A geniune plea for help to those that will actually do anything about it

Hello robots, I know it's not the best to look for life help on a fucking online imageboard known for being filled with facists, porn and the worst people on Earth, but I genuinely need help, don't know where else to turn at this point.

My life is fucking ruined. So is my entire family's, I'm genuine, it's not some sort of feelsy bait or some shit like that, I came here because official sources do jack shit.

'Seek counseling' Counselors don't do shit.
We're not going to the government or whatever either, we have no money, no house and our family's pretty much just fucking done with us.

Will write as much as I can. Just put some shitty picture from my files because since this is an imageboard, opening pic is required, meant to be me multiple hours ago. -__-

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Basically, the last straw has happened.
I had ADHD, ODD, ADD, and even sadistic personality disorder as a child and ruined my own entire life.
Had to move CONSTANTLY.
Moved from NH to Texas when I was only like 4 or some shit, but had to keep constantly changing houses and loosing houses because we kept getting kicked out of places because lil shit me kept throwing tantrums like I was being fucking dipped in hot oil or some shit and people kept coming after my mom who really did absolutely nothing.

There's more. Just making sure to get it out before the page is archived.

>worst people on earth
What do you want?

We moved from Texas back to New Hampshire because the fucking Child Protec-kidnapping Services showed up LITERALLY on our doorstep, and despite all the shit, my mom and I still had a attachment to each other.

Get a job . Thats my 2 cents

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Please continue OP, this is very interesting.

do what makes you happy OP. if at least one thing can make you happy every day focus on that and make your life worth living. try to see the beauty in things and gay shit like that. if you cant do that desu i would just an hero before it gets worse. not trying to encourage it just saying thats what i would in ur place cus i couldnt deal with half of that shit lol

So then we've been homeless for.. 9ish years.
I have short term memory problems inherited from my mom who ALSO has it, but worse, both of which were gotten from my grandfather's screwed up genetics.

My grandmother married him, but he was lying the entire time and during the time he DIDN'T have Alzheimer's pretty much did jack shit, didn't allow my mom and her two sisters to do jack shit as kids, and collected tools he never eve used and refused to let anyone else touch.

He just basically treated my grandma (and she still DOES act like this for him) as a maid, servant, cook etc. He never divorced him because 1. BOTH parties have to sign the papers, which of course was and still IS impossible since why would he loose his servant and 2. because my grandma was born in 1940 exact and raised with 50s ethics on a West Virginian farm and thus refuses to divorce him because of that era's taboos on it.

bruh, I think you should just give up. It's hopeless.

Bruh, are you me? Same shit except I have ADHD comorbid with asperger syndrome. Also beat/tortured animals during my teens and I won't lie, I've experienced with 'em recently. Got XMPP or discord?

dont listen to this shitlord, keep going

Can't, was on the run from the CPA, and thus couldn't reveal anything about myself while I could get a job. Was also taken out of school and homeschooled past 2nd grade because 'behavioral issues', no surprise there.

No skills, no doctorate, no diploma, no experience.

Nothing much does anymore, and no. While I've thought about self-harm and tried it unsuccessfully three times (chickened out and couldn't handle it because of being a fucking pussy due to being oversheltered by my mom for obvious reasons and got caught by mom the third time, which was only a couple of weeks ago) I just see suicide as a fucking waste of all that time, effort, love, and all the shit and experiences I've had in my life to actually do so.

So I genuinely can't, have never thought about going an hero.

And 'before it gets worse'? Why the fuck do you think I'm posting. Shit fell out of the frying pan two years ago, but now it's been tossed out of the fire into pool filled with gasoline.

no, listen to me, it's fucking hopeless. If it wasn't you wouldn't be here. What you need isn't hope, it's to accept your reality.

Mm, will continue story in next post.

So basically we've been stuck in this house for 9 fucking years straight or so, I don't remember EXACTLY when we arrived here because woot amnesia is fun, but it was most likely 2009-10.

Tensions have been rising obviously because my grandma just wants her house back to the way it was before all this when it was just her and my grandfather.

She's tired of the arguments between me and mom, tired of the noise, tired of everyone yelling at my sister (more on her in next post most likely) and just pretty much since like fall last year, most likely tired of us in general being here.

