278 KB JPG I'm 30 and my life is a pathetic shambles. I am stopped from any progress by an inner zoo of various insecurities, demons and fears.
I think it would be a good idea to go inwards on a spiritual trip and try to find some answers in my subconscious mind, as all my regular efforts fail. Problem is, only psychedelic I tried was Morning Glory, which basically caused me a 5-hour long guilt trip. My subconscious was laid bare, but I found no insight.
Do you think with LSD or shrooms it could be different? I don't mind the suffering, but I'm looking for meaningful insights at the other end of the (almost certainly bad) trip.
Better off going on Grindr and fucking a bottom then doing drugs
James Butler
0/10, useless post
Adam Garcia
I guess maybe try like 1g of shrooms but I think booze kratom opiates and weed would be better
Caleb Evans
Shrooms are the best for this type of thing, LSD isn't nearly as good.
Adrian Hill
What will be the main difference?
Christopher Young
5meo-dmt
Camden Taylor
As someone who's taken LSD several times, I don't recommend taking it with a negative mindset, you're more likely to have a bad trip
Jordan Harris
not him but based on what you want, go with shrooms as they are much more introspective.
Gabriel Perry
Took just 100ug of LSD alone once with some negative thoughts on my mind, just amplified my emotions and didn't really offer any insight. Afterwards I felt worse than before.
Jaxson Lopez
Thank you kindred
Christopher Sanders
That's exactly what I'd like to avoid
Bentley Ross
You play league OP?
Leo Bennett
I did the same thing that you are thinking of doing and it it introduced me to so many more demons.
Lincoln Lee
LSD sucks, did it twice. Shrooms are way better for that purpose. Depending on where you live you can order magic mushroom grow boxes. Takes about 3 weeks to grow them. Its a better feeling if you harvest your own drugs instead of buying them from some sketchy dude. You never know with what kind of trip you end up.. it also depends with what mindset you enter the trip and if you have experience tripping.
Currently growing some my own and waiting for harvest day.
>Currently growing some my own and waiting for harvest day. If you're not on a VPN, you already screwed up by sharing that here. The golden rule of drug manufacturing for personal use is to NOT TELL ANYONE, not family, not friends, not internet strangers.
Brody Adams
haha nobody cares if you grow a few mushrooms for yourself, at least not where I live ..
Caleb Reed
>Thought I was mentally stable after years of rehabilitating my social anxiety and depression, moved out of toxic environment Feelsgoodtobenormalagain.jpg >Bf invites me to bros to hang, trip sitter and safe space included >cool, I'll just do 1 dose tab thanks cause pussy >Purest form they say, it'll be fun they say >Take tab at the strike of midnight Meh.jpg >1 hour >Oh shit here it comes >Euphoric high sets in, I'm [I]obsessing[/I] over drawing >Hot flashes, cold sweats, give bros an epic monologue as to why creativity and the arts bring people together and why Picasso went from realism to his shitty obscure shit >Urge to fucking quit my wageslave job to do art for life Shebouttadoit.jpg >Hold up , ego starts ripping, the voices arrive >Bros are playing Halo, school shooter jokes Ohgodohfuck.jpg >Elites and grunts turn to kids >Nononono >All my Bros and bf included look at me,stare >Time slows down x100 >Incoming bad trip >Hallucinations and psychosis >The Truth >Your Bro is a wizard, your trip sitter is a fucking rat in the wall, your bf is going to shoot up a waffle house >try to bring ego back, girl it's dead Despairfeelingthatnothingwillbenormalagain.jpg >sibling has schizophrenia, realize taking tab unleashed my own personal hell >Dad image arrives, berates me for being bad grill >Dead mom image arrives, she has same dead face in my previous dreams >Next 48 hours is hellish. Can't sleep, provokes more hallucinations >Watch John wick 3. Don't remember shit expect the word vault >Finally able to rest after 3 days
Will not do again, feel like I've never recovered. Feel like when people laugh and say certain things I hyperfocus on how they are so fucking weird,my social anxiety is flared up. Feel like I'm connected with the universe but the universe is a shithole. Floodgate of thoughts. I expect to hit that big 30 with severe schizophrenia with how paranoid I am now.
>Currently growing some my own and waiting for harvest day. how difficult is cultivation user?
Zachary Edwards
Ya don't listen to me. Although I won't do again because I'm a huge pussy, for some it can be super rewarding. I felt like I got some insight, but for my own broken ego id rather not
Nathan Robinson
>how difficult is cultivation user? It really easy. Check out this video. If you are European I can tell you websites where you can buy them. It's not expensive as well.
>one shot at life >american Why does this always happen to me?Still might try it out though desu, I have a friend who's interested in it too.
Jaxson Green
I've got out my hole doing the conservative thing, working, studying, therapy and trying new shit but I always had the sneaking suspicion that losing my mind and hitting rock bottom would weirdly have been a faster way out then this. At least I didn't put a strain on my family-
