Just turned 30 and realized my life is almost half over.
At 35, which is soon, I'll be half of 70 which is pretty much when men die in my country.
Why do I complain? Because I'm barely over my mental puberty. I haven't even lived yet and haven't even enjoyed my life. I've never tasted alcohol or had sex. I've just studied and spent time alone, all this time.
Ultra-sigh.
>every year you have fewer friends
>every summer seems shorter and less eventful
>you have less and less spontaneous fun
Oh fuck
pretty fucking brutal realization once you let it sink in. we have not lived, we were never alive...
t. 28 in december
I'm literally panicking.
Not to mention all the mental and physical issues caused by robot lifestyle. You'd be "lucky" to go past 60.
Then again I might hit 100 because I don't drink or smoke and as a NEET I get fuckloads of rest.
A century just leaning on my hand and sigh'ing
REEE I'mma die soon of old age
Not to mention if you've been a neet for most of your life 30 is really pushing it and you have to start working at that point. In effect it's already over. I mean 7-10 hours of leisure time a week that you're too tired to make use of don't really count
Neets live forever.
>Because I'm barely over my mental puberty.
I feel like this too. I'm 26 but I still feel like a 17 year old on the inside because I never had the key coming of age experiences as a man.
It's almost comical because I'm Jow Forums and a very masculine looking person. I definitely look like a fully grown man but the reality couldn't be further from that.
Collective life expectancy doesn't matter, since it counts health freaks, diabetic landwhales, and the terminally ill
I just turned 28 and I already feel like my life is over. Everything is down hill from here. I never got to enjoy my youth. I'm going to kill myself at 30 unless there's some unexpected change that makes life worth living.
>I've never tasted alcohol
Why not? Do you want to drink with someone you like or something?
Being physically inactive is extremely unhealthy user. Even if you aren't fat.
You will eventually just come to an acceptance.
This is it, this is my life.
Does it even really matter anyway? Has your life ever been good? Why would it become good if it never has so far? Things don't just magically change. Just accept its already over, and be at peace with your lot in life I'm serious. You will only torture yourself by thinking your life can be so much better somehow and that it hasn't begun and so on and so forth. Acceptance is key.
Then let us die having lived.
Go do SOMETHING ANYTHING, just to make it a bit easier when the time comes
The clock is ticking friends. You're living your life right now. Every second that passes is gone forever, you probably have about 1,261,440,000 seconds left. What are you going to do with them? What CAN you do with them?
please pick up s o m e t h i n g that fulfills yuu . .
something doing, or done
.
At least you got to be in the right body everyday for thirty years.
You don't wake up seeing how masculinised your body is despite medications that were too late because of parents that didn't love you and you see yourself and just weep into your pillow for two hours. Until theres nothing left inside you.
Then you put on that stupid act and pretend to be a guy again.
At least you know that your failures were your own choices; your own inactions.
At least you had a choice
Mead is the only one that tastes good. Rest tastes like piss
Yeah false hope is in some respects worse than hopessness for us
What is there to do? We just have to accept it man, this is our lives and this is our it starts and end, unless we can "change" but we mostly fail or give up and the depression takes us whole, welcome to the wheel of fate.
>medical science could advance enough to induce longevity and fight aging within your lifetime, and the odds go up each year you survive
>life expectancy could actually GO DOWN or even plummet if current lifestyle trends continue
>you could get hit by a bus
You have no accurate way of predicting your lifespan, OP.
>>medical science could advance enough to induce longevity and fight aging within your lifetime, and the odds go up each year you survive
this will probably happen but you just know it's going to be only available to the super rich. as if they would let the average plebian have a long life when zuckerberg and bezos want to live to age 300
Turn 30 later this year, my plan is to just keep being a manchild as long as I see fit, as long as I can hold my job and rent my studio apartment.
Just find other manchildren friends and find that manic pixie gf who's into older men. Sheesh what are you so scared of?
>I've never tasted alcohol
literally fucking why?
Jesus Christ install tor and buy some fucking psychedelics right now
living without having done psyches is worse than having not had sex, it's a life that was a complete and utter disgrace
t. nonvirgin psyche lord
>keep being a manchild
>hold my job and rent my studio apartment.
....wut
>70 which is pretty much when men die in my country
Most men don't live past their fifties where I live. I'm 36 btw and already a trainwreck. I doubt I will even live that long.
>Kanade
Is that stoic trap who just likes to get fucked in girls clothes? Damn, I don't want him to grow up. The best thing in cartoons they always stay the same and not making me think about life