>I know it's not the best to look for life help on a fucking online imageboard known for being filled with facists, porn and the worst people on Earth.
Alright you clearly want help it shows because you start with insulting everyone where and then asking for help what a fucking faggot. Learn to how to ask for help before. But since you know I am one of the worst racist, fascist people on the earth I will try to help you as a normalfaggot would help you. I don't even need to read the rest of your shit posts because let's be honest it's too long for a normal people like me, so here are my tips friend
Be yourself bro
Just work out and get sex
Come on you don't have metal health problem it's just in your head brah don't think about it
If these don't work you can try the best method 'Seek counseling' it worked for me :)
Hope it helps friend

Sister is 10 female, and pretty much a tard.
Everyone has pretty much grown to hate her, yet we still keep her around because we have decent ethics.
Yet STILL have told her MANY times that 'everyone hates you, and you'll never have any friends' (me) and 'if [x relevant], I'm calling the Nazis (my mom's nickname for the CPA) and they can take you away so we don't have to deal with you anymore'
In short:
She spent the first 4 YEARS of her life nonstop screaming, no joke.
She rips and tears (doom references aside) EVERYTHING she gets her hands on, she's even managed to rip up a magnetic drawing board, the screen covering the windows, the floorboards and even pic related.
She's a fucking spoiled brat and most likely has bipolar, going from yelling at everyone for her being sent to her room, kicking the walls and screaming while she's in it and saying sassy shit like 'Well if Y O U/M O M hadn't [x] then I wouldn't be up here!' shit like that.
Used to smear literal SHIT all over the walls of her room, when she DID have stuffed animals and toys
Mutilated said stuffed animals, which is a fucking shame as a lot of them were adorable, fluffy anf just anything ANY other kid her age would be just DELIGHTED to have
Laughs hysterically randomly in her room, banging on things and such
and the list goes on and on

But above all
Attaching herself to people and CONSTANTLY looking for attention like a fucking tick or one of those thorn bugs that such plant sap. (basically vampires, but for plants, the more you know)
To OBSESSIVE qualities.

And despite her age, hasn't changed in behavior or personality much since she was fucking 7, other then stopping smearing her own shit everywhere and being potty trained
She also uses 'But I'm a CHILD! And children are SUPPOSED to [x]' as an excuse often
And the staring, my god.

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She stares at people right next to her, she stares at people from across the room, she stares at people while eating, she stares at people while 'reading a book' (always the same three books, one is a fucking WORKbook, and the other is a VERY basic reader you can finish in goddamn three minutes for 3-year-olds, that she's been 'reading' for two months straight now), stares at people even when told not to, even when fucking SLAPPED for it, and even tries to stare at people out of the corner of her eye or stare at people in profile.

It's fucking bizarre and needless to say, she pretty much has the same fucking effect on people as fucking SCP-053, hell she even LOOKS kinda like her SCPWiki entry to the fact that EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE GODDAMN HOUSE is angry after she's been down for only TWO MINUTES, not even kidding. And to quote mom 'She does NOT act like a person, at ALL.'

At least 053 is fucking cute sometimes and actually able to be goddamn likeable and/or personable.

That's the most normalfag answer ever faggot.
It's people like you that give this site it's reputation.
And how the fuck would sex solve these problems?

Man, I'm starting to think OP is a sperg too. Dude isn't all that well mentally. Seen something like this before, it's often called retard rage. You don't sit up all night and post shit like this while people sleep, do you user?

Gonna be honest here, op. Of you refuse to seek help from a counselor or governmental assistance, there isn't much else left for you to do. Good luck. Your family is dysfunctional as fuck and is incapable of fixing itself. I would suggest you try to find a way out and take care of yourself.

how many times have you creamed your mom and sister?

So, after THAT side tangent about my pretty much unhuman sister... getting back on track to my aunt.
(And to be fair, I actually LOVE kids, I feel a special fondness for them since I never got to have a decent childhood due to... well... everything. And shit like child rape and rape in general just enrages the shit out of me, I wanna help these kids but yeah.... obviously in no position to do so.)

So
Basically she comes around occasionally to do shit with my grandma, and always stays for FARRRR longer than necessary, which would be fine were it not for the relationship between her, my mom and my sister.

She used to actually bully my mom in high school in the 90s and 80s, peer pressure I guess, mom was H E L L of an easy target.
Tall shy outcast who likes photography, horticulture and drawing with braces and glasses half as thick as fuckin Bottles from Banjo-Kazooie due to a botched surgery to correct a lazy eye from a birth defect, fucking up her vision even MORE than it already was and contacts being too expensive at the time for her or my grandma to afford.

