Anything interesting, bad or good, happen recently? Venting thread, I'll guarantee you my (you)

Oh, tell me about the good parts! And what did the brother do to ruin it?

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I just got an S rank amazon halberd with 5 effects on it in Dragon's Crown, that's good. Best thing that's happened in my shitty life lately.

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Let me tell you about my freshmen year's art class as a turbo autist.

> I'm pretty good at art
> The art teacher gives us an assignment
> Make an expression of the purest form of evil
> Autist me get on the job, I worked so hard this fucking thing. Literal days and night of dedication
> The last day of the semester is a show and tell exposition. Everybody at school will see my masterpiece
> excited.webm
> Each student unveils their artwork one by one and tell a story about it
> It's my turn and I'm quite nervous but I proud of my artwork so I don't bail
> I take of the blanket
> Everyone Gasps
> Huh?,png
> Don't know if it's bad or good
> Principal stomps forward, throws my paintin to the ground
> He drags me to his office while my art teacher rushes after him
> TFW I painted a demon in hell with horns on his head, a swatika on its forhead, breathing out green gas that was enveloping a choking malnurished naked man.

I honestly didn't know why people were upset. I was so proud at my craftmanship and symbolism of the horrors and pure evil of the holocaust.

yeah, the guy that has been stalking me and making my life hell for months moved to another state with his parents.

I don't feel comfortable wearing glasses.
I'm really dependant on others bc of it. It's really depressing because people you know think you're rude bc you don't greet them. And I can't see which facial expression a person has. I missed every chance bc of this.

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I've never played Dragon's Crown but I'm happy for you user, hope your life gets better.

That's weird honestly, hope you didn't face serious consequences. People should have complete freedom when it comes to art in my opinion. Do you have a picture of the artwork? I'd love to see it.

That must be a relief, I hope you can get over it, stalking can leave quite an impact on someone and their feeling of safety.

Wow, those are pretty severe eyesight issues user. I hope you can get things back on track when you have your contacts. That first moment of complete sharrpness and clarity in your vision when you put on glasses are contacts is euphoric.

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In a bad mood today and I don't know why, nothing specific has happened.

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It got trashed and I have never seen it ever again. My art teacher who gave the assignment was a total bro and stould up for me. There was a lot of shouting. I was just sad that he fucking threw my artwork on the floor. I never got to tell anyone what it was about. My parents also supported me and wanted the principal to apologize, which he did not. Nothing happened. But the skinhead group at school thought I was totally based and would protect me from bullying to the end of high school. I just continued avoiding people.

There could be many reasons for such a thing user. Did you get enough sleep? Do you drink enough? Do you eat somewhat healthy? When I'm in a bad mood I like to laugh, any good shows or anything similar that could make you laugh right now user?

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>I have a "girlfriend" from a game. we just use the in-game chat.
>she has 3 exes.
>she fell for me in just 2 days.
>i know she's fragile as heck, and thats using a better word.
>of course, being a KHV, I didnt stretch the courting any further and answered "sure, be my gf."
>after that, the lovey dovey went from 100 to 50 real quick.

i'm just really desperate to being able to talk genuinely to another human being again. i have never felt more alive. wat do?

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That's so awful of him, should've at least given you the chance to explain that it was meant to potray the evil of the holocaust. It's admirable that you're such a good artist and that you feel so strongly for your craftmanship user. Are you still an active artist?

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I still draw for fun sometimes. Nothing serious.

Sorry for late response.
The brother was just literally the most annoying person I'd ever met. But my friend and I played a lot of Monopoly, plus I got to draw for quite a bit of the time. Overall just chill aside the brother.

The relationship went downhill quickly? You can try to stabilize things but it sounds like that girl might be a bit unstable herself. I do hope it works out for you, if not you can always try to find some new people/person if you have the social skills and courage to do that.

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Christchurch blew up

Online GF so nostalgia.

Back in 2000-2007 I had an off-and-on online GF on Runescape. Webcamming daily, all the way through highschool and part of college. She was stable but discovered the dick in late college and went off clubbing and riding the carousel every night.

Aha, sounds like you're pretty good at art though. I hope that situation didn't take a blow at your passion or anything.

Don't mind the late response, you have no obligation to respond to me haha. It's good that you were still able to enjoy yourself however. Focus on the good instead of the bad as they say.

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no but at least i feel that when she's still unsure of my feelings for her she would be so damn upfront. now it has stabilized indeed. I'm probably just being too needy.
teach me ur tricks my man. i do want this relationship.

>never passed an interview
>walked out on a few
>don't have any practical skills to get a job
>don't have the social skills to get a job
>"what have you been doing this last year since you said you didn't have a job"
why does everything have to revolve around social aptitude. i'm not a social butterfly, does that mean i don't deserve to live

Oh wow, I just read about that. That sounds scary, luckily no casualties though.

Oh, so it stabilized, that's good. Just try to take it a bit easy I guess, you wouldn't want to ruin the relationship by accidentally being too needy.

