>turned 30
>physically deteriorating by the day, mentally maturing though, but people in 2019 don't care about that
>didn't manage to get a wife / long-term relationship when young
>best prospects are middle-aged divorcees with kids
>don't want em
I literally don't see where I'm going from here and I might have decades of life left.
Especially balding has been something I can't cope with. All my features were substandard except for my hair and now it's gone so I guess the jig is up.
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Then don't live for peoples expectations just fuck around or die, don't worry about it though
>tfw your knee makes a funny clicking sound on the stairs now
If that's your biggest health issue at 30 you're in luck.
Just jog and go swimming and shit. Not so much gym.
Nice
To be honest.
I'm 31 bro. It's all about your attitude. You can sit and whine about your age all day or get out and enjoy life for what it is.
I decided not to give a fuck about anything, just kind of give up, and do whatever I want.
The first thing is letting go of the dream about women. I'll make myself believe I'm incapable of getting them so I wont waste all my energy on trying. Let's just say I'm too ugly and small dicked to ever get a girl.
Good, sounds like you've got your head out the clouds, just keep trucking till you can't no more
Either go monk or be that weird guy who creeps on high school graduates. Never settle for some used up single mom who whored for Jamal.
My knee clicks 24/7 now. It sucks big.
Use that mature mind to make good money and watch the women (or men) flock to you.
>former athlete; let myself go
>literally lay in bed all day eating pizza, chinese food, and sushi playing vidya like a fucking bum
>inflate to 260lbs
>isolate myself from everyone
>2 childhood friends die
>ex breaks it off after i have a nervous breakdown over depression from friends' deaths
>nobody-can-hear-you-scream.wav
>turn 30
>enough.jpg
>start hitting the gym and eating clean
>come back down to 168lbs
>otter mode but need more definition
>started making over 6 figures
>light is appearing at the end of the tunnel
>feel youthful vigor returning
>laughter slowly returns
>quit smoking
>started picking up old hobbies and new ones
>looking at places to travel alone
>ignoring all advances from women in order to strictly focus on myself
>starting to feel a bit better about life in general but there's still just a minor shadow
I'm almost out of this hellish prison I've crafted in my mind. Don't give up lads.
I really fucked it all up. I'm 34 but was given a second chance with a girl ten years younger than me but my autism scared her away and now she's gone. I'll never going to be neurotypical so I'm fucked either way when it comes to women. May as well just get a sex doll, go mentally insane and call it a day.
Nose down and call it a night
Hello Darkness my old friend.
It sucks when the only thing wrong with you is the gray matter between the ears. Everything is fine, but the brain says that everything is fucked. Guess which perception wins in the end?
I'm 29 and I feel stronger than ever, when I play soccer with my friends they get tired and I'm still running around with the ball.
I'm more confident and I'm not scared by conflicts.
I'm also very confident with girls.
I do 80 push ups and 50 squats everyday.
The downside is that I'm a loser with no job and still go to Uni, also I'm depressed but I still maintain my body at least.
Checked
I just graduated university at 31...yeah friends: don't do that. I only had a tiny group of platonic friends and a wife.
>what you do last weekend?
>partied hard, bro. And you?
Stayed in and watch Netflix
>you mean Netflix and chill
No, just Netflix.
I know when I like and I know what I don't like. Yea I wish I healed as fast as I used to but now I see how overwhelming the expectations are on a kid of 20 or so and why I gave up so early and fast. Lifes as easy as you let it be and all the things I thought I would need by 30 I really don't need at all.
>Either go monk or be that weird guy who creeps on high school graduates. Never settle for some used up single mom who whored for Jamal.
This. I won't settle.
>now I see how overwhelming the expectations are on a kid of 20 or so and why I gave up so early and fast
I gave up at 20, I'm 30 now and just started uni. Feels bad man. Schooling feels so bad at my age that I'm probably going to ditch it completely. Fuck it. This thread gave me the idea that I should do whatever I want with my life on a daily basis. Everything from career to impressing women is pressure that's been fed to you from the outside. It's not you.
