26 years old

>26 years old
>khhv
>neet
>autist
>manlet
>skelly
>not a single friend
>born in a shithole place
>family members despise me
>no hopes or dreams whatsoever
>don't even have access to drugs or alcohol to cope with depression
>just wank to porn and shitpost here all day every day

give me one reason not to kill myself

>just do it faggot
ok ok I will someday

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Join the military. Its basically a free start for life

>ok ok I will someday
You won't do shit. Do it today. Maybe you'll respawn in a fantasy world with magic and elves. You can strangulate yourself easily with a rope.

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I was forced to but got rejected because of poor health

>give me one reason not to kill myself

Can't see any reason why you shouldn't. Some people's lives are just mistakes. Sorry, m8.

>26 years old
>khhv
>neet (although I make some pocket change with translations)
>manlet
>skelly
>guess I have friends but I never talk to them
>born in a shithole place
>family is a bunch of idiots but whatever
>not sure if it counts as dreams but I wanna learn more languages, how to draw and how to code at some point
>pretty much abstitent
>spend most of my day in bed, watching streams, browing Jow Forums and translating

feeling pretty comfy right now desu

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>feeling pretty comfy
Cope

also fuck off with your cp you pedo

>buzzword

no, it's cute but also funny

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oogaaaaaaabugi

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>you'll respawn
any sort of idea of life after death is delusional, when you're dead, you're gone forever and you won't even know it

Why would you kill yourself without even trying to change your situation? I mean, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

>>neet (although I make some pocket change with translations)
how? I need directions plzzzzzzz

>trying to change your situation
when you're so hopeless and miserable climbing up from your situation seems like the most impossible task to achieve, it's like you're locked in a cage

That's why I wrote "maybe".
>when you're dead, you're gone forever
This would mean conciousness is impossible and everyone isn't sentient.

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im gonna need a lil more and slightly older

consciousness is chemical reactions in your brain user, your brain shuts down and so does your ability to perceive, you can't resurrect from the dead hence you will never be able to experience anything ever again

I was non-existant before death and I'm gonna be non-existant after death. I'm sentient right now.

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you learn a language and then you translate stuff for money, but it really is just pocket change, I get like 50-100 bucks from it a month, I can buy the few things I want but that's about it

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cute minecraft girl

Before life*

fellow men of culture

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yes but where, how? I know several languages

beep beep like a sheep

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on the internet, I don't want to get doxxed so I'm not gonna go into details
although I will say that I started it as a hobby, then gradually more and more people started reading my translations, so I started getting requests and after a while I started asking for money and they give me money so that's that
I guess my advice is that you should just put yourself out there, once you have some portfolio of your work that people can see then they'll start approaching you, same thing with drawing or coding I guess, you can say that you're a great artist or coder but if you have nothing to show for it then how would anyone know?

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doesn't mean much desu, the universe itself shouldn't even exist

also all the living things have some sort of consciousness, what if you're born as an insect in your next life and get stuck in the loop for 1000 years? humans are the smartest living things in the world but it doesn't mean they have the privilege to an after life, it could be completely random

humans have the alayashiki though while animals belong to gaia cuz they dumb

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I feel ya. Start smoking. I've been smoking a pack a day lately, it's great. Easy to get, feels incredible and kills ya teh boot.

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It's not logical that nothing happens after death and it's not logical that something happens after death bc theoretically living beings can reproduce unlimited times which would make the chances to getting born at 0. That's why I believe only few people are sentient. I don't believe animals are sentient.

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Have you tried showering or showing women that you aren't just a worthless piece of shit?

>I don't believe animals are sentient
why are they able to feel emotions then? animals are conscious but they are not self aware, kinda like babies, humans are animals but they're evolved so much that they perceive themselves as gods

>showering
yes
>showing women that you aren't just a worthless piece of shit?
what am I supposed to show? I'm not even average looking so any effort will come off as creepy

>why are they able to feel emotions
Bc of chemicals. We also feel emotions only bc of chemicals. This doesn't mean they're sentient.

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>Bc of chemicals
lmao, that's a complete non argument
animals fight for their lives, they are sentient like all the living beings

>animals fight for their lives, they are sentient like all the living beings
That makes no sense. They do that bc of instincs (programmed)+ emotions.

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>instincs (programmed)+ emotions.
lmao, literally the same thing as humans

You have nothing to lose so join me. We can take the reins of this life and lead it to our advantage. I just hope you're not afraid of work.

Yeah that's why I think most people aren't sentient. I know I'm sentient (maybe I'm programmed to write this only i can know).

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>I think most people aren't sentient
you're just ignorant and self absorbed, you are not special, you are just another tiny irrelevant piece of dust in this universe like everyone else is

Maybe, but I can't assume that other people are sentient only bc I am.

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well being alive is pain so I do have something to lose and it's not a positive thing