guys im in a LDR and engage to my fiance (will be married next year early 2020) but i figured it'll be my last chance to fuck a tranny so i found a HOT AS FUCK tranny who lives in town 30mins from me. 200-250 bucks for an hour and i can do practically anything i want. is it worth it bros? im really conflicted on this. i mean my fiance wont ever find out so she wont get hurt but im worried once i do it i could feel bad regret. also she will be living with me in my country not too long after marriage so its not a permanent thing being long distance.
HELP ME GUYS !!!!
i mean, its just like masturbating, right? no different from using an expensive fleshlight? my gf doesnt care that much if i fap or look at porn (i choose to do nofap anyway). but i figured in the eyes of god so long as i dont cheating during marriage im not going to hell. my fiance isnt that great at sex but she has every other perfect quality i want in a gf. shes the perfect wife but just fails at sex and i can tell she doesn't really enjoy it that much. its not me though cus i could give my ex gfs multiple orgams no problem. they were always wet and horny but my fiance is just really dry and dull during sex. i really love her brehs but i just wanna have this last little bit of fun. ive always wanted to fuck a tranny.
like i said, its more like a fleshlight right ( a living one) ? you know, they aren't really ppl plus tranny + prostitute, ya know.
I've been in your shoes. It's one of those stains on my life that will never wash away. God how I wish I could take it back.
No, she never found out. But I still would do anything to take it back.
Hunter Bailey
Just jack off. Seriously. Your wallet and your heart will thank you.
Andrew Morgan
No dude, this isn't the way to go. Ifnyou like trannies that much you might either regret marrying her or hold this unfaithfullness pver your head forever. Deliberate for a long time and think if this is really worth it or if you want it for some other end.
Jayden Lewis
can you please tell me more about how you feel? what happened? can you share the whole story with me? i think if you give me your side of things it might convince me not to go through with it. i must admit, a part of me KNOWS i shouldnt do it but im just not good at convincing myself.
my gf is pretty cute and pretty, she doesnt excite me THAT much during sex. i mean im a horny bastard so i can get it up for her easily and idk i love looking at her face cus i really truly love her, i care about her, i do almost anything for her. i really want a future for us, were happy together. we have so many things in common. we have stimulating discussions with each other. like laying in bed all night til early morning talking about the world etc....its just sex, shes really bad at it and she just doesnt seem to have much of a libido. we used to argue about this in the past but i decided i loved her enough to let it go and just be happy. i mean its not like she ever refuses to give me my kinks and wants for sex.
jacking off doesn't fulfill me anymore. ive been doing nofap on and off since 2017. i really hate it looking at porn and fapping now. i cant actually get that aroused with masturbation but with sex im rock solid. ive gone the opposite way - my brain is more wired for sex than porn now. fapping WILL NOT fix this i can assure you (im a special case).
ive just wanted to TRY a tranny. im not seeking to fuck other women or prostitute females cus thats not as gratifying to me cus ive already been with other girls in the past and ive had my fill on that plus my fiance is obviously a woman so she satisfies that need. i swear this will just be a once off thing. FUCK IM CONFLICTED. i wish i was a true sociopath so i didnt have guilt or remorse. i dont feel any guilt right now but i FEAR i could feel it later. if i marry and live with her im scared ill carry a heavy burden in my heart until im dead.
If you're this conflicted about it now, the sin you've committed against your wife and yourself will haunt you until you tell her and be true to yourself. DO NOT LIVE A LIE. Instead, read crime and punishment to understand what you'd be like if you do.
Jack Perez
what the shit is wrong with you, why the fuck would you want to do this when you're about to be married?
Grayson Perry
>like i said, its more like a fleshlight right ( a living one) ? you know Humans aren't sex toys you creep
Ryder Watson
dilate.
mate i dont have time to cram an entire book. can you give me the tldr of the point you want me to understand?
its not a big ceremonial thing, its just so she can live with me in the country.
Juan Cox
Do it bro . But don't pay that much way to expensive. Unless she's super fucking hot dont pay at all. Just find a tranny on an app and persuade them to fuck . I've done it before and it was the best thing ever. Feels better to
Jack Roberts
money aint an issue for me dude. this ladyboy is banging as fuck, very feminine and exciting. 200-250 for an hour seems very reasonable to me.
i used an app before but its mostly just old and middle aged married closet faggots that were hitting on me. all the traps on those apps are picky as fuck.
have you ever been in my situation before?
i just wish there was a way i could switch this off out of my mind. i just dont fucking know any more man....in these last 3-4 days something has switched inside of me.
My girlfriend right now is perfect in every way expect for the sex being Kind of boring. So don't feel bad for having sex not with her I do it to man
Jordan Thomas
at least it wont be with another woman. i tried so hard to sort the sex issues out with her but nothing worked. we were fine at the beginning but it didnt take long for her to dry up and get dull. shes such a good loyal girl i really love everything about her but since a very young age ive always had sexual needs and a high libido. ive been pretty damn fucking restrained my whole life given that fact. i feel like if i just scratch this itch i can be fulfilled knowing i have tried and done it and just move on and forget about it. at this point im looking for a sign from god on whether i shouldn't do it or not.
Hudson Brown
How long have you guys been together? You seem really hesitant towards going through with it. If your the type of person who feels bad for their actions you probably shouldn't do it if you can't handle it being on your mind.
