Being trapped in a small town ruins me. the only way I can see things is through a computer screen...

being trapped in a small town ruins me. the only way I can see things is through a computer screen. I can never go to japan. I can never travel the country. I can never visit other countries. all I wanted was to live in a big city and go travel other places and check them out for a few months

ever since I was a kid I wanted to visit japan. god has ruined that. ever since I was a kid I wanted to live in la. god has ruined that. just woods. woods woods and woods. fat people and woods.

all I can do is look at places like japan from a computer screen. I haven't even taken a vacation to the tropical part of my shit country or anything. no point in it anymore. no point in trying to do things at 30 years old after losing out on my entire life.

I hope my parents dont get too scarred when they find my corpse. it is their fault after all. pic related is the only thing I have ever seen before.

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get a fucking job, save some money and fucking go then you fucking faggot.

Why the fuck would you not just leave your town and go to these places you want to go to if that is literally all that is wrong with you?

god traps me here and I already lost my whole life

plus theres no jobs here anyways if god wasnt after me. no car. parents too poor for a car. closest source of jobs 20 miles away. would have to go flip burgers for 30 bucks a shift and it costs 1200000000 dollars to move to a big city just to get rommates and take the bus.

not possible. not with god and my parents.

because I was born with poor parents. game over. here you can only flip burgers for 40 dollars a day. to move to a big city you need 70,000 dollars and then traveling is like 30000 dollars to go visit for a month

I already got fucked and lost out on my whole life. you wouldn't understand if you are from the suburbs and dont have parents poorer than rural africans in the most desolate hellhole in the face of the earth.

Nigga you have the internet you are not that poor

can you just fuck off with that argument people in third world countries have more than I do

>it takes 1.2 billion dollars to move to the city
Wut

not that user but
Did you graduate highschool or dropout?

It's not too late, guy. There are plenty of jobs you can do from home. I'd recommend taking up programming or something of that nature.

clean your room
have sex

>trapped in a small town
you got fuckin legs don't you?

I know the feel, OP. I live in a blink-and-you-miss-it type town, with nothing within walking distance for miles.

god made sure I dont have that kind of freedom

1.2 billion is the same thing as getting 40 grand out here which is what it costs to move to a big city

I already missed out on my whole life no point now and I cant do it with this depression

I could literally be in Disneyland and just sitting there with a frown on my face and dead look in my eyes and just mumbling "yeah" and "okay" in a montone voice looking down at the ground. I haven't smiled in 5 years.

>I can never go to japan
Fucking weebs. I travel all the time though OP and use a small town as my home base. It isn't the small town. It's being poor

What country do you live in? You said it was tropical in some parts and has a massively deflated currency. Are you Indian and living in the northern shitty rural parts of India?

this isn't a typical small town its 7 hours from civilization and the people here are all poorer than rural africans.

yeah its deadly poverty. most small towns are like an hour from a major city and just slightly shittier suburbs that are far away. this is like desolate rusty shit shacks everywhere and giant fields of nothingness and pissed off old people and people so poor they cant even afford their beer and cigarettes and theres not one job in the whole county that pays good and no way to even skills to do a job

Stop shifting blame, it's the only way to fix this.

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trust me dude ive been fighting the whole time and finding solutions and every single time I find another way it gets ripped away and some magical barrier pops up that makes it impossible. I made god mad by succeeding.

laying down and giving up will guaruntee you will never get past this, but continuing to try even when you believe it's truly impossible might some day work. Who knows, god might just be testing your will.

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bruh I spent a whole year trying to transfer it and make money and research how to get lawyers and shit. nothing.

Go rob a bank mate or do some shit. Post it here for keks.

If you are poorer than rural Africans then how are you on the Internet?

get a job and move retard its not rocket sciene

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1 year =/= continuing to try for your entire life until it works instead of giving up

whats the point. I already lost my whole life. thanks tho...

I remember your previous post, I guess you are the that user, we're in the same boat, God doomed us, but I'm 18 (19 next month) so I still have a dream to leave my sm0l town, you are 30 yo, you wasted 40% of your life in a mind freezing 'town' doing probably nothing but browzing internet and parents yelling at you u know, now listen, the only thing that can take you out from your cursed location is marriage, try dating an asian girl (they are easy) JP or KR because they are wealthy and can help you, as an 18 yo, I think this is a great way to escape, if you gave up on eastern asia, look for a girl in a big city, but white girls won't give a shit about your situation, so just try to marry an wealthy asian girl, it will be a 6-->9 in your life.

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I hope you die and stay a fucking virgin you nerdy faggot fuck

Pic is kind of comfy, seems nice and quiet there.