So yeah, ULTIMATE bullying target. .--.
And her OTHER sister (mom is the middle child which is even worse, current one making the problem is youngest) mocked her own sister as well due to her at the time undiagnosed memory issues and dyscaulia calling her 'retarded' which MASSIVELY unlike these days (ironic I'm using Jow Forums to tell this story) was one of the worst insults possible that wasn't a racial slur in the 70s and 80s, mostly 70s.

so
Yeah.

This and also them taking darkish jests by mom (namely the one she said when she last reunited with her elder sister for the first and LAST time in like 2013ish: 'Well if you want some kids you can have them.') the wrong way and just generally being SUPER judgemental of her treatment of me and my sister.

Namely my sister because they just see her as being enthusiastic and shit and don't know the truth about her and just all we do 'cruel' and such.

dont be mean to your sister, shes a retard much like everyone else in your family

>Unironically using emojis
You're an underage girl which is fine but you're probably overthinking this situation.
Sum it up in three sentences if you want help. Think of the facts.

Kill kill kill killkill revenge kill kill kill get em kill em

Yes actually I do, because there too much adrenaline to rest and I'm too depressed to anyway, it's 12:21 AM here as I write this, and I haven't even GOTTEN into what even tipped the scales

Trust me. The officials don't know what they're doing. I was given BLOOD PRESSURE MEDS because it m i g h t help with my ADHD as a child, as well as fucking FENTANYL, BASICALLY turning a fucking 7-YEAR-OLD INTO A METHHEAD, EXACT symptoms and all refusing to eat ANYTHING or drink at all, basically a vegetable, don't feel pain, etc. In a fucking school. They kept prescribing me all KINDS of random bullshit because 90% of everything didn't work. Why? Because while yes, I DID have childhood ADHD, it was my ODD that was the main problem. And guess why they never properly diagnosed me with that? ODD has (or at least at the time in like 2007) no prescription solvent or treatment for it. i.e. Nothing they can get us to permanently buy. So they just basically used a 7-year-old as a human lab rat to test shit on, just so they could get money.
Also when we went to Salvation Army when we were still in NH when I was REAL small, like 3, they stuck my mom in a room with a LITERAL homeless crackhead and refused to give my mom a DONATED mattress that was perfectly fine because we were genuinely destitute and she couldn't afford it and wouldn't fill out the form either. So they just chucked a perfectly fn mattress into a dumpster two weeksish later.

No matter which way you mean it, never.

Lol you sound like a sperg, good luck

ok im near the bottom of the thread and you still havent said what your problem is aside from being a raging faggot and getting yourself nearly kidnapped by tony podesta

Are you female? You write like a 12 year old girl

>muh ODD

do you not have a father?

i suggest you do yoga and meditate

MKULTRA tactics, mass shooter grooming, population control, kill kill kill kill em all false flag mental illness is being influenced by mkultra

>Can't
just get a job anyway. or continue being obsessed with "ADHD" and "ODD" as if anyone cares. there are tons of homeless people with worse problems.

your sister was abused.

lrn 2 meditate

Also when mom got kicked out of her apartment for I dunno, running out of money, me knocking over a plant, I dunno exactly what, and went to stay with my younger sister, she pretty much treated her like she was NOTHING, made her clean shit, nothing was ever good enough, and basically hated that I made noise or that mom wasn't doing anything, but I was fucking like 4, what do you expect?

So thus mom hates ALL her sisters, and goes out of her way to avoid them as MUCH as possible, actively LEAVING the house with my sister whenever either of them come over.

I've met the elder one, she FORCIBLY dragged me along out when I clearly didn't want to come, leaving my grandfather with Alzheimer's entirely alone in an empty house, when he's literally fucking BROKEN HIS BACK before slipping in the bathroom unsupervised, and then spent the whole car ride either bragging about what her fully grown-up-entirely-in-different-states-all-over-the-US-plus-I'm-divorced-and-have-military-pension-from-my-time-as-a-nurse-so-I-in-reality-don't-need-do-jack-shit-all-day-OR-even-take-care-of-my-children-to-the absolute-minimum kids are doing to my enamored grandma, asking me EXTREMELY pointed personal questions like how my sister was doing, what school she went to, and how things with my mom were going, PURPOSEFULLY just to get information on both mom and my sister out of me like some sort of interrogation, with my grandma glaring at me every time I didn't really answer or made a beat-around-the-bush indirect-because-it's-not-even-really-any-of-her-business answer, and then she wanted me ENTIRELY silent the entire rest of the car ride while she wasn't interrogating me, and didn't even give me anything or pay ANY attention to me beyond that, ignoring or glaring at me disgustedly any time I tried to meekly enter the conversation. She also smoked in the fucking car too. This was like in 2016.

