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That's normal retard.
Most national socialist just get careers and start families.

It's normal to be a worthless animal who has no dreams or ambitions in life? Then how terrible is the idea of being normal.

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start doing heroin, user

I dont know. When I feel like that I drop my life and leave. Live in a tent and drift till I find somewhere worth settling down. Coming up on a year where I am currently. Its been the longest year Ive ever had and ive wanted to leave more than a few times. But roots are worth it.

That picture is so fucking cool

Most people start a family to occupy their time or become alcoholics/addicted to drugs. I've never met a happy person who was not a sheep, if you are woke you are fucked.

Just hold out until you are 21, magic mushrooms will be legal by then in some states and weed will be like alcohol is now.

Also just find a way to enjoy consumerism so you are not 100% miserable

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brother you should onsider what this dude said he's not far off at all. personally i would reccomend you don't eat the goldbladt psychotropics though. smoke weed if you enjoy it (or don't if you don't of course) and make an effort just to be more open with people. you find people boring and idiots from not knowimg them well enough, if you give folks a chance instead of sticking with prejudoces you won't be dissapointed. also read the bible, just read it. not saying believe but just glean what wisdom you can from it, jesus' two commandments will instantly make your life less miserable if you try to apply them in life.

>When all things seemed "uninteresting and boring" to me it turned out i was suffering from depression. That sort of stuff is not always obvious.You should have that checked, because if brain chemistry fucks with you, no cool activity on earth can give you the enthusiasm you want
How do you fix it

Just dye your hair pink like the other teen girls

Hard work. But it is worth it. Educate yourself on depression. It is really embarassing to read a list of the "thought traps" of depression because you will recognize you fall into so many of them and how obvious they actually should be. Then start breaking the patterns. Start being more aware of how you feel. Do a mood diary. it will train your brain to be better with emotions and clear up the amorphous-sadness-fog. Also will help you feel less angry. Depression tricks the brain to associate negative feelings with random triggers, so many things you are angry about likely are not the actual cause of your sadness. Shamelessly exploit all the weaknesses of your brain to make it work in your favour. Mantras work. Repeat things often in your head, until your brain starts to believe in them as well. It is dumb like that. Visualize things. Make a fucking poster of positive things on your life. Of goals. Of things you like about yourself. Do sports, that releases serotonine and helps with depressions. Even if it is fucking hard to get yourself to leave the house. Eat healthy things. Make sure you have no vitamine deficiency because some can also make you depressive. Therapists learn years and years how to help you trick your brain into not being a depressive piece of shit.

Worst case, even take antidepressants for a while until your brain can form new, non-depression pathways that you can use after the medication stops. Find/create a social life that makes you feel better. Avoid "blaming others for our misery together" friendships. Stop comparing yourself to others. Compare yourself to, your younger self. As long as you improve in the end, you win. Stop assuming the worst about others. Or yourself. Help others. Our brain is wired in a way that makes us depressed if we feel useless/unhelpful to the flock. But, most important of all: Don't live a life of depression because you are too proud to ask for help. There is no shame in accepting professional help. Even if there were, still beats a life of misery.

You're literally me except I have blonde hair, it's sui fuel. I can't be bothered being normal and doing shit that's expected of me. Pretending to be someone I wasn't for 19 years now feels shit, trying to take the chadpill and just focus on self improvement and after college fucking off traveling around the world. I don't care about kids, don't care about building a career and don't care about settling down. Just do what you want, you live one life user.