Convince me not to kill myself please

I'd prefer that you didn't. You're likely a young guy who has a lot more going for you than you realize, as well as your entire life ahead of you. I've been in dark places in my life, and in hindsight it's astounding to me how shortsighted that I was being. The fact that you want to be talked out of it demonstrates that, deep down, you don't want to do it.
At the same time, I'm not going to sit here and bullshit you and spend hours holding your hand while pretending that you're the most specialest person that's ever existed. It's your life and your prerogative, and you're just a stranger on the internet to me. I know nothing about you, and you know nothing about me. The time that I spent writing this message is more than a lot of people on this board would have given me, perhaps yourself included. I have my own problems, and my musings on the matter likely aren't worth a single cent to anybody, nor do they hold any meaning.

Don't do it buddy, it's not worth the effort. Just meander through life finding what little moments of enjoyment you can, that's what it's all about in the end, everything else is just dumb shit people make you think life is meant to be for. New games, new shows, might meet someone, occasional times with family or friends, good sleeps, sometimes get to eat some good stuff, any hobbies you enjoy like playing music or anything.
I'm not so great at convincing people cause I just do what I said myself, it'll end when it ends might as well just get the most enjoyment out of the ride I can. Stay alive tho buddy

You posted this which means that ultimately you want help and to not do it so I don't think anyone needs to convince you, all you need to do is accept that you believe you have the ability to create a life worth living. Of course, for people like us that is somehow enormously difficult. I wish you all the best.

if you kill yourself you wont get to marry me

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l want to suck your tits!

You will die one day and there is absolutely, 100%, nothing you can do to stop this. You will cease existing, just as you didn't exist before you exist now. You are existing now and now is all you have. Continue your now, because it's the only now that has ever or will ever exist for you.
Or don't, I don't care, but it seems pointless to end it when it will end whether you like it or not. You act like you have control over your end, but you don't, in the end it does end. For everyone. And every thing. It ends.
So begin. Start right now living in the now and taking it all in and fixing whatever issues you have.
Go. Outside. Now.

do you know how many things had to align perfectly for you to exist? your the single sperm cell that made it, your father had to meet your mother, your father and your mother are the single sperm cell that made it so are all your ancestors and all the things that had to happen for them to get together and make you in the end, the chances for life to begin on earth alone is a tremendously small chance if you add all the little things and events that absolutely had to happen for everything to play out the way it did for you to exist the chances of that are so impossibly small that it cant be calculated, you'd be throwing out everything the universe made happen just for you to be here and experience life, plus i love you

All might sound like Empty words.

First, surviving to a suicide has a high chance. You don't want to wake up on the hospital being a vegetable.

Second, people doesn't matter as much, future stills scary. so what else right?

I can only say to you, you only have the chance to change by keep being alive.

Breathing trough bad moments its an easy way to survive, you just have to breath until the breakdown or the bad experience its gone.

You are asking for help, might as well have something that gives you hope. hold on what you want, hold on learning on how to archive it.

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The afterlife waiting for you could be even worse than this.

Stop being a fag and waiting for the fucking miracle. Go change everything as you can. You're the one who's going to help yourself if you can't find someone else to be on yous side faggot

everyone's got a time to go eventually, leave it to fate and not yourself because it's not worth bringing down everyone and yourself

Better do it OP

stop being a little bitch and live your life
life is long as fuck why would you care about death

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i feel like the reasons why we aren't happy is because we don't meet arbitrary standards that others impose on us.
this little world we live in so tiny compared to what's out there.
i grew up in a scummy city with scummy people that do scummy shit.
when you surround ourself with shit you feel like shit.

just do something curazy like join the military idk.
if you long for friends, you'll make a shit ton in the military from what i've heard.
I'm on he process of enlisting rn because i just want to get he fuck out, even if it means i suffer for four years. that type of stress will promote growth I hope. i felt like i didn't grow at all in the past four years so that's my reason.

Broccoli cures autism Shiro poster.
m.youtube.com/watch?v=x6G9knttpZc

Even if you only improved yourself by like 20-30% and we're still basically a loser. You could end up in a position where you have your dream girl/guy who is also kind of a loser like you.

I did, and now I want to keep improving myself. I came to R9K for the possibility of obscure porn, havent really browsed Jow Forums in awhile after improving by that 30% or so. Not bragging, just telling it like it is. I feel for you guys because man I used to be bad off and a common lurker here. "Just how bad?" bottles of cough syrup all over the floor, 6'3 310 pounds, kissless virgin.

Take baby steps when you feel an upswing in your depression, and when you feel like all you wanna do is absolutely nothing just put everything on pause and count it as progress. That's the best advice I can give to someone with depression. Best of luck user. I hope you find love one day.

The world will be enveloped in nuclear fire and if you're dead you won't be able to see the light. Good luck op

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There is always someone who cares about you. Don't kill yourself. Get help. Talk to someone. Try to socialise more, open up a Snapchat or Instagram or something and start talking to people from school or work or something. Also Doom comes out in November so I mean at least wait for that, looks fun

it would make me sad

The new Top Gun movie looks good

Take me out first