Mastrubated with a finger up my ass

>mastrubated with a finger up my ass
>biggest orgasm of my life,came buckets
>eye rolling and drooling

Bros i dont wanna be gay what do i do

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Please post your exact movents
t. user that really fucking wants to do what you dis

Ask Jesus for forgiveness. Only he can help you.

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It's not gay bro, don't worry. I did this as well and loved it so much I bought a vibrating dildo, but after using it a few times it didn't turn me on as much as a finger on my prostate so I just do that now.

I wasnt raised christian
Please dont

It's too late user, you're far from recovery... I give you 5 minutes till you indulge in it again, and are gone for good.

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why did jesus put my prostate up my ass

Im gonna get horny and do it again and thats what scares me

Don't worry, I had a phase where I also used to put my finger in my ass (or strong water currents in shower), I stopped after a while

Sorry user, there's simply nothing we can do, other than wait for you to turn into one of them...

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All men turn gay as soon as they discover the prostate. Just call yourself bi and ask your future gf to peg you, it's not a big deal.

It's a trap made by satan to identify non-believers.

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Isn't touching a penis already gay? If it makes you feel good, why stop?

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Is it gay if you fantasize about being fucked by a man while doing it

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Get a gf to peg you, duh.

kill yourself, you can still die as a human

Ah, wow. Yeah kinda.
I didn't even thought of that, I was just fapping to usual things but used the prostate as a booster of pleasure, nothing else.

I am already enough of a dissapointment,i dont wanna go further

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Your own penis isnt gay,but fantasizing about other mens penises is

>He thinks utilizing your sensual regions for peak sexual stimulation is homosexual.
>He doesn't even rub and knead his nipples regularly.
Really, unless you're thinking of explicitly gay things, then it's just jerking off on the next level.

Yeah but im thinking about gay things

There nothing gay about it, using a finger can be kind of awkward though, you should buy yourself a toy to ride on, so much more satisfying

It's over, user. Fuck it's hard to see another one go.

>he got hard watching user finger his anus

What you do with yourself is ultimately up to you. I presume this is a bait thread try to get people to homo post with you, but if you don't like an aspect of yourself, and that aspect is defined by your thoughts and habits, you are responsible for changing or accepting them. It is unlikely that anyone here will help you establish the habits and lifestyle you want to cultivate.

IT AIN'T OVER YET
IT CAN'T BE

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I try to change and repress it but it keeps coming back

Your environment influences and directs many of your thoughts and actions. If you're on a board with a lot of homosexual content (generals, raids, propaganda), then you will have a response to them. Already participating in homosexual thoughts and actions, you are at risk for further development in an environment like this. Especially so, when it's one with so many vulnerable and manipulative people.

Even passive practice of indifference or tolerance will not assist in evading this. That will only create established comfort or acceptance of the entity you wish to avoid. Ultimately, it is your responsibility to avoid the environments and elements that feed homosexual inclinations, assuming changing yourself is your goal. Nobody will help you with that here. I would recommend that you leave, perhaps to a more productive board like Jow Forums (where ogling is the norm anyway). You likely won't take my advice, but that is okay. Just accept responsibility for your actions, and don't twiddle too long before making them.

A penis is a penis, doesn't matter if it's yours. If you like touching penises you're gay.

Even if i remove myself from these enviorments (nofap,noporn,stay offline) i still get these thoughts

Im still aroused by women though so idk

Does that make ass men gay then?

Nipples chafe too easily. Considering removing them.

Do you guys not have eye rolling orgasms every time without any assplay? My eyes roll into my head every time, super intense orgasms just by jerking my dick. It's pretty awesome can't even lie.

Yeah if the fantasy is really hot or if i edge myself enough

The assplay orgasm was on another level

Don't be a normie retard, user. That doesn't make you gay. I would try pegging with a hot girl, doesn't mean I want a naked faggot anywhere near me.

I think all these thoughts make me gay

Post pics of your eyes rolling and you drooling

I couldnt really capture that user,sorry

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>eye rolling and drooling
Someone has been reading too many doujins. This doesn't happen

Seems like an extreme approach but just try it.
Install grindr, fuck/bj or whatever with someone.
If you didn't like it (like me) and felt disgusted afterwards and you don't want to do it ever again you're hetero.
If you did like it etc. just fuck it and fuck guys.
You're already beyond repair I was in your situation once, did what I said and now I don't even think about guys ever again.

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Who cares? Its just sex