Femanons need to prove they aren't a slut and tell us the most wholesome thing theyve done with a boy

i met a boy who was freshly out of a mental ward and was taking care of him. he asked me out and we ended up dating. i really loved him. still do. he was paranoid schizophrenic with bpd and would break up with me few times a week. its been three years since we broke up and im still waiting for him. i dont think ive done much besides actually motivating him to get his life together. his mother says he is doing well now. but not many girls would do this. i hope he comes back to me one day

Wanna take care of me?

yes please actually if you dont mind

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I want to believe this is real, I shed a tear

I cry when I hold my bf and hug him tight. I love looking him in the eyes, it's like I can see them sparkle I feel delusional because it's like I can see stars in them. I feed him, and ask him if he has eaten when I'm not around because I really care. I hold his hand and kiss it because I feel blessed to be touched by them. I let him fall asleep before me so I can adore him and gently kiss his forehead before going to sleep myself.

that means youre cute and untainted by other boys

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I WANT TO DIE AFTER READING THIS

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part of me thinks this is a larp, but another part of me wants to believe this is real

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Are you in europ? Tell me

>in a relationship with an older guy from Jow Forums (8 years)
>only see him every month or so because he lives two hours away
>only seen him a couple of times before this
>we're in bed, it's like 10/11pm and im nearly asleep and not really functional
>i hear him start crying next to me but hes trying to be quiet and cover it up
>im suddenly alert and worried and i ask him whats up but he cant really tell me because he starts crying harder
>i hold his hand and stroke his face and tell him its ok ive got him and im here
>he calms down a little bit and tells me whats up and i give him the best motivational speech i can as a young girl with no real life experience
>he laughs a little bit and hugs me and says he needs to go get some tissues bc hes really snotty
>i tell him to lay back down and i go get them and wipe his face gently
>he tells me he feels better and we cuddle and go back to sleep
>i love him so much

It isn't a larp, I can't really do much to convince you but yeah. He is my first boyfriend and ever since I met him I became really soft. I was always a soft person and took care of others, but it was never this intense and I have never felt more love for anyone before, it's to the point where it physcially hurts because I can't even express all of my love for him even through these small actions of affection and words

yes i am and i am germanys neighbour what about chu

thank you femanons
i officially want to die now because i will never have this

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I'm glad it isn't a larp, posts like these make me genuinely happy, godspeed femanon.

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>mfw I lost my qt egirl who was like that
>mfw I just saw her call her new bf on discord literally just now and I want to kms

user please have hope. i dont know your life but there is always someone out there who wants to love you if you will find them. i thought i would be alone forever because my childhood issues resulted in my desire for weird and atypical relationships and general body dysmorphia made me feel like it wasnt worth trying. and i know a lot of here will say my life is on easy mode because im a girl but user i am happier than i ever thought i would be. loving someone makes you happy. dont give up and work on being the best version of yourself you can be and ill be rooting for u
im sorry too user. her new discord e-bf is probably a loser. there are lots of qt egirls and fembots out there and see my reply above because i want you to have hope that you can be happy again too

its very very fucking real there are beautiful angels out there like this I promise you 100%, I had a girl like that whose dad was a very bad alcoholic dude and she loved me just like that, I let her go because I'm too ugly and she deserved better and I know she's doing it with this new guy because she basically told me as much, she literally places all her entire existence around that one guy, she even got a job this past week doing a job she doesn't even like 12 hours a day to get him to move to her (she's told me all this)
if you ever get it never let it go, unless you're like me user and know she can do better, the only thing holding me together is the hope she'll give up on him one day if he doesn't love her back enough but femanon here is dashing my hopes in that purity of love and compassion and wonder again
you have no clue until you experience it and lose it, those girls are fucking angels from heaven and they do exist, I swear, I have videos of our calls, I'm going to maybe make a suicide fuel video of how perfect she was one day

nah new eboy is a good damn dude and he's just like me I'm 8 years older than her and she deserved someone her age without my baggage, I'm happy for her but sad for myself, that guy really hit the jackpot
also you are a gem, that guy better NEVER let you go, ever.