So, maybe I'll finish uni at 35, maybe I'll set up my own company instead, or maybe I'll live off welfare or become a monk and die a 100-year-old virgin. Who the fuck knows. And it's better off that way.
>wife
I'm 30 and have never touched a woman in my life.
But I guess it's better not to give a shit. It's not like I miss something I've never done.
>This thread gave me the idea that I should do whatever I want with my life on a daily basis. Everything from career to impressing women is pressure that's been fed to you from the outside. It's not you.
All external stressors as a man boil down to attracting women. If you forego that line of reasoning, you're free. You can literally do whatever the fuck you want.
Partying is a meme, most people are just bored during the whole thing, checking their phone and stuff. Avoid people saying they 'partied hard last weekend', they are useless boring drones with no interests besides their herd mentality.
I have way more fun when playing sports during the day, I've made a good friend while playing street basketball . Fuck partying, this doesn't appeal to me anymore.
I'll also be graduating at 31 by the way. I don't care anymore about what society and people thinks, most people I see working are miserable.
I'm just bothered by the fact that it delays my projects and I really want to at least get my degree.
Now I'm old I fucking don't care anymore, I did understood that this society is just a big joke, everyone plays his role in this grotesque farce.
I don't care about women which is why I'm paradoxically more confident with them, I'm just looking for a quick fuck, women are a waste of time, a burden, not all men have the luxury to carry this burden.
Based, I put a lot pressure on myself to at 20, I was terrified of failure. Then I failed so much and so many times that I got acclimated and it doesn't even bother me anymore.
Most of the things I was chasing at 20 I don't want them anymore as well. I embrace minimalism and I hate to spend money on new stuff.
>came to work today
>letter from hr on a corporate mail
>i'm getting promotion and 25% salary rise
>says my boss is happy with me and think i have big future in a company
Feel nothing. I'm 29, almost 30. Dropped out of uni at 21, i think. Not quite remember. Neeting until 27, when by miracle i landed first shit-tier job. Some time after managed to switch for better company, first two months was interneship, with "work for food" salary.
It's pretty good progress for me, considering it only took 1,5 year to get where i now. But i just don't know, i rarely feel joy or anything at all, apart from void and sadness. Shittiest part is that i don't smoke or drink and exercise regularly. So i don't even hope for improvement after following typical advice ("just quit drinking and exercise more brah).
And i also have nobody to share this news with. So just gonna type it here, on anonymous mongolian dancing forum.
>be 30
>knees have clicked literally since age five
I know that feel.
>brush
>took bit of gum off
>now it receded that very week a bit
Wew brushing keeps your gums from aging and it's not genetics at all. Long in the tooth is just being old predictably. Only flossing was ever wise and the rest is fear of bad breath something tells me. It's pretentious behavior mostly I'd bet. The areas damaged are random of which points to genetic flaws.
I personally plan on getting a teen gf anyway, she'll just have to be as dumb as a dog and use me for drugs. As it is I'm neet forever so that's not happening.
Oh yeah man that firm handshake and sheer willpower will keep you from literally falling apart. Just squeeze your hand and people will find your rotting body appealing too as long as you use your alpha thrall gaze that the actual literal boomers invented.
Sarcasm dropped now, boomers just hated so well they didn't like complaining. It rains on the parade, so they said have a better attitude, you shithead. It's called having a broken spirit for the sake of societal efficiency. It's why the boomers, the cool ones, bitched about tools propaganda and the machine being evil. All the good ones died young.
Trust me everyone saying sex is this mind blowing experience is either a virgin or lying. You haven't missed a goddamn thing by staying celibate.
He fell for the wageslave meme.
You're not achieving anything, who will remember the work you've done once you're dead? This is what you want to fill your life with?