Actually I'm male, and those are smileys, not emojis, know the difference.

continue opie pls.I am interested in your life

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Nope, left my mom in the 90s the MOMENT he heard she was pregnant in college, know absolutely NOTHING about him.

If you're actually an underage male then stop typing like a female. Get to the point faster. You just babble on and on about inane shit so no one can actually help you.

Summarize your problem in 3 sentences you snarky little shit.

This shit reads like diary of a wimpy kid, shut up and tell us the problem

Anyway, so basically, after my other aunt, prioritizing my retarded inhuman sister over me, upsetting mom, which upsets me (yeah, yeah momma's boy whatever, overprotection from the internet by an old-school moral guardian kind of does that to you), making flippant 'ohhhh that's niccee' or 'huh. neat' comments about anything I try and show her (I make pixel art very rarely in a physics sim and am a Smash fan, it's mostly shit though) and just generally not giving a SINGLE fuck about what upsets my mom or how badly things have gotten, or pretty much ANY of our problems, I pretty much snapped today, well... yesterday since it's 12:50 now, and technically tomorrow. =__=

Stop typing how you talk you ape.

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thats why you dont respect authority figures at all

the one you had is a woman lol

You have to be 18 or older to post here
My guess youre 14. Fuck off kid. Whiner who has it good types essays about not getting shit his way.
Summarize the problem or fuck off.

>snapped
turn yourself into the police and try to make them kill you

This has to be elaborate bait
Good job getting all these replies man you really got us
Acting like a complete fucking retard, haha genius original troll epic style xDDD

maybe this isn't bait. i skimmed through your turbo autismo story and came to the conclusion pretty quickly: your family is irredeemably fucked up. its not salvageable. you can either decide to find out how to separate yourself or suffer. that's it. spitting out all this autistic babble is just wasting your fingers on the keyboard. separate yourself or suffer.

>Aunt stays way longer than necessary

Says the person who's been freeloading off of his grandma for 9 years. Why don't you get your shit together and get a job

opie,i find your writing quirks quite endearing.In a way,it feels childish,but thats also why I like mike tyson.He's a beast in a ring but sounds like a kid.


Pic related is you and your family

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Alright, fine, fine, so here's what fucking went down earlier.

My aunt came over yesterday to move some shit out of the attic, a bed frame, some tables, shit like that. As per usual, my mom left to avoid her, taking my sister with her.
After all was said and the shit gotten rid of, RIGHT at the tail end of when they were about to leave which was ENTIRELY too long due to lollygagging around and chit-chatting with my grandma and shit like that (showed up at 10 AM, left somewhere around fucking 8 PMish "=_=) while outside she spotted my mom walking away like 30 feet down, and alerted me to go get her, have her come in, etc. Went to talk to her and turns out during that ENTIRE time, mom had given up waiting after the FIRST 4+ hours and was pretty much nearly fucking dying of thirst, she has problems with her feet (will talk about later since I forgot to mention that) and had to walk up hills with them, walked like fucking over 30 miles through town, even to a DIFFERENT town, my sister (who keep in mind is like 10) walked that far as well, in the hottest day of the year so far, up and down goddamn hills only to find they can't go home. As well as them actually fucking MEETING mom in a parking lot of a shopping mall and offering her a ride home. Home being a trigger word of my mom's since... well we don't really have one. Home is were the heart is and all that cheesy gay shit. This, of COURSE, angered me at mom's suffering, so I came back in and laid EVERYTHING onto my aunt, why mom was always away whenever she came and visited, why she didn't want her interacting with my attention-parasite sister who goes more and MORE mad hatter the more attention she gets, dashing around randomly, shoving things into people, and laughing like a fucking lunatic on laughing gas the whole time, why mom hates her, why mom avoids my aunt, why mom didn't want her sending anything to my sister

does your family do meth?

That's it? What a fucking letdown.