i'm this one and i wanted to say it makes me really happy to see other girls on here with happy relationships because i know a lot who have gone through really bad ones. i think the way u talk about him is really sweet and i wish u the best with him

Then you're a proper femanon.

thats a really mature attitude and i think that not holding grudges or hate will make you a lot happier in general life and in your future relationships. thank u for ur kind words also

Thank you, that's so sweet of you!! This made me really happy. I wish you the same and I'm equally happy you are in a healthy and happy relationship

Hanging out with my soulmate, (dating for 8 years) and we watch the notebook together. At the end I start crying for an hour because I self inserted the couple as us, and it brought supreme misery thinking of that happening to us. I've seen it before but somehow watching it with him caused me so much pain in thinking one of us could forget the other. He said we would definitely die together when we're old, since we spend all our time together. Never loved someone so much it hurt before.

it was! i can talk to you about the details of it all

This basically applies to my situation. I posted about my loss yesterday. I dedicated everything to a guy 10 years older that I met on here.
He was my first everything. I got my first job because of him to fly over 4000 miles to see him and it took 3 years to save up. I bought him things and cuddled him the most loving way I could the 2 days we were together. And I tried my best to make him not feel lonely through messages, pics and videos.
We started having problems because he wanted porn of me to pretend its him but I couldnt force myself to sleep with another guy.
I finally got another job to save up to live with him but he broke up with me a couple days ago because of distance. I would give years off my life just to be with him again. I cant imagine loving anyone else or anyone loving me like he did. My life is complete and I'm ready to die.

So...he was a cuck?

she still talks to me to give me updates and I know she knows I still love her but I'll never interfere or tell her how much it hurts, and I hope she finds that sort of happiness with this new dude that you ladies have found, your wholesome just pure love for your mans is so perfect if a bit slightly out of the ordinary
I hope they never make you cry

Kys you fat whore

I bullied my NEET friend so much he decided to finally start college

My face when the only girl ive ever dated only got with me too make her ex jealous. It worked she left me two weeks later.

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this made me so so sad to read for a few reasons. i think most importantly its knowing that you deserve so much better than this guy. i know what its like to love someone that much even if theyve hurt you so maybe you wont believe me but your dedication and willingness to do anything to be with him reflects so well on you. the way he treated you is completely unacceptable and while this guy kind of missed the point he's right, you deserve so infinitely better.
i know its hard to see a way forward and i know i probably cant convince you but i wanted to at least tell you that you deserve to be happy. i hope you dont give up and you can be happy and loved the way you deserve.

No he wasn't a cuck he felt bad about it and he truly didnt want me to do anything with someone else. He would have been devastated if I cheated.
He literally just wanted a visual of me doing that and he regretted not videoing it when we saw each other. He wanted me to let him know right before I would too.
The guilt of pressuring me to do it was eating him up.

no! this made me feel so sad to read, because of 3 years of that sort of relationship, you have to make it happen quick IRL. you deserve so much better than that guy, I'm the user who broke up with his angel because she deserved better, we actually had broke up once before that and she came back to me saying she loved me so much because I was willing to let her go but the other guy didn't love her back as much as she needed, and this new guy does love her back that much, she just wants to be held and adored and never mistaken for her purity of love, if you're like that, that guy didn't treat you that way, he manipulated you
there are lots of robots here, me included, who would love you in this pure insanely intense way that is probably a bit insane, you really should move on from him and quickly, that void doesn't have to exist not for your pure heart

i hold my bf (he actually my cute tranny gf) in my arms in bed or while we're cuddling in general. i pack her bowls to smoke, give her back massages bc her posture is so bad sometimes, pay for meals and clothes and drugs etc., and write love letters on her bedroom wall above her bed. i kiss her nose and face allll the time and tell her shes my girl and my princess. she reaally likes when i squeeze her butt so i play with it for hours sometimes while we watch sunny. i love her soooo much we've been together for 3 years and i want to marry her. im also a natural dom and we're the same height/weight basically so i give her my clothes and carry her around my room, kiss her in public and have my arm around her so she can lean against me while we walk agh im so fucking in love anons. shes not even into cock just femdom but id peg the shit out of her whenever she wants

How old were you when it started? Is the post where you met still on desuarchive, I'd like to see what he said to get so lucky.