Who will remember our posts on Jow Forums when we're dead? This is what you want to fill your life with?
Our posts are archived
>i also have nobody to share this news with
thats why you feel dead. humans without communities, purpose, or hope get real fuckedup
so only the fbi will remember us.
>turned 28 little more than a month ago
>30's are approaching real fast now
>mfw
I should have done something with my life. Although I don't have it bad now, it will soon be like that.
>implying only sumerians have read administerial cuneiform tablets
Based and redpilled. Take care user.
i unironically enjoy kids, so kinda looking forward to it. for context, my genes arent worth passing on
>3000 years from now the survivors of the Great Nuclear War will read my posts bitching about not getting a girlfriend from 2008.
How do I unpost all of my posts?
Your post will be engraved in rocks in the Museum Of the Great Beat Uprising
You can easily get a 20-25 year old chick with plenty of mileage left on her. idk what you are bitching about.
>had wife
Did you get divorced, user?
>you will never own a new car.
Feels bad man.
Nah, friend. I just fucked up my grammar. Wifey's still with me, but if a divorce hits I would an hiro so fucking fast. She is literally the only hope I have.
>implying subhumans can be blessed with purity
>25
>plenty of millage
Females look good only due to youth. Youth ends at 21 for them.
As if anyone but turbochads and Mormons ever touch virgin women. Srsly, these days its rare to find a girl older than 12 who has maintained purity. Forget the """subhumans""" 97% of men don't ever get a virgin partner.
I'm sorry but you're a giant normalfaggot.
someone will always sympathize, dont feel bad about it. these posts will be the nirvana lyrics of the 50th century
I'm 29 and dating a 22, I find her too old. She has already lost that natural youthful glow that teen women have
>As if anyone but turbochads and Mormons ever touch virgin women
>Forget the """subhumans""" 97% of men don't ever get a virgin partner
[citation needed]
Stay mad.
I'm 30 now. I focused my entire life on making money. I've never had a relationship that went past a first date.
I own a house, a good car, and have a ton saved for retirement. However, when I get home I sometimes get hit with a wave of loneliness. I always thought I would just run into someone one day and fall in love. Now I'm starting to wonder if I've put in all this work just to live like a NEET for the last years of my life without anyone to share it with.
>I always thought I would just run into someone one day and fall in love.
Same here. When I was younger I just assumed it would happen when I got older like it does for everyone else, but it never did.
I'm 30 and I'm doing just fine when I'm alone and pursuing my own things but when I actually get to know people and they start rubbing their social life, sex and relationships in my face I occasionally turn back into the bitter virgin who tantrums when others have a social life.
Takes a lot of mental practice to completely not give a shit about being a 30-year-old virgin.
Its not so much that there are people having sex that burns me, but rather the fact that only men are ever forced to become 30 year old virgins. There are next to no 30 year old virgin women to commensurate with.
Feminists claim all men are pigs, yet it is only men that remain pure for decades while almost no women are able to do the same.
Women are meant to be attractive during adolescence. 12-21 is that, approx. In the middle of it is when people generally find them both hot but also have the luminosity. They raise it to 18, that is when we go to college, then after that when she's past the glow they expect you to care. I'd advice against it. If she goes to college she doesn't need no man anyway. 22 is a marriage and settle down age, not a let's fall in love for the first time age whilst getting the best sex of your life age.
This. Only a handful of people realize this. My hat's off to you sir, I bet you've suffered a lot in your life.
There are truths only suffering and emotional neglect allow you to see. That's why I don't go to therapists. What the fuck would they actually understand?
I'm freshly 28. I live for my occasional acid trips, new video games, having enough money to not stress about it any more, and maybe robot waifus.
It's not a lot, but I'm still here, I guess.
>53576984
This. I'm 30 and if I can't get a virgin 17-year-old in this society then that's it I guess, I*ll live my life alone.
