I'm an incel and I want to commit suicide. Not looking for any sympathy or "don't do it" type posts...

it hurts the back of the throat, almost as if you were choking on something. Almost made me vomit
also, my head feel like it will explode, but i think that's normal

You're compressing the jugular you dingus. The carotid is closer to your jawline and above your Adam's apple. If you apply enough pressure, your peripheral vision fades.

just don't do it. You don't want to hear that but things can change in your life, don't let go.

Don't care that you don't want to hear is:
Don't do it.
As long as you are alive, things can change.
Being incel or horrible person, all those things can be changed.
If you didn't manage to yet, then maybe because you tried the wrong things.
Dying is horrible and it happens way too soon anyway. Life is short as it is. So why not try to make the best of it as long as you can?
If the depression is too much to take, get professional help.
Offing yourself without even trying therapy is maybe a bit rash.

You fool, OP said not to do that.

I don't really think I'll do it.
I'm too scared.

what if you already went through therapy and countless different meds?

>Being incel
This can't change because women are shallow
I only get friendzoned or cheated on
I don't even care about sex, it's just the fact that I'm not even good enough to be validated, or to hold someone in my arms
It's not worth it when I'm just going to die alone

Still better to try then to just give up.
You are not alone. Depressions suck. But things can get better.
It is work, true, but worth it.
Wanna talk about your problem a bit? Maybe it helps. Also, don't listen to the "off yourself" idiots here. They are as miserable than you but they go the asshole way of wishing harm upon others.

Was planning on just entering the wilderness and never returning, letting the elements do their thing.

I don't even hate women, I blame myself for being the way that I am. All the more reason to remove myself from the world.

Actually the % of shallow women is the same as the % of shallow men. Maybe you just have bad judgment of people and go for the wrong ones? Learning which people are the right ones for you is a skill that can be learned.

Give a chance to ugly chicks user
Yeah it might not be pleasing to the eye but she will fill that void somewhat and you get used to her ugliness.

Most incels aren't even that fucking undatable

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I'm not sure if talking helps.

>I don't even hate women, I blame myself for being the way that I am. All the more reason to remove myself from the world
This. I don't hate people for not wanting to be me. I would never date myself if I could, I'm a shit person.

I'm using bedsheets. Just stuck my head there, pulled down and to the sides, nothing. I think it's because too thick, I probably need something thinner.

Just a gun in the face, even if you are an eurofag you can find someone willing to sell illegally, i remember when i was doing a job in Stutgart, found a guy willing to sell a glock illegally in 2 days, casinos are good places for finding people who know people willing to sell. IN MINECRAFT FUCK OFF GLOWNIGGERS

Chances are there is not much wrong with you. Even if it feels like that. You just have more difficult starting conditions than other people. Might take longer until you figure things out. But it still can and likely will happen, if you stick around for long enough.

Just make a makeshift bomb quik and easy

I dated a disfigured girl from here and she just cheated on me.
i just dont want to try anymore. im tired of being hurt.
I was thinking of the same thing, going somewhere beautiful and just walking until no one will be able to find me. SOmewhere where there are scavengers I guess, I just dont want to be a burden to anyone.

if you're scared to do it it means that, other than the survival instinct, you actually want to live and go on with your life. Best of luck fren

Am sure that talking helps :)
Why do you think you are a shit person? Why should you be undateable?

i don't go outside, bud.
i dont have money and i dont even know where i'd have to go to get a gun

i'd rather live a good life than die. but that isn't going to happen

I was e-dating someone and I was abusive, manipulative and stalkish, and i didnt realize that myself.

So a girl with self-esteem problems acted on that. Sucks, true. But doesn't mean it always has to be like that. You will heal. This sort of experience makes us stronger, not weaker. And you will recognize red flags next time. Only very few people are lucky with their first relationships.

It seems like you don't want to be this way. And like you didn't want to cause her distress. So maybe you acted that way because you felt insecure? People do that. Doesn't make them bad people. Only if they do it on purpose and don't feel bad about it when they realize what they did.
Relationships are hard. Learning how to behave in one is hard. You messed up, that happens. Learn from it and try again :)

Dont try to explain yourself, let your actions speak for themselves

>It seems like you don't want to be this way.
I don't, but I can't see myself not being like this.
I always let these emotions take control, and keep pushing

>Doesn't make them bad people.
It does, tho. This person has done nothing wrong with me. He was kind, charming, funny, smart and I fucked shit up. He's a good person and i did this shit to him

Only reason I havent killed myself is I call feel pain, if I didnt I would have done it years ago.

I just want to put an end to the pain at this point. The media demonizes incels and with the recent shootings I know it's only going to get worse. I'm planning on writing a "manifesto/suicide note" explaining why I have taken my own life and not all incels are women hating misogynists who inflict violence on innocent people; some of us are just broken people who know they are not entitled to anything in life and don't expect anything.

