Said that in the first post, genius.
Oh, you mean like epilepsy and OCD? Yeah, I'd hate to have someone minimise the problems created by my disability, you stupid hypocrite.
>being shit on by normalfags makes me a normalfag
>ironically saying "nigga" to a black bot on Jow Forums is the same as normies unironically using black slang
>mother is no better than the father
She's worse.
So basically I have really intense physical compulsions that medication has done little to remedy. My primary one is that I need to spin in circles semi-regularily to keep calm. This is part of the reason I also was examined for autism. Like many OCD sufferers, I can typical problems with hand washing, lock checking, and turning lights on and off.
My job often requires travelling to remote locations with minimal water and space, such as the far north or the open ocean on a boat. When accomodations are feasible (such as when I'm the only woman and get an entire room to myself) I can perform my job very well. However, when this is not the case, I would have to share rooms with other people.
Other people doing hard scientific work for months at a time do not want to be kept up by me pacing, checking locks, turning lights on and off, etc. For myself, a lack of liquid water means obsessive focus on hand washing. A lack of space means I cannot rock, pace, or spin and this gives me such profound intrusive thoughts I can hardly manage.
As such, to be fair and responsible, I have turned down very lucrative job and scholarship opportunities - things I've wanted my whole life - because I don't want to inconvenience others with my disability.
Furthermore, my epilepsy and OCD intrusive thoughts has left me terrified of enclosed places like subways. As such, I have to bike or walk everywhere. For someone who works at a university downtown, this makes housing difficult and leaves me living in subpar conditions with abusive roommates and pests.
