Probably going to end myself tonight

Im thinking about going over to the train tracks and sitting there with a bottle and wait for the train to come hit me. The love of my life my gf who I was with for 6 years left me 7 months ago I asked her to marry me she said no because I had no future working at a grocery store. She left me that night. Well fast forward to now and she is engaged to someone else. I dont want to live anymore life is pointless. Maybe Ill stream it but it will be really dark so Ill probably fuck that up too.

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do you think shed be sad ?

If you're gonna be a retard, don't be a retard over other people - be a retard over yourself. Don't place your self worth and happiness in human beings you neanderthal. Humans are unpredictable and sucky. Yeah, you're human too but at least you're predicatable to yourself, yaknow? Try to make yourself worthy of yourself. Make you someone you'd wanna marry and if you fail then.. do you ig. Best of luck.

Probably not i dont care either way she has completely broken me as a person.

Listen user, you at least understand the problem.
That's the first step to fixing it.
Even if you're later in life, like 30 or 40, you can still fix the problem you're having right now.
Try to work in higher paying areas.
Trades really aren't as bad as people make them out to be.
Sure, they're a bit rough on your body but being an electrician isn't as bad as being as carpentry.
Women are a lot more willing to talk to men who have a real job. I've had friends who put on a hard hat and they get more women.
All of my friends who have gotten work who aren't extremely ugly (at least no large tumor on face ugly) were getting talking to women more when they got a job.
Next, you have proven that you're capable of a long term relationship.
If you're past your mid twenties, this is what women are looking for.
You're already a step ahead on that front.
You're able to get out of this user.

I tired I payed her rent payed for her car payed for her college degree I had drive and motivation I genuinely gave it my best shot. She left and with her went away all my motivation idk what to tell you I knew her since I was a kid became an adult with her I honestly dont know how to live without her.

Imagine killing yourself over some dumb bint

Usually I would say to do it, I personally don't think people who kill themselves are "pussies" or "cowards" or anything, and generally the people who say that stuff have never experienced any true hardship - But in your situation, please don't. It's only been 7 months, don't kill yourself over a girl. It will get better. If you're still depressed and fucked up over it in 2-3 years, then go ahead, I won't stop you. But killing yourself this soon just because a girl left you? It's not worth it user.

lol. fuck thats gay

Im 25 but I really dont think ill be able to love anyone again its just not in me anymore so I dont see a point I should have done this months ago Ive been holding on just out of some false sense of hope I could get her back. I never will I dont care to meet some other whore Im already broken Tonight just made me realize its time to leave. I am having a friend watch my dog for the night I just hope they take care of her