Rope

literally gravity

why are you in this thread then
Will consider it, thanks for the heads up fren
way too high profile. I want to go quietly.

this fag knows nothing, painless suicide is as easy as some google and a bit of brain

I've seen cyanide as a possible method, do I have to drink it or eat the crystals for it to work?

youd want to drink it and then shoot yourself because it's not painless, if you really like pain try vx gas, otherwise inhale an inert gas and then just lose consciousness and die unconscious, like those people who work in confined spaces and those that go an rescue them

you could also look into the stuff vets use to kill animals although you need to combine it with something that suppresses your urge to throw up

>youd want to drink it and then shoot yourself because it's not painless
wtf is the point of the cyanide then?

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If it's not the pain felt when you're stabbed I don't really care, I'll be dead anyway.
that's really vague user.

>Try to ask why user wants to kill himself
>Get muted because it's not an original post
Oh god, I'm laughing! So why do you want to kill yourself?

is it hard to find this out yourself, all you have to do is use a search engine? heaps of material available

This is going to turn into a rant so I'll keep it brief.
Abused by my mom for 6 years since I was 5, getting thrown off my chair, beaten, forced to act as some sort of doll to show off to her higher class friends who couldn't stand her, and took it out on me, throwing me outside etc, until she left after a divorce I wasn't told about. I also never could socialise in school and I'd get into fights and often got thrown into bins, some fucker pushed me down the stairs and I got spat on as everyone walked down. When I got home I had to deal with my grandma shouting, screaming and crying everyday, and getting into arguments with my sister. Every fucking day. It was around this time I'd be getting a lot of hallucinations and hearing voices a lot, which only added to the stress of exams. Then in HS I was completely silent and stress got to me to the point I dropped out at 17, now I've been hikki 3 years and my mental state has only gone worse. And this is only the summary, I haven't even gone into detail, especially about Hannah, piano, and my tutor for the exams my mom now ran off with, and her manipulation and lies she spreads.
No wonder I want to die.

but then how else would he capture the attention of his ex-gf?

Just need to know the specifics, it's not like I'm clueless.

the specifics are best taken at the source not here

medical sites say it's painless, Quora says it's quick, then others say it's only somewhat painful depending on how much you take, then they never give the amount, and of course, I'm getting the methods from lostallope.com

go for the cyanide method and then report back here afterwards

I had a similar twentysomething first years of ny life and have been hikki for years too. I don't care if I'll wake up tommorow. But if you kill yourself then all the people who've abused you will get away with it. Plus if you're going to kill yourself anyway then you might as well do all the things that normally jntimidate you, such as cold approach chicks on the street for sex or visit a psychiatrist.
Your mom has NPD and you have BPD. Act accordingly but don't let her know you know. What do the voices say?

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They either call my name, tell me I can die, scream at me or tell me to cut.
I don't give a shit if she gets away with it, she has already and she's now living with that tutor who also bullied me and kicked the shit out of me for getting questions wrong. My dad is getting me a counsellor but I also have the army assesment center coming up soon, shit in just under 2 weeks and I'm not sure if I'm ready. Just thinking about going there makes me feel sick. I don't think I have BPD, or that there's anything wrong with me. I'm just a little bitch and the world's better off without me anyway.

>or that there's anything wrong with me.
You're hearing voices and have suicidal tendancies. "There's nothing wrong with me" my ass. You're a wreck. Your mother built a ruin and now you're under additional stress over the prospect of the miserable routine you're accustomed with changing. You need a psychiatrist (not a psychologist).
You can get back at your tutor by damaging his property without getting caught or getting him to attack you in front of witnesses. Your mother's weakness is her social standing. Ruining her reputation would be almost like death to her. Do it.

I don't even know where he lives, and I have a nervous breakdown if I even see my mom again. I don't even know who she is around anymore apart from some faggot she pays 6k a month for (and has been for a while, never coming round to help with the house or cooking). There's nothing I can do.

If you are considering suicide, please use the method of jumping instead for 3 very important reasons:

1. You will die immediately.
2. You will feel no pain whatsoever.
3. You will have a 0% chance of failure.

That is, if you jump from a sufficiently high place with a hard landing.

If you live in North America, I recommend going to the Royal Gorge Bridge: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Royal_Gorge_Bridge

If you live in Europe, I recommend going to Preikestolen: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Preikestolen

At either location there is a 250+ meter long fall with a hard landing. All of the conditions 1, 2, and 3 will be fulfilled. You will die immediately, pain-free, and with 100% certainty upon hitting the ground. Landing will be like pressing the metaphorical button, and then you will just be dead.

All you have to do is buy a plane ticket to get there. If you are worried that the survival instinct might prevent you from making the jump, just bring a lot of booze and anti-anxiety medication. If you do not want others to see you do it, just wait at that location and do it at night.

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There's a few high rise apartment blocks near me, I suppose I can try that. Just have to get past the fear of being outside. And yea, doing it at night seems like a comfy option. Thanks user.

Bum her apartment then suicide?

I won't give a direct response to this idea.

>jumping
>too high profile

No one fucking cares if you jump, if you're that worried about it travel to a different area to do it, you'll be in the local newspaper for a day tops.

You won't snap your neck unless you fall from a drop of sufficient height and will instead asphyxiate which is quite painful

It seems to be the ideal death; dying in a beautiful place.

True except you will live the last seconds of your live in awful regret of the stupid mistake you just did. They all do.

1. We do not know that because we have not interviewed those who actually died, just the survivors.
2. Even if it is the case, it is most likely due to the survival going into overdrive.
3. Many survivors of such falls jump again.
4. Not all actually change their mind mid-fall.
5. Even if it is a true reflection of their feelings having changed, so what? They will die, which is what they wanted for a long time before they did it in all likelihood. Changing your mind on what you want in the last seconds before getting it is a sign of indecisiveness, not that you did not actually want that thing all that time prior.

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