semester of my second uni. It was a really small campus so I hit it off with almost everyone, everyone thought I was pretty alright, I went outside for beers and such every weekend, and I even managed to snatch a gf.
Not just that, but the ecstasy of being pretty comfortable in the campus led to a lot of confidence in myself which led to me focusing a lot more in class and getting really good grades.
There is no better feeling than having classmates constantly ask you homework questions because they think you're smart, people seriously interested in your stories and opinions, and having someone to sharee a pretty intimate relationship.

That was until I went back to my hometown during the first summer and everyone, including my "friends" and family, reminded me how much of a fucking loser shit faggot I was, and of course I went back to classes just to slowly ruin everything good I had going on.
First my friends went away, then the confidence, then the grades, then failed altogether, and finally my gf.

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Assuming this isn't bait, what the fuck are you doing here?

how did they remind you?
was it their treatment?

Yes.
>parents shitting on me wherever they could and reminding me of past mistakes
>friends constantly turning me down, making fun of me, looking down on me
>girls straight up not listening to me

When I was an innocent child, eveyone has good expectations from you, also they were kind of uneventful times, (at least for my cunt) basically living worry free, with my mortality being so far away and attached to my life.

Did you stop to think how well life was going in the other town? I can imagine it was just too much
When you grow up somewhere, the smaller the town the more intense this gets, people know you and they have presumptions that stem from your previous behaviour. I say fuck 'em

Somehow it's actually the two years I wagecucked. It was because my friend was working with me and we'd get drunk and/or high every day.

It hasn't quite happened yet, but it's the part where it ends.

sitting in her neighborhood tennis court making bad jokes, talking about life and gathering the courage to kiss her. She was so perfect in the moon light. Good god, when I heard the song she wrote about me on guitar my heart just melted. She's the sole reason today I have a thing for mousy girls. I wish those moments could of lasted forever, but I know she wasn't the manic pixie dream girl I had envisioned in my head.
Too bad she ended up being emotionally manipulative, but I'm the same in some ways so who I am to blame her. Sometimes I don't think I'll ever reach those peaks again.

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>Back in 08.
>Got off work early one day.
>Knew my gf was home alone for days.
>Go over to her place.
>Kiss,
>She takes me to her room,
>Reveals she just shaved her pussy.
>Fuck until nightfall
>Go out for dinner, watch the Dark Knight.
>Go back to her place because it was walking distance.
>Fuck her until we both pass out.

I was barely awake but, holding her in my arms, I knew the relationship would end soon, but, man that felt great.

That time I took a shitload of ecstasy and meth and spent like 7 hours listening to EDM and smoking weed. Drugs are the only way to feel happy.

past few months when i was blisffully unaware that the love of my life (the girl i was talking to) and i would stop talking because of my laziness and her affection towards another MALE.

I've never had a happy time. Although I have been happy before. When my grandad was alive and I could hang out with him, he was really into electronics and models and shit so I learnt a lot that I never would have without him.

That one summer I was perpetually high and marathoned all of the venture bros. everything good must come to an end but I still see that time as what my ideal version of heaven would be

Probably when I was in like grade 6 and got duelist on bg9 in season 3 on my mage. Wanting to kill myself daily has been a recurring theme since like 2007 i just wish i had the balls to actually commit rather than just dream.

I was probably at my happiest when I was 11 before moving and losing all my frens. I was never able to recover from that.

first time i did mdma was the happiest couple of hours of my entire life, otherworldly

Probably right after high school. Was still living at home, was fit from playing tennis all the time, still had hair, 6'2" no debt and was getting laid all the time by 7/10 to 10/10 girls.

Went through a shitty period when I was making crap money, couldn't handle my finances and was more interested in smoking weed than staying fit and getting laid.

Now's not bad. Not getting laid anymore and the body's breaking down a bit but I have a reasonable amount of debt, good credit score and a job I can be proud of. Weekly life's a rut but I take enough Vegas trips to keep from necking myself out of boredom.