Carter Peterson
3 years we've been together. i dont know man, i dont tend to feel guilty for things usually. ive done some bad stuff, nothing too serious, mostly petty stuff but i never felt guilt. i used to vandalize peoples stuff if they "wronged" me in some way. i did physically hurt a couple people and i felt sad about it for some time but i got over it eventually. i was bit of a shithead as a teenager and in my very early 20s. im diagnosed on the autism spectrum and i dont know if i feel empathy the way people are supposed to. maybe as a little kid i felt a bit guilty cus i would randomly punch people just to see how it would make me feel. i cried once after sucker punching my sister really hard in the stomach. since late teens to early 20s i dont really feel guilt. fuck i dont know man. im not a totally evil bastard, i can feel sympathy for people like i know someone with cancer right now and i felt pity for him. i kept making fun of fat people infront of my gf and shes overweight these days and then she burst into tears and i kinda just sat there like a retard not feeling anything. then i wanted her to stop being upset with me so i apologized and kissed her. once i was having a really bad few months (a crisis point in my life) and i went for a jog in this forest and there was some persons car (looked like a womans) on the side path and i took out my crowbar and smashed the back window for no reason. i never felt guilty for that, in fact i felt nothing and i was sure it'd make me feel accelerated but it didnt.
my last ex gf fucked a few guys behind my back (i was completely loyal at this point) and i was very devastated for months, i mean REALLY fucked up bad. i stayed for like a year because i was very attached to her (plus the sex was amazing) and in the end all i did was just hook up with her best friend and my ex found out about it and she prettied herself up a lot and confronted me and she had tears in her eyes and seemed to want me to beg for forgiveness and chase after her but i literally just laid there with a dumb retard grin on my face, like i was getting pleasure from it. does that make me bad? im not sure, maybe i was justified because of how she hurt me in the past. just something to consider for anyone who cares about my ramblings in this thread.
William Wood
tldr based on If you will actually presume to understand God or any of his '''''signs''''', you are of an unstable mind and completely incapable of making decisions with morbid consequences. Solely on the basis of random phenomena you would jeopardize the quality of your marriage and live indefinitely with baseness of your act. A man with a similar mindset murders after receiving 'signs from God' and succumbing to the perfect coincidence of his situation. The man then falls ill, his friends believing it to be a fever. It persists as the apotheosis of Sin constricts. Maddeningly trapped in this state until he's confessed and reconciled his crime with society and himself.
Brody Edwards
get the fuck off of Jow Forums dude it's fucked your brain
Oliver Roberts
I think you might be exaggerating a tad bit here. Are you implying I'm schizophrenic? I was hoping for a more concrete answer from you. I'm not a genuine believer in god. I guess I just wanted the responsibility for my choice taken from me and would rather give it up to perceived meaning in meaningless nature.
No doubt it's fucked everyone who's spent enough time here. But why do you think this is relevant to me?
First, get out of LDR, all religions are a farce, then do what you want, within reason and in the confines of the law. Problem solved
Zachary Thompson
>based smugorignalty
Jonathan Mitchell
It's not LDR for much longer.
>all religions are a farce
I already know this.
>then do what you want, within reason and in the confines of the law. Problem solved
Sounds like you're bit of a Nihilist. I moved on from that phase a few years ago.
fucking kek, im not too surprised someone posted this. For the record I'm not encouraging anyone to fuck traps or trannies or even give them attention and/or associate with them.
Why?
Austin Morales
no it's not worth it. don't stoop this low.
Jack Davis
I don't think you love your girlfriend.
Lincoln Edwards
What makes you say that? I believe I love her. Maybe I don't love her like I did my first gf but I really love being with her. I just dont want to be alone, she gives purpose to my life. I'll never be able to connect with anyone else. I need her.
Charles Cook
Judging from your OP and posts i've assumed are yours, the guilt does seem to be a main factor in your decision. I jumped on your sign from God only to illustrate the tldr. If you expect anything to tell you concretely whether you should fuck a tranny or not i feel sorry for you.
Jeremiah Morales
>If you expect anything to tell you concretely whether you should fuck a tranny or not i feel sorry for you.
Fair enough, I guess it was a dumb thing to believe. I'm trying to wind myself down from this, part of me just wants to get it out of my mind and forget about ever doing it. I even bought the rubbers today and withdrew some cash so sure of myself. I was in a good mood because I felt like I was going to do something tomorrow that would make me feel alive for once. I need to find a way to step away from all this before I end up committing to it.
If a part of you wants this out of your mind, you need to listen to it because right now you're just listening to your dick which is very rarely reliable.
Christian Cook
i dont even know if its my dick man, ive done nofap for long streaks since 2017, i can resist the urge to orgasm. this is more like an excitement thing, a way to feel alive for once. i live such a boring dull routine life. i dont get butterflies for my girlfriend but i get butterflies just thinking about banging this tranny. like i said, i think my gf is great. i think we probably shouldve just been best friends and not fiances but at the same time i know most couples lose excitement from sex anyway so i figured if sex is boring with her now it wouldve been eventually anyway even if that weren't the case.
James Lopez
Just wait for your fiancee to ditch you. Trannies will be better by then.
Evan Peterson
why would she ditch me?
Jonathan Taylor
bls resbond *blogged nose*
Charles Peterson
You'll regret not doing it. It'll always be in the back of your head if you don't do it now. You won't be able to have sex with her because you'll keep remembering that tranny. Just do it.
Charles Morris
thats a funny way of looking at, you might be on to something there.
Caleb Stewart
bring up my post
how teh le fuqq
Benjamin Wood
literally the devil in your ear, OP.
Kevin Harris
Do it OP, I wish I could fuck a hot transgirl.
Jason Gonzalez
Hey user. U are better than this. Trust me. U will regret. Live a good life.
Liam Foster
Would you let her fuck someone, just once, before you meet?
Landon Hughes
we've already met and no i wouldnt let her fuck anyone. cmon what kind of question is this? in the case of what im doing she will never know. its like asking me how id feel if she cheated behind my back and i never ever found out. well how the fuck can i have any feelings about something i have no awareness of?
