I've been browsing suicide forums recently and the idea of suicide makes me calm down.
Any advice from bots? I think if I can last until my next pay period I can afford to buy a 12 gauge shotgun. Roof of the mouth right?
>Inb4 dont do it
My family was the only reason I wasn't going to do it. But now that I realize I am more of a burden and I will never provide my parents with what they need to retire, I should get out of the way of their life.
Buy something nice for you or your parents instead of the 12 guage.
How am I supposed to kill myself then?
I have too much debt piled on to justify a random gift and not killing myself.
He meant a gauge 20.
use a pistol so it doesn't fuck your face up so your family can look at you one more time or just a shotgun whatever you want user. don't fuck up and turn yourself into a vegetable. see ya user.
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Thanks user. Honestly I'd love to not fuck up my face but I don't think a slug to the heart sounds too nice. Pistols also carry a bigger risk of survival and being veggie forever. Then I'd be a bigger burden.
if you shoot yourself properly in the head with a pistol you won't fuck it up. it's your choice anyway. i know it won't matter what your family thinks cos you're dead but it's just nice for them to see you not completely fucked up one last time.
Why do you want to kill yourself? There is no reason to do it user. I really don't think you should do it.
Maybe try to blow the back of your brains out with the shotgun instead of the front and shit, after all, at that range you will most likely be dead no matter what.
Are you sure you actually want suicide? I, and from what I understand, many other people do find a strange calmness in the ability to commit suicide at any point. There's a catharsis in knowing that you have at least that, something to ground yourself with, and no matter how bad or how good it gets, you'll always have a way out, free of charge.