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Jesus Christ your mom made your sister walk "30 miles" on the hottest day of the year because she didn't want to see her sister. Your mom is clearly fucked up in the head and she raised you with a completely fucked up perspective. Get the heck away from your mom you sperg

(as she'd either loose it for acting like an ass, destroy it, or just leave it in her stinky dark room naked [as it's usually a doll]), and pretty much pouring out three years of frustration out on her. She just got up and left because she couldn't have her conversation with my grandma. So I fucking LOST it and BARGED into my grandma's room to FORCE her to listen to all this shit, to which she told me to get out. No. I was fucking done. With pretty much all of this by this point. I stood there like an angry statue. She gave a death glare worse than any I'd EVER seen from mom, and she is an EXPERT at it, attempting to intimidate me out, and I'd ALWAYS known that's how she forced her kids to be well-behaved robots following her every instruction instantly and never back-sassing her. Too bad. I stared back into the fuckin eyes of death, unflinching, unmoving and unblinking. She literally tried shutting the door on me, but I was standing in the doorway, so she had my cousin (who works in a movie theater and is also a black belt in two martial arts) PUSH me out of the room like a fucking statue, but I just pushed the door he was leaning against open anyway and continued. To which she decided to pull the ULTIMATE trap card:
She turned to my cousin with eyes of death in a no-turning-back never-been-contested you've-really-fucking-opened-the-gates-of-hell-now manner and said "Wait, how old is he." "[cousins name], how old is he, 18, right?' 19, came the response, my birthday was on June 6th. "Well you're a legal adult now, I can now legally call the police." Cue taking out phone. "I WILL not have this in my house." When it's not even her's, it's my fucking grandma's and she was visiting. So I had to choice but to fucking bolt out and go join my mom 1 1/2 miles down the road, where we sat on a curb at the intersection where the gas station is, and we also broke the news to my sister that the last two beloved rabbits (the ONLY reason my mom stays here)

that we had for two years prior (we gave them to her family in 2014) died two months after we gave them to her, and so we sat there and talked, pretty much loosing most of our hope in our life.

We got locked out of the goddamn only house we live in, by not one, but TWO of my own flesh and blood threatening to call the police on us if we came back.

And 30 miles was hyperbole. She rode in a scooter most of the time and only walked like 4-5. So was the hottest day of the year bit, but you get the point, I don't know what the hottest day this year was, but both of them were DRIPPING with sweat so..

And none of this was even getting into my friendships and their relationships and mental disorders and shit.

Because that was damaging too. They have dissociative personality disorder and so technically I've actually killed one of my best friends, a personality created PURPOSEFULLY in 2013 when I was much younger and we were much closer and my friend saw I was lonely and needed a friend. He grew and later on become a guardian of sorts for them when they were too mentally unstable to talk once my friend had revealed the truth about him, they'd been making elaborate sort of... roleplays of a sort with him visiting their house and never even told me he wasn't a real person, sort of. He erased himself after I said some malicious shit due to some arguments in around February.

I made my friend suicide, ruined my mom's entire life, and set myself up for failure.

Oh, and said friend has been in the hospital for most of June, suspiciously timed with when we, or mainly me, nuked our friendship of 7 years due to mental instability and bipolar do to a L O T of shit that if I told, would fill up this thread so much that we'd make a new one just about my shit life.

yoga, meditation, lifting weights, and a good diet

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You are the king of cuteposting user!

Could you re explain this whole paragraph i dont get it did you make your imaginary friend kill himself or something.

>They have dissociative personality disorder

so your mom and sis have personality disorder too i dont get it

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duuuude he fuckin rekt that guy. based selous scouts

desu his whole life seems like he's just acting out for attention and sympathy because he never had a dad to show him that thats bitch shit that only women and faggots do

but he's also mentally fucked from being drugged up by his mom or whoever. may be part of the reason having a no dad made him even worse off, his dad was substituted with drugs. many such cases these days though really

the more beta or absent a dad is, the more drugs can be seen as a tool to fill the void by (((doctors)))

We've never done ANY sort of drugs.


Well, aside from all the bullshit the profit-obsessed doctors gave me when I was in school.

and the parent(s) too i guess obviously, you cant blame them for not understanding this

it isnt really a commonly known fact because its kind of politically incorrect, but specifically not being raised with a father causes a lot of problems with kids and the kinds of adults they turn into

women are actually kind of shit at raising kids. well they're shit at everything technically.