It doesn't mean you don't deserve to live user. Our society is just a bit extrovert oriented I suppose. I don't really have social skills either but I'm managing, what do you mean with a lack of practical skills though? No higher education that prepares you for a job?

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Online relationships are awful
>girl from 00 to 07
>girl from 07 to 08
>girl from 08 to 12 (this one made me go from khhv to just v because she drove to my state to mouth rape me)

It's all just knowing how to manipulate women so they stay content. You can tell by a girls first words of the day what her mood is. E.g. if you say "hey" and her response is "hey/sup" you got a upbeat response and can proceed normally, if its "hello" you got a neutral response and proceed with extreme caution. If it's "hi/hi./hello." Then she is in a bad mood and you should
>something the matter?

Women just use online relationships as free psychologists.

>lack of practical skills though
i have a degree but i don't actually have any paid work experience. i don't have any skills to talk about, i don't have any life experiences to say "oh i did this AMAZIMNG thing at X and this is why you should hire me". i dont have the social skills to pretend to be overtly confident.
it's only going to get harder and i just dont see the point anymore

well at last i truly see. imma real fuckin amateur

Isn't there some entry-level stuff you can go for that can give you the needed experience for other stuff? Sorry, I'm still in education and have little experience with the job market.

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>moving in with my chad best friend
>last night went to look at the apartment
>theres a roommate
>find out the guy killed someone
>beat a rapist to death in prison
This guys gonna fucking kill me isnt he?

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If he's free now I doubt it. He beat a rapist to death so he might be some kind of vigilante type, probably still violent though. Be a bit cautious and either avoid him or try to get on good terms with him I'd say.

the best i can look for is doing an apprenticeship and lie and say i don't have a degree. working for 1/4 of minimum wage for a year doesn't sound too fantastic either. there'll be interviews for that too so good fucking luck there for me.
i'll be happier killing myself before applying to McDicks because i dont have the social skills to get a real job. also getting rejected from there would definitely justify suicide.

He moves out on the first of August. He smokes blunts and just has trouble sleeping at night from what Chad told me. Ill still keep some distance.

Took the Grindr pill last night and got my dick sucked by a twink, I'm trying to find a sissy now to fuck but I don't think I will find one

suddenly offered a corporate job that would skyrocket my resume with no previous experience

I have to goto trial in about a month qnd the sentence doesn't sound good. My lawyer told me he doubts prison time but a lengthy time of suspension with a suspended sentence...

That does sound like a tough situation, as I said, I have little experience with the job market so I can't give you any meaningful advice, but I can assure you that it's possible to have a job without social skills user. I work part-time in retail currently and I'm managing so far while being socially inept.

Alright, stay safe user, try not to anger him though.

Uhm okay user, be careful with disease and all that though.

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That's one hell of an opportunity user! Don't let it slip away!

Oh my, what did you do if you don't mind me asking?

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I'm suffering from another insomnia attack.
It happens every now and then. I'm sleeping 12 hours a week and my mind wanders always to the same idea.
I'm not human. I mean, I am, I know I am, physically, but what I mean is, I lack ''humanity'', I lack the identity of a human.
Is strange, I know what empathy is, but I don't feel it towards other people. Same with other feelings. I can fake them, I can replicate them, but I don't think I genuinely feel them.
Which makes me think? Does it really matter? I'm in a relationship right now, but I know that I don't love him. We've been together for a year and... I can't say I really care for him. I care for my ''partner'', because I need a partner, is a necessity, but I don't care who it is.
I've tried telling him, I can't love you, but I can give you love, is that enough? It seems it is for him, and most people that know us says I'm quite affectionate.

I think I'm a tool, user. But I don't know for what, I lack a purpose. I think that has been my problem my whole life. I go from place to place, I've tried different personalities. different careers (I've been a daycare teacher, an ecommerce manager, I've worked in a carpentry), I've changed my body (I'm even doing it again, I'm using part of the time I don't sleep to exercise again. I used to be fit, 11% body fat)...
By the way, I'm trying to learn a new language, anyone has a recommendation?
I've always wanted to learn Russian, but I can't find any academy nearby.

Helps with my anxiety and depression, passes the time as well and honestly just makes me feel happy and relaxed. I broke my wrist punching a wall just yesterday but I was already out of work due to tearing my rotator cuff. I am not sure when it broke but just remember feeling it everyday for several weeks until I got it looked at

I want to smoke so bad I hate alcohol //

Yeah I slept well. Could be I'm not hydrated enough today. Thanks, user.

My roommate is hinting at giving me head were going to get drunk tonight and play vidya so I'm going to see what happens

Sounds like some complex stuff, do you have anger issues? There must be a healthier ways to ease your anxiety and depression.

Make sure to drink enough water user. It can really help friend.

Okay user, hope you two have fun.