Back when I was a kid and would just run around the neighborhood with my friends having fun all day

Summer 2014. I spent it getting to know and becoming closer to someone that became really important and still means a lot to me. We still get on today but I still wish I had not ruined stuff back then and realized how I felt about them sooner.

You sound kinda like my friend but he seems too healthy to be on this board

Ages 18-21 when I was a NEET. Dont fall for the gf or job meme guys.

The very moment I was born since it is the closest point of time to me not existing.

Discovered touhou back in 2014

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I'm a fucking loser and talked to some girl on fucking reddit. We talked and didn't stop talking to me for an hour. She finally said I seemed nice and smart and I haven't talked to her since.

It's been the only point in my life where I felt true bliss from all the cute messages, fuck my life

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>since it is the closest point of time to me not existing
Don't be so certain.

Cigs are gross. Dropped

Everyone's sharing stories of when they had a gf or shit like that, for me it's a little different, even though i consider myself a robot and im still a virgin at 24, i've never felt lonely, I met a group of 4 other kids when i was 6 and we still talk pretty much everyday. I'd say relationships like those are even harder to find these days than gfs.

>eventually we all go our separate ways once we have to go to college
>this is the start of what i like to call the "golden days"
>every single day all 4 of us hang out on skype and play vidya for 10-12 hours
>minecraft, gta , terraria, LoL, WoW, you name it, if it was multiplayer we probably played it
>this happens from 2014 till early 2019
>One by one they start graduating and playing less and less until they find a good job and have to stop playing at all
>Even though we still talk every few days, those days are long gone.

The saddest part about this is that, during those 4 years, while they were all working on their degrees i pretty much became a dropout after my first semester and a professional failure, jumping minimum wage jobs like a fucking acrobat, i probably had like 12 or 13 jobs during those 5 years, all minimum wage. I didn't realize it until now but i didn't care, i was happy just playing vidya and hanging out with my friends, i didn't care that i had to live in a shitty apartment and do overtime just so i could buy some riot points. But now i'm actually starting to feel lonely and depressed now that i'm actually not speaking to any human being for long periods of time.

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When i was her i didn't know i could be that happy i would do anything to get her back but she moved on and im still stuck reminiscing about the only time i felt good its not fair im starting to wish i never experienced that because now i know what its like, what i lost

>When i was her
Sounds about right

Second this, that stuff is amazing it helped my open up to a lot of people and make new friends

>go to frenchcore festival with childhood friend
>gives me 3 capsules of mdma to take overnight
>really sweating balls when going through the bouncers searching me for drugs
>my friend gets caught with his drugs and tells them it's his vitamins. the bouncher pulled out a bag of speed and he was pretty much facked.
>Now alone with people I don't know and music i've never heard.
>I usually chicken out in these scenarios but I gave into despair and swallowed 2 of the capsules he gave me
>after about 45min of awkward dancing with strangers it kicks in.
Happy!
>Start dancing like a madmen and giving hugs to everyone, been doing Jow Forums for a couple of months and people complement me on my physique *mirin*
>people actually noticed and appreciated me, just thinking back about it makes me happy I don't need sex just someone who cares.

>my friend somehow managed to get back inside and was happy to see me raving and tried to leave me in my zone.

good drug

*when i was with her
She might of left because im a retard apperantly

when I used to have friends, which was about 8-10 years ago

The one time I got to chaperone my niece and her friends at summer camp. Now she hates me so that's pretty bittersweet.

Only other time was a super realistic dream were I married my oneitis. Woke up feeling like I just won the lottery. So that's bittersweet too.

The one day in my life where I got to be with a person i truly loved

I was a sperm in the ballsack

Getting him back from my neighbor's after him being away from me for over a month. That happiness is still lingering, I'm doing a better job this time.

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The ~4 month period between the start of my uni freshman year and when I realized I was going bald. Had just lost a ton of weight in highschool and was working on my social skills, thought I finally had a chance to be normal. Felt like I was on top of the world.

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my last manic episode, and all manic episodes before it