Only this about this entire post is the very final sentence.

and this is why you don't ask Jow Forums for help folks

take your meds, schizo
and learn how to type a coherent post retard

you have to recognize the root of the problem to be able to fix it

do you not believe me? are you unaware of the rate of psychopathology and criminality associated with people raised by single mothers, especially relative to those raised by single fathers?

let me give you a hint, its not good

You might have squatter's rights in some states due to staying in the house for so long, but you probably don't want to to do that to your grandma, is there any chance that she'll let you back in? Maybe apply for government subsidized housing in your area and start looking for an entry level job in retail or fast food. Use the money to pay for rent and meals and save up for community college or trade school, as these will help you succeed and get higher paying jobs later in life. Don't blame yourself for your friend's suicide, it was the culmination of many different factors, and I doubt that your comments were a deciding factor in it. I'm really sorry about the things that have happened to you recently, but you can still turn things around and recover from them. The resources for you to succeed are there user, you just have to use them now.

t. absolutely SEETHING roastie
The comment you replied to is completely correct in what it's saying, not even samefagging rn

I agree, I was about to mention it. While bizarre, I find their and and 's contributions the only decent ones in this shitshow. REALLY kind of expected dipshits like , , and ESPECIALLY on this shithole of a site.

Not my sister, but my mom has PTSD after all the shit in Texas,moving around the fuckin Child Stealing Services on our damn doorstep and also borderline personality disorder after all the shit she's been through and how my grandma has been treating her, and generally the rest of our family

Go back to Jow Forums.

*Only thing true about
Have dyslexia, but mostly in writing, not typing, and didn't proofread my post.

Yes it IS diagnosed, had official diagnosis shortly after I left school.

When you insult the people youre now so desperate in need of help from.

I don't know the future, but after today, yeah, I'm going to try to see what I can do and what resources there are that actually can help, which is OMEGA slim.

Thank goodness for an actually constructive comment here, thank you for the info.

Getting a job however isn't out of the question and I've been thinking about investigating vocational rehab, anyone here or viewing this know anything about that that might help me?

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for fuck's sake

Go the fuck back to /b/ pornbot, i've dealt with ENOUGH of you on omegle.

Yeah, this board isn't really known for helpful advice as hyperfrustrated ubervirgins aren't usually the best people to ask for good suggestions in the first place. Maybe op should try asking Jow Forums for advice with his problem, I mean it's literally the board's name kek.

>inb4 some pedofag posts cheese pizza and gets the whole server banned

True, fuck, should have posted it there but yeah..
Newfag to be honest, have done minimal lurking here since well not only is it depressing, there's usually too much porn to even LOOK at this place before.

Only made one /b/ post and three Jow Forums posts before, all greentexts about shit.

Maybe I'll try there later, thanks for the advice. '>_>

You sound like a faggot, you've already fucked everything up. There is no recovery, unless you move out and try to make it on your own.

There are people who want to help and resources available to you user. You might even qualify for governmental assistance while you get back on your feet. This is what it should be used for, a safety net for people in dire straits who are transitioning between jobs. Trade school usually costs a couple thousand dollars and takes two years in total. There are many career options to pursue, including plumbing, electrical wiring, hvac maintenance, and welding. You should also look into community college and state colleges though (one of the cheapest ways to get a bachelors degree is to take lower division courses at a community college and then transfer to state school to graduate), unless you are sure that you would rather work in a trade.

Yes, that's all good advice but
All those jobs require previous skill in those fields, they're mostly engineering shit.
And can't pay two thousand dollars for anything, we're honestly struggling to buy groceries from Wal-Mart. .---.

No problemo at all gimp boy (jk). But yeah you're right, this place (especially /b/) seems to be full of exclusively porn and almost nothing else these days.

Thanks a lot though, I'm sure that'd be pretty useful if we actually had more than a 100 dollars in the bank (which won't let us remove less than 25 or it will charge a fee, stupid right, take money from somebody who become poor enough to trigger it in the first place) but I'll keep that in mind.