Wow user, so you struggle to anchor yourself in an identity to summarize a bit. You don't need to be anyone, you don't need to live up to the image of yourself in your head. Just be. I'd recommend trying online resources for learning a language. Duolingo could be a good start.

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>Just be
But that's what I do. That's the only thing I can do. Exist.
I'm not trying to be anyone or live up to anything, I change because of boredom or necessity. I guess you could say that's what defines me, that's what the real me is, a blank slate.
Isn't duolingo better if you already have a basic knowledge of the language?

I jerked off 3 times to Bailey Jay today, tomorrow night I'm going to get TOPPED by a trap. I also sucked my landlord off for rent free this month

Hey,
Do you really think that it's because you are not normal ? Or is it because you do not feel normal which is very different.
Sartre (a famous french existentialist if you don't know who he is) says that things exists because we want them to. Did you ever listen about Abraham's angel story in the bible ? Apparently, an angel said to Abraham that he had to sacrifice his son. And here is where Sartre asks a question ; was he really an angel ? Or was it an hallucination created by Abraham's mind ? Or was he a demon disguised in angel ? He also says that none of these questions matter ; it could have been real, not real it doesn't matter because, because Abraham decides to believe that it was an angel, it was an angel. It is the same here. Maybe you're not normal because that's what you decided to believe ?
You may ask me how to change that belief ? I would answer to you, first of all, that it will maybe not going to be easy, or maybe it will be, but what's certain is that you might need help. It is not a shame to go see someone to talk to, like a specialist, actually it is very wise just to consider that to change is ok, and to change can make your life better.

Nothing at all pretty boring, how big is your cock?

Duolingo is fine to build a foundation with, I personally don't know many other starting points. Once you have a basic understanding you could start adding some other sources, maybe reading easy texts or getting in contact with a Russian penpal. Regarding the first issue, I think there might be more consistency than you might realize. There must be some traits that are consistent in you, maybe you're an impulsive person, maybe you overthink a lot, things like that. It could be helpful to see a professional about this.

Eheh, you do you user.

No response.

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Do you have a boiclit?

No, I'm not interested in anal sex, or sex in general.

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Not him but are you a girl (male) or girl (female)

I'm personally a male (male).

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>Do you really think that it's because you are not normal ? Or is it because you do not feel normal which is very different.
It might be different, but isn't it the same in this context?
> Abraham decides to believe that it was an angel, it was an angel. It is the same here. Maybe you're not normal because that's what you decided to believe ?
Exactly, but in this case is not an external factor. I have been made aware of my abnormality. How can that be fixed?
>You may ask me how to change that belief ?
But user, I am at piece with it, I don't see it as a problem. I have accepted and even embraced my disconnection with the world. I would say that is the fact that I can't disconnect further what causes me angst.
I've been going to therapists, psychologists and psychiatrists, for decades now, and they are all pointless. No one saw any problem, except one who diagnosed an schizoid personality disorder. And they all seem to be fixated with irrelevant stuff.
Also, funny that you mention Sartre. I've been reading Camus recently and that led me to read about his relationship with Sartre.

>joined a world 40 guild up from world 450ish in WoW
>trial has been going pretty great so far
>lightning struck my house last saturday and fried my pc and my router
>decide to drive three hours to a gaming internet cafe every day from wednesday to friday because my new pc will arrive on saturday
>dad calls he canceled the order because he wants to look for cheaper models first during the upcomming week
>gonna fail my trial and get kicked for being unavailable for the weekend and the days after

I am so fucking pissed. After giving my all for amazing logs in the last tier and applying like a retard for months I finally get a spot in the higher echolon and now I fail because mother nature fucked me in the ass and cost me over 1800 euros in damages. I decided to quit WoW after 11 years cold turkey now that I am guildless and can't be assed to work my way up again from some world 500 scrub guild from scratch.

My crush got a new boyfriend. I'm happy because now I can finally stop thinking about her but also sad. I wasn't even an option for her,

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Would it be possible to explain your circumstances to the guild?

Sounds like you'll need to move on user, it will happen with time even if it may not seem that way now.

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I did tell them that but the new raid has launched right now and I play a pretty important role (maintank) which is not as easily replaceable like some dumb damage dealer. Due to me being unavailable they might have sone problems and since they are quite elitist jerks due to their ranking they straight up told me to get the fuck out and are looking for a replacement trial which they wil have in less than a day. Tank spots are rare as fuck on that level.

wrote about it before but whatever. found out my former oneitis is getting married. i've slowly been trying to get her out of my mind for the past year because i just don't see her anymore, it was working quite well but as soon as i heard about her getting engaged the misery flowed back in. i don't want to think about this shit anymore.

Is that so, I don't really know much about WoW so I'm afraid there's not much I can tell you here, good luck.

Sounds like those thoughts are really plaguing you. You'll need to try and get over her, it's not healthy for a person to be so destructive on your mind. Are you friends with them? If not, it might be best to cut all information flow about their life.

That will be all for me. Take care of yourself anons.

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