My ex gave me her vcard but later told me I wasn't good enough for her and that she deserved better.
I tried the whole ordeal to make her better , lose the weight and be better. I think she used me as a n emotional step up. I don't think I could love someone like I did her. She left me and it has hurt ever since. I think about her everyday.
She wasn't a slut and didn't do a lot to be extra sweet , she also had a lot of red flags. I can't get her off my mind or heart.
Kinda shitty too that she left me then got with another guy really fast. He tried marrying her or something now.
I am just fucked now. I'll probably an hero if I can't find someone that gives me that same feeling by my 40s.

I miss you my moon.

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Im glad for your sake that he never got that video.

Thankyou for the kind words. I like to think that I am a good person and I deserve good. Its comforting to know that I treated him good and in a way that others would admire because I dont regret the relationship. I've learned so much.
It really is hard to see past this right now but I'll really try to move on and not give up. It's hard hurting so much right now but I'm really really trying to go on.

fucking die of AIDS

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Sounds like a plan my guy.

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>trips of truth

Idk what would have been more sad , living this way watching her be with someone else or being with her and watching her slowly die later in life. She has bad health and I knew that if we stuck together I would have to watch her leave me. I cried just at that thought of losing my love in that way. Maybe she saved me that lonely pain. I would rather trade in how I feel now just to have her for 20 or 30 years later losing her.
Ughh my life hasn't been the same since she left. I miss you my Luna ;___;

believe me when I say this it will not be hard to find another guy who loves you deeply and without reservation especially on here or sites associated with the sadness that comes with, well, being here in the first place. you shouldn't let your relationship with that guy harden you though because your purity of spirit will be appreciated by someone else and probably someone better
I would say one thing though, one very important thing, tell that guy to come to you right the fuck now regardless of the situation if he wants you because you're about to move on and aren't looking back, give him one fucking chance and make it clear and in no uncertain terms that it's over if he doesn't make the move, it's purely on him
the nightly dopamine of the long distance e-relationship is pure bliss and creates a tight nit love that is hard to overcome for anyone
tell him to hitchhike if he has to

Life is constant pain. Ive tried to end it all but ive never been successful. Might as well enjoy the good part with the knowledge it will one day end.

My bf and I plan out our wedding and other future stuff like houses and kids and stuff. He's the only person I ever have or will have sex with

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Yeah it makes it easiler to know I won't live in my old age alone. I hope to find another women to save me. The only thing that will keep me alive is having a family. But that means finding a women that I trust to create it with. Not happening. I am too picky and not ugly or fat so I am fucked.

Life is suffering.

Thankyou
I was 17 when we met but turned 18 a week later right before he turned 28. Weeks later I graduated hs, and that night he asked me out.
He found me on one of those skype threads on soc(i dont like that board anymore). He didnt try hard he was just casual and asked how I was. Then just silly banter. I'm 21 now.
I appreciate hearing that. And I'm sorry to hear about that. She sounds adorable and quite a keeper. I am like that. I love love and sometimes my innocence blinds me from things.
I dont know for sure if he manipulated me. I used to get insecure about stupid things like his past and friends because I was seeing things in black and white.
He definately adored me and praised me for being so loving and patient and sweet. Maybe he did manipulate me in some ways, but I beleive he had good intentions overall. Maybe I don't deserve better, just different.
You sound like a good person and I hope you find the happiness you deserve too.

I was planning all that with my ex as well but she left me ...

holy fuck this thread is the most suicide inducing shit i've read in a long time. is this what it's like to have someone who genuinely loves you and you're compatible with? i can't even believe this type of shit actually happens for some people. i've never even come across a single person who has genuinely understood me. what the fuck hope is there for someone like me?

