Probably going to kill myself soon
Can't cope with my life so far
Anyone else at this point?
Probably going to kill myself soon
Can't cope with my life so far
Anyone else at this point?
Yup. All possible things that could have saved me have failed. There's nothing left in my life anymore.
Try psychedelics and lifting yet?
Those two really helped me user
I was honestly thinking of doxxing myself here and on other forums to try and get someone to kill me
Did LSD once, it was a great time but it was pretty clear that all my "insights" I had while tripping were just bona-fide retarded.
Used to be Jow Forums but lifting is hard when I literally feel like I can't get out of bed most days.
I was about to reply with this comment user, give it a try. You can buy psychedelics off Empire Market, a deepweb marketplace. Download Tor web browser, go to dark.fail and you can find fresh links. You can buy BTC at Coinbase or CoinMama and send it to the marketplace, good luck bro.
I would explore psychedelics again, but build yourself up to the point where you actually experience ego death (becoming one with all things)
It's a life changing experience and not at all like lower doses
Nah, then you have no control over your means of death, they could torture you or some other wild shit. A shotgun to the face is a far preferable option imo
i dont wanna go to hell tho
Im probably going to jump in front of the train tonight just found of my ex gf of 6 years is getting married its only been 7 months since she left also might become homeless soon probably just going to end it all tonight sitting on the tracks with a bottle in my hand