Control over those emotions can be learned. You know why kids in puberty are assholes? Because it takes basically 10+ years for the brain to learn how to handle the hormones.
Falling in love is a completely different hormone avalanche. Of course it takes time for you to control yourself and your emotions.
If you date someone, be open about your problems. Tell them to tell you if you overstep. Maybe get your own safe-word.
Like I said, giving up after you fall from your bicycle during your first ride, well, that is a bit rash. Take your time, learn. Talk with people. If your emotions go crazy, talk to a good friend and calm down there before unloading it on your bf.
Many things you can do to help you control yourself better.

I think the problem is that incel is an identity that involves the hatred of society and women.
Regular folks who can't get sex for whatever reason just say they're virgins and that's it.

How about this:
i'm 23 and he was 15.
there? see? does that make you understand why i'm a bad person?

If you have access to arc welding equipment you can electrocute yourself to death easy, that shit has enough power to kill you 10 times over just get an arc welding power supply, its not that expensive, but its quick

I tried something slightly similar.
I wrapped my soaking wet hands on a electric cord and plugged it into the wall outlet.
It just jerked my arms. I'll look into this arch welding equipment.

Most us dont have any friends, there is nothing to live for because of that.

The irony is that pussy in the end is really not that amazing. Yes, ok, when a qt is before you like pic related and you slide in and fuck her, cum raw, yes it does feel fucking amazing.

But there is a price. Putting up with bullshit, the loss of independence, the increase of obligations, nagging, etc. Even with a very compatible woman these things come and eventually playing fucking Chrono Trigger with a bottle of Jack Daniels becomes more pleasurable.

The cruel irony is that you cannot, will not believe me until you've had pussy, and I completely understand you because I was like this once. I'm not saying I'm better than you but... don't kill yourself because you can't find a pussy to fuck. Yes, you're missing out on some good sensations but life has a lot to offer.

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In my country that would be legal and is not that uncommon.
Also, I doubt 23 describes your emotional age that well desu, no offense. Like I said, you need more time to learn.
And, really, age 23. You are basically a kid and you want to give up already? Don't. Just don't.
Apologize to your ex, stay away from him and try to be a better partner next time.

You can make friends. Takes time, but if you find the right people, it can last a life time.

>In my country that would be legal and is not that uncommon.
where are you from?

>Also, I doubt 23 describes your emotional age that well
true. i'm a child. i was raised by my mom and she has her problems, so i assume i missed a lot of development there

>Apologize to your ex, stay away from him and try to be a better partner next time.
already apologized. i'm not sure if i'll get another partner, i'm not that interesting.
i was honestly in shock when this boy came to me

Uhm, well, yeah, relationships have a price for everybody. Also the woman. Or both men. Or both women. Nothing worth having in life is easy.
And if you entered one only for sticking your dick inside something, you missed out on the most important things.

>And if you entered one only for sticking your dick inside something, you missed out on the most important things.
Yes, true. The dick-sticking part is fun but it's not the best part. I was just trying to let OP know that dick-sticking is not everything in life.

Home electronics dont have enough amps to kill you, the current can barely penetrate your skin. Anything with a current over 18 mA will kill you, the only problem is the safety measures on such devices put in place to stop the power in case more power is drawn (to stop people from being killed or possible electric fires from happening, arc welding power supplyes are made to output high currents (about 15 Amps) so not only will it stop your hearth, it will literally liquify the tissue on the contact points, fry your nervous system, its something akin to being literally struck by lighting, people who worl with sitch equipment wear insulating boots with thick rubber om the soles to better protect themselves because if the electricity hits you while wearing these it will not go thrugh your body, because electrical resistance is high due to the boots, but if you were barefoot, then its goodbye

If you apologized, move on. "Interesting" is a matter of opinion. Many people find me boring. Some find me interesting and fun to be around. And I am very sure you will find someone again. And if you take longer to mature, then who cares? Just take your time. Take it slow. Have people help you on the way.
To be a good partner, you have to love yourself. If you learn that, then you won't be insecure and you won't be an "abusive" partner without meaning to. And yes, you can LEARN to love yourself. Takes time, but works.

you know, he told me something like this
i know i should move on, and i will, but damn he was smart and mature. more so than me, i guess.

Are you atleast going to live stream it?

Dont dew it! Suicide is badass!

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If I had a gun I'd definitely livestream it.

Fuck you I don't want you to die because fuck you and your stupid suicidal intentions. Do Not Do It Pussy. Only pussies kill themselves. Are you a pussy? I don't think so.

This is r9k retard

Why not make a bomb?

>incel or horrible person
>trying therapy
reddit the post

See? I promise you, it gets easier. In 10 years you look back and think "oh my god am I glad that I left those insecurities behind". Just forgive yourself if you fail, try again and do your best.

How do you make a bomb?

You can make ANFO explosive using synthetic fertilizer, there is a recipie for it somewhere, Breivik wrote the recipie in his manofesto.

I have potassium nitrate, would that work?

You can make gunpowder with it, but gunpowder isnt really an effective bomb material

Hm, what are we discussing here, fellow robots?

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