That sounds very relaxing. I myself am kind of afraid of total darkness like that, do you ever get spooked?
I hope it helps with your anxiety, I think even just getting out of the house can help, the night helps you be calm tho
Nightwalk Doc General
I usually flashlight all the way there and then turn it off for the way back. It's kinda scary but also more exciting.
>-What do you think about when you Nightwalk?
The past mostly, things that went right and wrong, mostly trying to figure out why i am how i am now.
>-Where do you go on a nightwalk?
I just walk, at some point i realise i wanna go back home so i just walk back, i don't really have a destination i just walk.
>-Why do you nightwalk?
To think and feel mostly.
>-Can you think of a turning point in your life?
Just as high school was ending right before exams, i took all my morals and said fuck em. I made most of my exams drunk and sleep deprived, i fuckin tried drugs i would never think of doing. I just gave up my previous self because it felt restricting.
>-What was your favourite time in your life?
I don't really know, i've always felt shit and an outcast. Never having more then 2-3 friends and having none right now just makes life kind of lonely and sad for some reason.
>-What do you look forward to?
Improving my guitar playing and finishing my programming degree
>-Do you think things will ever change for you?
Maybe some day, who knows really.
>-How do you feel about normies? Why?
Depends man, i hate most people because of the way they think. But i've met accepting and kinda cool normies.
>-Do you think there is anything beautiful in life?
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder or some shit.
>-Do you have a favorite memory from old r9k?
started browsing in 2017 so i can't say, looking back it seemed more like a community.
>-If you could be Charismatic, Handsome,Attractive,Dominant (CHAD) for a day what would you do?
Would probably be a drag, a solid maybe.
>-What do you think needs to happen for r9k to change for the better or is it lost forever?
It's grown and changed this place can never really go back but it can change. Probably for the worst though hehe.
>-Are there any other ways you cope with the current state of the world?
playing music and drugs, but i don't really cope i kind of accept it.
Hope it can be of any use user.
I'm autistic and forgot to quote you I'm so sorry user have an extra (You) for my error
How come you only use the light one way? Walking in the dark sounds peaceful in a way
>How come you only use the light one way?
I really only use the light if I'm feeling kind of paranoid. I use the flashlight to see the trail in front of me on the way there and then I don't have a problem retracing my steps in the dark for the return trip.
I have to walk my dogs everynight, so I guess that kind of counts as a night walk. I just go around the neighborhood listening to music or having conversations with myself in my head. I wish I could do some nightwalks in more "natural" settings or downtown settings, both have a cool kind of vibe at night. In the suburbs theres nothing interesting to look at while walking.
Thanks for sharing user, I'm sorry life has been rough on you, I hope it gets better, I'm sure it will after your programming course finishes
Oh, I see. Can I ask what you're paranoid of when you use it? Myself, I watch and read too many horror stories so my imagination is a bit out there
What kind of animals do you hear/see?
I feel that user, I'm in the burbs too, they're pretty boring. All the houses look the same. I tend to drive someplace else, usually a well lit shopping center. I'm sure your dog appreciates it though
Thanks for the encouragement user, i really do appreciate it.
>Can I ask what you're paranoid of when you use it?
I'm in a suburb of a big city and there are plenty of people nearby. Walking on a pitch black trail at midnight probably isn't the safest activity, but I try not to worry too much.
Oh God I forgot to post a cat anons please forgive me I'm all over the place today
Anytime fren