>shrugging numale.jpg
it is difficult to find fault with your honesty
Disagree. A girl who takes care of herself can keep looking hot into her early 30s. Almost all of them hit the wall by 35 though.
You will live a better life. Women become hateful cunts sometime between 27 and 32. If you can't have her at her best (the virgin 16-20 year old) then its better to not have her at all.
You're not deteriorating because you're 30. You're deteriorating because you're a lazy sack of shit who doesn't exercise. All athletes are at their prime in their 30s.
You went to an all boy's high school, didn't you? You must be blind to not see the difference between high school girls, college girls and dried up women working in HR.
>the wall is 35
That's pure delusion. No woman starts looking worse at 35, thus implying that they kept looking better or the same until mid 35. That's just no possible. You age past adolescence. Women look good due to neoteny, youthful traits in adults. It doesn't couple well with actually looking like an old hag. Hag ages are 25+ because you can really see the hag coming on by then no matter what her genes or lifestyle were.
You must have an unironic mommy or cuckh*lding fetish, or perhaps a fetish for STDs. Male sexuality is evolved to find the young maiden attractive due to hymen and c u c k issues. Literally there's something wrong with you.
>h
h*
Derped my post. Not that you can post that word anyway. Cuckold is still filtered yeah?
If you can double your age you are young (and you should be able to reach 60)
>All athletes are at their prime in their 30s
hmm let's see here
>Wayne Gretzky's statistical peak: Age 25
>Michael Jordan's statistical peak: Age 24
>Tom Brady's statistical peak: Age 28
>Babe Ruth's statistical peak: Age 26
It seems you do not know what you are talking about.
Some people age at a rate of about 15 percent faster than others. Stop shaming at people you asinine normalfaggot. People that are athletes obviously have good genes.
I guess we have different definitions of exactly what "the wall" is.
actually yes, I did go to an all-male academy from age 14-18
>actually yes I did go to an all boy school
Then you didn't get your first extreme boners on around women going through puberty and were taught to be gay. Testosterone turns people more manly over time and women are supposed to look childlike to actually straight males.
Not him but the other guy. You're a bit of a homosexual. It's not about definitions so much as fetishism. Plenty learn to hate what they originally hated during their sexual prime, of which is during the hormonal ages of adolescence. Such fetishism is learned and it's why unironic gays exist.
>cristiano ronaldo
>messi
>tom brady
>all those pro wrestlers that do all that crazy shit even though they're almost 40
Miss me with that blackpill shit.
I'm browsing Bumble right now and it's packed with high status women (dentist, engineer) over the age of 25, I guess they expect some Christian Grey to come pick them up with his helicopter.
How long will they still have to wait?
Worst part of being a 30yo virgin incel is that nobody understands how bad it actually is.
I've tried telling a female friend that it's devastating, but she didn't understand at all.
Wow.
I thought anyone would realize how painful inceldom is.
learn to hate what they loved*
As in, so they learn to resists fucking their daughters. Instead you learn to be gay often. It's a c u c k instinct meant to hold families together as your hag gets older. As it is humans are too versatile for their own good so we're dying of AIDS.
what's stopping you from getting a 16 years old gf and not an old hag with 4 kids
>how long will women that chose to reject being swept off their feet weight to be swept off their feet past their prime?
Forever.
I went bald and have a 4 inch penis. Any other questions?
get a teenage gf dude not an old hhag
>they expect some Christian Grey to come pick them up with his helicopter.
Doubt it. They expect someone who isn't a gross, unwashed, neet who's never had a job and has depraved fetishes like anime loli shit
I knew it.
If you have a reason go to a co-ed high school sporting event (I don't know; to watch a nephew play or something), and just pay attention to the females there.
DON'T STARE. But just glance occasionally: you'll be able to tell pretty quickly which girls attend the school, versus an older sister back from college, versus the ""cool (and desperate) wine aunt in her early 30s. There is a universe of difference between these groups. That's way ever man on the planet craves an 18 year old wife/girlfriend: that is where peak femininity crosses the threshold into legal land.
