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i recently started rewatching nhk. still love the vidya episodes

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yee that sadcringe

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Life is shit as always, i wanna kill myself as usual.
This week I wasted money on 8 manga's.
This made me happy a little because manga but also sad because I wasted money on manga's.

manga is completely useless if you ever want to quit being beta

It's not a waste of money if it makes you even the littlest bit happy, user. ^-^ Live for what you like. That's why you're alive in the first place.

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desu thats just cheap escapism

Thanks this really helped me...
It's not like this post makes me more depressed.
Thank you user for telling me this

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Thank you user.
Also I got a question for you.
I bought a pack of pocky (chocolate) for my train journey in a few days but I really wanna test them.
Should I eat it now and maybe buy more to take home and eat as journey snacks?

Test them? You haven't eaten pockies before? They're delish, you'll love it.
You should get comfy, wrap yourself in a fluffy blanket and eat the pockies while reading your new manga. And, of course, buy more for your trip later.

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okay...
but thats common sense

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Last time went out projectile vomited in public. Dont really want to go out again but being pressured to. Lifes been going better than it was but hard to not still want to sabatoge myself in spite of people I care about.

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I opened the pack of pockies and thank you user. I will go and buy more before I leave

>Last time went out projectile vomited in public.
wtf?
greentext?

>parents ask me to go outside with them
>have a distance from other people but still really nervous
>try drinking some tea
>throw up a lot
>anxiety attack
>hide and lay down in fetal position for 2 hours waiting for parents to let me get back home
>fainted on the way home
>felt incredibly sick and weak
>thought I was going into shock
>actually just severely dehydrated and anxious
>smelled bad
>sad
>dont want to gp out again
I threw up last time I went out too but not as much I could hold it in my mouth and spit it at a tpilet it was really nerve racking.

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holy cow
get well soon

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Well that job interview was a waste of time but I will chalk it up to just getting additional practice in. Could really use an income right now, taking this chick I have been seeing from Tinder out tomorrow on a first actual date that is not revolves around sex so that will be cool at least

Another week of this and I am just going to prostitute my car out (2018 Toyota) and do ride share/delivery

Thanks, that's nice to say. How are you holding up?

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well
i just stopped thinking about bullshit
it seems it is just a matter of training
took me some years but i think i made it

there is no hope at all fdhasfhdsh

damn, sorry to hear user i have had a similar experience to you on fainting after going outside.
when i see something job related or when someone talks about a job i just immediatly get a anxiety attack from thinking about going outside everyday

thats sad
mabe fate still has something good for you in store if you start overcoming your fears
i wish you the best

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M-misaki is going to visit us any day, right?

I'm happy to hear that. There's a lot of bullshit in the world and just cause its there doesn't mean smelling it is gpod for yiur health. Even if it took a long time, it's really great that you figured out how to focus on whats important and constructive. We're all gonna make it brah
I'm sorry, it's scary stuff in our mindsets. I get its hard and feel for you. Family talk to me about that stuff too and I just say the most empty statements I can until I can excuse myself. Things can get better though hopefully. Good luck out there user, hope your situation turns comfortable soon. Theres as much hope as there is fear.

>threw up while selecting image
Lol my own optimism is making me sick. Sorry if I'm talking like a ditz

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how long have you been a neet/hikki for user?

2 months from 2 yrs. Nothing special really but it's been a while. How about you?

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1 year and a half, damn to think we got this bad after just 2 years... seems like about 1 year is the point of no return

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ko+dsj lsahoaubs

Maybe, I'm holding out hope things can change and be happier but oh well. Yeah, it gets harder to change very quickly. I hope things look up for you soon, most things you sincerely want are within your reach, keep your chin up user. It's gonna be ok.

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dead thread fhdhfhsfhshfdhsfhsdh

likewise fellow robot

Very unhappy with everything. A couple of weeks ago i make a big cut in my arm for the first time and i didn't feel any pain. So now im not scared to end myself.

what a horrible advice faggot

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i actually OWN misaki
ama

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So there are Japanese courses at my university and they are free (you still have to buy your own books though), but you have to write a resume, then pass a test and an interview. Turns out I've managed to do all of that, so I'm gonna be studying Japanese starting this September. I'm as happy as ever

How many times have you hotglued her?

Lucky, but subs are gonna suck for you now

Living with grandparents in a small trailer. Pretty boring days. I guess i'll start wagecucking soon.

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So sadpanda is shut down apparently...

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Hey everyone what's up my sad bitches

What anime is she from? Nuroto?

life as a wage slave is horrible