Nigga play Minecraft. If you already have played join a sever.

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I'm let me tell you that there is hope for you user! I'm autistic and have adhd so my behavior can be really weird and off-putting for a lot of people, I was so scared I would never find one who would genuinely love me, but here i am now. My bf is also autistic and had minimal social interaction, and still has minimal social interaction. I guess both of us are typical people you would find on Jow Forums and this board. All you need is to find someone that will truly understand you, maybe with similar issues, ideals, mentality. There IS hope

I'm really taking any advice to heart right now and you sound very wise. One thing I've always been afraid of is that I would harden like so many girls I see. It sucks that I'll never have someone that's my first everything again.
He was so invested in me but was mature enough to not depend on attention for validation.
He was very genuine. I could only hope to find someone as genuine and honest someday.
I could try to give it another shot. It will take all of my strength. If I ever meet someone again I should definately make it a point to get living situations sorted. But I dont know what the future holds. I'm not getting any younger.

>I was 17 when we met but turned 18 a week later right before he turned 28.
holy shit, what the fuck. she was 17 turning 18 a couple of weeks later and I was 26 turning 27 few months later
we met through a mutual 'friend' though and she kept calling me for no reason for weeks on end and I thought she was just silly and it was fun and casual and she just wouldn't stop calling me
and yeah she is absolutely adorable and amazing, I wish honestly I could hate her and be over her, but at least I stopped writing letters to her (I was writing a letter a day and logging her socials, like when she posted stuff or logged in to steam or whatever, it was super unhealthy), over 85k words I wrote about how much I loved her... nah, I didn't send them, I'm not fucking that crazy. fucking crazy how deeply she moved me, please know there are guys out there who do love you back as much as you love them, it's not a one sided thing even if guys can't show it as much as you do
to me it sounds like you are ready to move on which is good, in which case then don't send him that message, but I swear if the girl I broke off with sent it to me, I would've been there in 10 hours. I'll never tell her that.
there's always hope user but these girls are rare and it looks like they're young and maybe a bit fucked up? but we're all fucked up if we're posting here so that's OK? fuck. it is crazy though but it does happen.

maintain a loving and patient relationship with my boyfriend

(was last person you mentioned) i met my baby in hs when i was a freshman and he (was he still at the time) was a junior, also his mom was my second grade teacher and i liked him then. it took months and months before we even kissed or anything but i didnt want to give up, i was soo drawn to her and ugh. it gets better user, it happens out of circumstance sometimes, i literally just stared my gf down in school and made her uncomfy first before she started liking me back lol i was a bit of a stalker. but there are people out there who want to listen to you and love you, before i approached my gf she admitted to me later that she had basically lost all hope finding a gf or any companion really. weve been through a lot more than the average couple especially around my life, im not even out of fucking high school yet (am senior now) and sluts and chads at my school make me so mad sometimes like fucking treat your b's with respect youre supposed to fucking love them

Ive had one bf during my senior year of HS, I went over to his house once and we made dinner for him and his family bc I like cooking, I also made a carrot cake for desert. It was nice I miss him :(

I want to hug a and squeeze a femanon and swing her body around as her feet dangle off the ground.

I want to shoot fat loads on a femanon
I want to cuddle with a femanon on a cold winter's night while she hotdogs my dick with her buttcheeks.

I want to have a heated argument with a femanon over which game is better than the other in it's series.

I want to watch anime with a femanon

I want to pet a femanons head

I want to bully a femanon until she pouts

He wants to feel happy.