Society shames older men for pursuing 18 year olds and actively criminalizes pursuing younger than that, but society can't unwrite millions of years of evolutionary biology. Fertile men want fertile women.
lmao fucking pedos. teenagers are fucking dumb and insufferable. no wonder you underdeveloped manchildren lust after them. goddamn creeps
>how long?
Forever, Christian Grey is on Epstein's Island right now raping a 13 year old. What? did you think Epstein's Island closed for business just cause Epstein is awaiting trial?
Nay, good sirs we need to keep that blackmail machine moving forward.
>expect someone who isn't a gross unwashed neet.
That's too bad because those are their only takers after they fucked their way through their entire college towns.
>Cristiano Ronaldo statistical peak: Age 29
>Lionel Messi statistical peak: Age 25
>Tom Brady statistical peak: Age 28
do you even look this shit up before spouting off nonsense? The professional athletes that peak in their 30s are an extreme minority.
>18 year old
>pedo
Enjoy your downy baby, genetically broken and mentally ill sir.
After 25 even the NEETs don't want them Lmao (myself included)
>Then you didn't get your first extreme boners on around women going through puberty and were taught to be gay.
That's a pretty big assumption. Just because I went to an all-male school doesn't mean I never encountered females my age.
Of course there is a difference between a 30 year old and a 16 year old. I'm just saying that with proper health and exercise it's possible that a woman can remain very attractive into her 30s.
B-but who's gonna marry all those high status women then?
>weight
wait*
Freudian slip making me look retarded.
No amount of hygiene nor jobs in her resume will make them age backwards bait-kun.
They will marry themselves. And no, I mean lesbian marriage. I mean she will literally marry herself.
Not surprised. The original statistics on what people searched for was women watching lez the most and men watching teen the most. Not surprised at all, if it were to happen. Back in 07 I read a book written about women sexuality by a woman and she literally clued me into the fact that they don't really like men for how they look, but what they can do. Women fall in love with what they hear, the reputations, men fall in love with what they see, the youth. Women wear makeup and men lie about their jobs for that reason, traditionally.
Searched for in porn engines years ago*
>I didn't get enough sleep
as if a man's primal lust for a 16 year old girl in full bloom is put off by not being able to converse with her on the finer points of whatever intellectual/culturally sophisticated topic you could name, lol
honestly it must suck being an older woman in general, no matter what wiles you fancy yourself as being able to put on, none can make up for your loss of youth. anytime you see an attractive younger woman you know she's just more desirable than you can ever be
>woman can remain attractive into her 30s.
Let's agree to disagree. All I'm saying is that if I were looking to marry (I'm not), 30+ would be a hard NO for me. Hell, the woman would need to be perfect 10/10 if she were older than 24.
>Hell, the woman would need to be perfect 10/10 if she were older than 24.
Then you mostly agree with my original point here that started this line of argument, correct? So why the fuck are we even arguing?
Not him but the other guy.
>implying 20 is the same as 25
>using 20 as though magically 19 becomes pedo
You're gay. Ciara marries some 30 year old and actually posted here and you act like you can't get a teen for some odd. Why even insinuate that we should go for old hags when we see it's bad out there AND it's possible to just the same get with a younger girl than old hag ages?
>why are we arguing?
Because Jow Forums is a message board that gets the most engagement when you are combative. I have to argue or no one replies to me. Also, my parents didn't love me enough.
both my feet clicked since forever
I hear ya. cheers fella. it was a decent argument. Held my attention for an hour so. It was a pleasure.
By all means go for the teenagers. I completely agree with you. I'm just saying that there are plenty of 20-25 year old girls that have retained decent value assuming they take care of themselves. Not necessarily as much as the prime teenagers but there is at least a worthwhile amount of miles left on plenty of them.
Bruv, I've taken 4 virginities. It is so overrated.