Tfw it's been exactly four (4) years since we had multiple Rose threads that went well past the bump limit for days on...

what happened to the Agatha threads btw
I still think about her to cope

The trap meme is old and not funny anymore. AMd if you really think that is a dude than u are a faggot

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even original autistic op is slipping. whats this world coming to?!

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>orbiters
hahaha 5 years later and the robots are still dumb as fuck

Why do beautiful and cute intelligent women make me feel so fucking weird and angry? I feel so fucked up when looking at pics or videos of Rose: arousal, anger, fascination, disgust, more anger.

What is going on here?

Low self esteem means you think you don't even have permission to take a look.

perhaps. it all depends in whether or not n8n the italian stallion can fuck a baby into her proper.
dont forget shelagh was around her age when she first had rozie.

>Low self esteem means you think you don't even have permission to take a look.
My parents think I have low self-esteem. I am not sure why they think that. I am interested that you came to that conclusion. I think sometimes I try to be overly humble to avoid seeming like a show off or arrogant.

I think it is because I am a 24 year old kissless virgin and I know I could never be with a woman like Rose; even any woman may be a struggle for me. Then I get angry and feel sick. I am worried I am developing an incel mentality.

On an intellectual level, I think misogyny is basically bad and that prior to the 20th century, it mostly sucked to be a woman; but on an emotional and visceral level I feel weird misogynistic stuff creeping up on me. I even feel sick and angry when looking at pornography or attractive women on the street; I feel they should cover up and wear niqabs or something.

It seems more like you're comfortable in your own skin but dislike your standing in life.
I've never jerked to Rose because I think she's too beautiful for that.

anger will turn into despair and hopelessness, which will turn into severe depression, if nothing changes at this point then alcohol or drug abuse is likely.
after this its a cycle of emptiness and all of those aforementioned emotions combined.

if you cant escape that is.

>if you cant escape that is.
How do I escape?

what has your life been like up until now?

>what has your life been like up until now?
I was a typical posh nerd at school. I was shit at sports and very skinny. Underweight for most of my teen years. Mocked a lot and called gay/weak.
I have a decent degree in a stem subject. I have a teaching qualification and have some experience teaching physics and maths to teenagers. I have secured a place to study for a masters in geophysics in September. Hope to work in the oil and gas industry one day.

One peculiar relevant thing is that I cannot masturbate; I feel no pleasure at all when trying masturbate or rub my penis. I have never come or had any pleasure in my penis. I may have had wet dreams but I am or sure. The fluid is clear in the morning. I have no problems getting an erection. I had a blood test and my testosterone level is normal; unsurprising as I have a full beard and, as I said, erections are not a problem. Prostate scan: normal. I am worried I have nerve damage. I am going to an expensive private doctor next week for him to check for nerve damage. I think this has affected me.

at least you have a degree and qualifications which means you arent too far behind in that area. total prolonged isolation from your peers is not a good thing for a young mind and you at least have some experience.

with romance you obviously are behind and will need to play catch up but you arent as far gone as others are.

the masturbation thing is weird and may be psychological in nature, or perhaps you do have issues with nerves. any other symptoms?

>the masturbation thing is weird and may be psychological in nature, or perhaps you do have issues with nerves. any other symptoms?
Not that I am immediately aware of. After what I think is a wet dream my semen seems to be clear. That seems weird.
It does not feel psychological. I feels like my penis is numb to pleasure. I have no idea how it should feel pleasurable. Feels like toughing any other part of my body.

Go to the doctor and get your testosterone levels checked

thats not right for sure. good on you for getting it checked early.

he already did, see earlier posts

Weird question, but what should it feel like when trying to masturbate? Like, what feeling in terms of pleasure should I be getting?
(I get varied responses from different people).

Usually I begin absent mindedly touching my dick (thanks to Jow Forums for posting whores everywhere) until it begins to harden and the pleasure builds until it's just decided by my cumbrain that I'm to masturbate for the next five minutes.
I feel a sense of temporary addiction until I cum and become normal again. (this isn't objective though)
I hope this helps user

>I hope this helps user
Not really. What is this pleasure supposed to feel like? Like what is it? Is it any different from a back rub massage? Does it feel tingly?

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it should just feel pleasurable i guess? i usually have a very enjoyable sensation engulf my glans and the areas beneath, Iike scratching a satisfying itch. then as arousal builds and boner increases tingles in stomach are felt and it feels even better.

we're mainly kidnapping types if anything

*beneath and on top i.e shaft

>engulf my glans and the areas beneath
You touch your glans? I am not American so I am not circumcised. My glans is still covered by my foreskin when erect. When I pull back and touch the glans it feels unpleasant. Like too sensitive and not nice.

with your foreskin. it should feel pleasurable.

I have no relationship in my mind to this. I am interested in the idea of a Cumbrain. I do not think I have experienced that. I just sometimes get an erection then try to masturbate but feel nothing.

constantly cumbraining isnt that good for you. so youve never had orgasm before? dont you get sexually frustrated?

>so youve never had orgasm before?
Never.
>dont you get sexually frustrated?
Yes. I was wondering if that is why I get angry when I see attractive women.

>only 33
>only

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>glans is still covered by my foreskin when erect
shouldn't affect your problem, but this isn't normal.

It's phimosis and you almost certainly need a medical circumcision.

that sucks.

that could contribute to your anger, but i think its just a case of being somewhat isolated at 24.

King here.

First time posting in about 6 months.

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Hungover as shit as normal. I slept pretty much the entirety of yesterday and I've been awake since 2am today feeling just as dead.

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I'm playing ever NES game ever made, I have a book listing them all in alphabetical order and I've played about 250 out of 600 so far.

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Updated image, also replaced the left chest for another marvel one.

I'm also reading every issue of spider-man including all cameos, read from his debut in 1962 to to 1982 so far

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what's in the chests

Clothes, everything I have is in 1 room, a living room I do everything in so I just have the chests to keep it looking like a living room rather than a bedroom so no drawers or wardrobes. T-shirts in 1, jeans in another, socks and underwear in another.

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I also changed that set up, I had 25 consoles all set up at the same time with multi scart adapters and multi plug adapters but even with them and everything labelled it was a lot of tied up wires and a mess around the back so now I have clear sleve bags and wrap up cables and controllers when not in use and held in those bags in another chest, all bags labelled and stored in the same positions as the consoles to know what bag will be where.

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absolutely no one cares sperg, stop spamming