Lel you a beta cuk fagggot

We like to watch horror movies together before sleeping but he always gets terrible nightmares from them. I know this so I stay awake a while longer. When he starts whimpering and turning in his sleep I hold him and tell him everything is alright until he sleeps calmly again.
I never told him about this.

why do you watch them if it causes him nightmares? i'm confused

I FUCKING WANT THIS WHY CANT I HAVE THIS AAAAAAAHHHHHHH

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That's so cute.
I was too afraid to call him but I would constantly send little messages saying how special he is and how hes mine forever.
I can tell that she really had an impact on you. It warms my heart that a guy would be so dedicated to a girl he loves.
I wish he had that much of an infatuation to the point of obsession but I guess wanting that from someone as mature as he was would be selfish.
Im not sure if I'm ready to move on because everything is a blur. I've cried nonstop for the past 3 days and today I havent cried since I woke up so that's good. I want to move on. I feel bad for lying to myself since I promised myself even if he left I would hold onto only him. But if I'm suicidal now I will be driven to suicide when he finds someone. Because of that I have to move on. I know he wants me to move on. And if i think about it it might be better to see what life offers than to check out this early.
You should have no shame in cherishing the memories with her. But I hope you move on too. You have a pure heart.

You still here? 2929

yes i have been waiting for you to reply the whole time

I'm not that guy, but I'm interested in talking to you. I live really far from Europe though.

Same reason some people drink alcohol and accept the hang-over, I guess? He enjoys horror movies and the feeling of being creeped out.

I am sure you can. Just takes time and an open mind to find the right person. Don't judge people and take your time to get to know them. Also, try to love yourself. That is the basis for every healthy relationship.

oki! it doesnt matter. where can i reach you?

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You use discord? Email me yours to [email protected]

What kind of way can I reach you ?

Add my discord.
>moltrez
>#3872

Post your discord or something friend please

Femanons get in contact with me. i am only a gamer boy looking for love. reply to this post for my discord username.

It's an inward obsession, though, I would never ever express it outwardly, I'm just admitting it here. I look at her and I just see a pure angel. A pure heart that's why I had to come and write here that this does happen. I think, stoically, it's because you're young and that you love just so hard and so powerful? And I think your guy probably was like me and didn't think he deserved it in the end. Don't ever let what happened with him let you let go of that pure love that you hold inside!
It's been 3 months now and it feels like yesterday. I wish she didn't tell me on my birthday how well it was going with the new guy she found, though she's so fucking pure and angelic that I know she just wanted *someone* to tell. Someone she loved and trusted. It wasn't malicious in any way.
Age gap was a thing that came up between us and she always asked, if we ever broke it off, if I would wait for her. I said no, I wouldn't, I would put myself out there immediately.

I lied.

This is me Add me please

i cant find you and i also dont want to give out my discord on here for trolls and such i am willing to talk to anyone who genuinely needs someone there for them please make sure your user was written correct im sorry

Or you can post your discord and I'll add you

I am new to discord. How can I give you mine?
It just says
>moltrez#3872

Would you rather add my snapchat or something else ? Do you have an IG.
I think I left my correct discord name. I am new to it so i never posted how to add myself from it

Any lonely femanons here?

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Yeah message my throwaway IG: @kumegashi

I am marth. I just added you

tfw have a bf but still lonely

that hit hard. I'm in the same position and i dont know what to do

Ummmmmmmm...k maybe he isnt good enough.

yeah it really sucks. like for me it often feels like he doesnt really care about me that much and never seems to want to find the time to talk to me. maybe im just bpd and need more attention than normal but hes busy with work and family and i miss him all the time.
no. i love him so much but life is just a bit hard rn

that's why you girls fall for robots because they have infinite availability

holy shit we are in the exact same boat, except my bf is distracted by other things. It feels like i sacrifice so much more for him than what he does for me and it hurts because I love him, i love him so much. It feels like i love him more than what he loves me. I always initiate dates, even chatting, affection and so on...

that's what i did, and surprise surprise he didn't have infinite availability. feels bAD

How is being lonely wholesome you fucking retarded piece of shit.

exactly... it feels like over time he's just got less interested in me. almost all of the time i ask to come and see him, he never asks me to come over. if i don't message good morning he just won't text me all day. at the end of the day i know he does care about me and he says he loves me but a lot of the time it just really doesnt feel like that and it hurts so much.
he was a neet when i met him and then he got a job.

that's why you have to get a job and support him, if he gets a job to support you then he won't be able to give you infinite availability, but if you get the job and support him he'll always be there and be able to play vidya while you're working