Thanks for constructive post on this board, I won't be reposting my story to Jow Forums though until this thread is archived, since it's 2:38 AM and I don't want to 'babysit' and stay up and respond to an actually more helpful thread. :/

>Go back to Jow Forums.

boy you're gonna have a hard life if you're this much of a bitch at 19 years old and completely unwilling to recognize that gender roles need to be fullfilled and families need to be functional for a healthy life and community

You can't go to community college or trade school right away then. You're going to need to get an entry level job in retail or fast food first and save up for tuition, like I said in my initial post. Where are you and your family staying right now anyway? Your first step now should be to apply for financial assistance and subsidized housing from the government.
>inb4 "commie," "pinko," or "nigger enabler" replies start rolling in

yeah thats the perfect end to his miserable adolescence of self inflicted problems

free money from the government for being a histrionic pissbaby leftist with no concept of manhood whatsoever

this is the kind of fag who joins antifa and hits someone in the head with a blunt metal object, and gets away with it because he's unwittingly on the side of corporations and the government, like eric clanton

Oh I know.

My mom was both my mom AND my dad.
She bought me stuffed animals, yet also hauled a mini-fridge up a nearly vertical plank entirely alone when I was 6.

In my grandma's house. .--.
That... was kind of one of the points of this, we're stuck and forced in this house of hate so

>histrionic pissbaby leftist
go back to Jow Forums autist

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Did you actually even read any of my other posts before that one? That last piece of advice was only given so that he and his family don't die on the streets of starvation. I love my people and don't want that to happen to fellow Euro Americans. In all of my posts, I told him to get an entry level job to save up for community college or trade school so that he can get a better job and start making his own money. The governmental assistance is only intermediary so that he doesn't starve to death in the meanwhile.

Sorry user, I only partially skimmed your blogposts to get the gist of what your problem was exactly so I was under the impression that you and your family were finally kicked out. But it's good that you have a place to stay, even if it's not an environment conducive to mental health and well-being, it's much better than the streets. You should make applying for jobs your job until you get one and then save up for your own place and maybe take your mom and sister with you. Once you've done that, you can start saving up for tuition for community college or trade school. Good luck user, we believe in you, and I mean that very sincerely.

nah ill keep dabbing on you incels while i recuperate before going to lift some more

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OP I am glad you have calmed down.I say that because when recounting your story it was quite incoherent.Unless you just didn't proofread.But I'm gonna go out on a limb and assume aswell as remind myself that your reason for typing so badly was most likely because you had just went through that whole ordeal,to which I extend my sincere condolences.I can see now that you have composed yourself and your sentences so I am relieved.

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>That last piece of advice was only given so that he and his family don't die on the streets of starvation.

do you know anyone who was raised without a fater?

i do, and he's unsalvageable, nothing but a degenerate who cheats as much as he can, forever. and he's not even near as fucked up and malicious as OP sounds

Thanks man, really appreciate both these.
And (censoring stuff and skimming over Jow Forums lingo and some wording, of course) been reading some of these posts to my mom, I originally came here because well... most of the 'professional' sites weren't helping much and giving the same 'try our resources' or 'I'm gonna disconnect because you skipped out on some questions' problems so I went here because well this site is the exact INVERSE of 'professional' and despite the usual Jow Forums fuckery, you and a couple others helped my mom and I a lot more than any of these online counselor chat rooms.

My mom spent 3 hours in one day. .--. Just got some 'resources' that didn't work because the site was from NYC and we're in New Hampshire.

welcomebloxjifed

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This way of thinking is quite callous and mean. It isn't his fault that he didn't have a father figure in his life and I'm sure that his mom did her best for him given the circumstances. Instead of rejecting him for that which is far beyond his control we should do our best to give him guidance on what to do and a chance to prove himself to be capable and competent. If we do this then he may well be the one to break the cycle or streak of fatherlessness and poverty in his family.

euroanon, i dont think you know how bad things really are

you cant save them all

hitler would have gassed this guy six ways to sunday

You should join this comfy Jow Forums discord come to make friends and have fun!

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Glad to hear it user, just remember that you got this and can dig yourself and your family out of this. Just keep looking for assistance and jobs, there might even be an agency in your area that helps with this kind of stuff. Everyone deserves a break sometimes, you and your family more than most. Keep moving forward user, godspeed!

This isn't me, ignore the attentionseeking guroposter.

It took you so long to type it but nobody cares about your book or whatever.

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I'm not from Yurop kek. "Euro American" is a more accurate way of saying "White American" or "Caucasian American." And I'm not going to give up on this guy, or anyone for that matter, without giving them a chance to prove themselves first. I know op can do it.

Aren't you the same poster as ? Kek.