What makes you a /failure by design/

Theres nothing wrong with me im a neet shutin by choice

>6'11
>bald at 23
>ocd+psychosis through all of high school
>no passion for anything
>most likely trans, but completely unpassable
>bpd
My plan rn is to basically try as many drugs as possible, see if I can get myself to feel somewhat happy with it, and an hero if not

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>gay and autistic

I feel ya. Gay men are the most sociable creatures out there. The worst of chad and stacey mixed together.

I was diagnosed as autistic and I have chronic near crippling pain at times due to a car accident (Some broad crashed into me at a red light). So people will be like "hey user lets go do this physically active thing" or "why are you so sweaty user" (I sweat when Im in pain sue me) and they think I can just pop a couple of aspirin and call it good.

I just want to fucking die sometimes. Oh, and I'm also balding which is also cool.

Get better pain management, jesus.

I can't quite put a finger on it, but I realize every day that I'm just not made for living in this world, in this society.

i let other people set me up for failure I couldn't physically defend myself against them.

I've been trying. I was in physical therapy for a while which helped some, but insurance only covers so much of it. I might talk to my doctor about muscle relaxants. Its gotten better in that I'm able to walk around mostly fine, but I'd probably kill myself after a hike. Before it was at a point where I'd be woken up by random back spasms.

It's not like I'm just neglecting it, I just wish people understood this is a bit more than a sore back after a day of yard work. It's part of why I'm violently reclusive.

I respect that you're not going for opioids when you could do that and call it a day.

I hope you get better user. Just dont let the pain isolate you.

Its just a different type of pain

Gay retarded autistic dropped out of uni hate typing anything past 10 words because my fingers and runescape

>sleep disorder
>massively in debt
>gf is unemployed and also in debt
>can't function unless I'm taking antidepressants

>INTJ
>Slight Aspergers
>5'9
>Skelly
>Social Anxiety
>STEM

>ASPD
>first time at the psych ward when I was 12
>expelled from high school
>put in a "specialty" school for fucked up teens
>unironically was friends with a school shooter who was at this school with me and later shot up another school
>permanent black circles under eyes
>have had people I barely know comment on how I look like a serial killer
>bio father went to prison for murder 4 months into my mother being pregnant at 15
>grandpa was an early hells angels member after vietnam
>tried to have them kill my grandmother before I was born
>have all their genes
>living with grandma at 27 years old. Grandpa died because of agent orange exposure and got brain cancer 8 years ago
>balding since age 21

Eat shit normie. Every single one of your "problems" is in some sitcom.
>le retarded with money :( depressed guy who still has friends and a gf feeling down because he browsed instagram and saw some chad with a gold plated lambo
If you can get a gf you don't belong here. It means that you are normal and desirable.

>5'10"
>Have girly voice sometimes
>Can't initiate conversation
>Khv probably for a long time

this unironically, being an INTP is like being a schizo without the illness

come on, take a chill pill man

Whoa there buddy try not to shoot up your local walmart

>black
>short
>depression/anxiety
>talk similarly to a white person/high pitched voice
>fathers side is alcoholics

>6'11
how in the fuck, you're a giant

5"4 and thats all

Fuck off. Any acceptance of normies is a direct decline in Jow Forums as a board. Normies can go back to /soc/ and Jow Forums

>schizoid (can't connect emotionally to others, often have a flat affect)
>PTSD
>Avoidant personality disorder
>sleep disorders
>complete lack of drive

just to name a few

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now this is the based as fuck content I like waking up to

If you're not self diagnosed, you should be on medication and out of this board.

this. ROBOTS RISE UP

I'm not self diagnosed and am on medications a plenty. Been in therapy for near 7 years and in the pysch ward 3 times over.

Yet here I am, still as miserable as ever.

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Welp, this is it Jow Forums, think i'm just gonna end it here, I dont think I can take this shit anymore.
>epstien shit has me freaking out
>just lost 3k in stocks
>family wants to kill me
>keep hearing niggers and homos giggling 10 feet from my window every night
>get gang stalked every single day
>older brother has recently came out as a tranny and has admitted he has sexual feelings for me
Since you guys have always been my favorite board, and kept me entertained. I'll return the favor. I'll be streaming my suicide in about 10 minutes. In the mean time, I shall answer any questions, suggestions, etc

>inb4 go out in a blaze of glory
No, not going to ruin other peoples lives.
>inb4 why dont you make your own thread
ISP is blocked or some shit. so just posting this in first thread i see.
>inb4 is there anything i can do to change your mind
Nope, its Happening.

stream URL and quick rundown:
pastebin.com/mBNpUHbA

See you all soon.
~FL

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ah, its another mental illness olympics thread.

>diagnosed schizophrenic, anxiety disorder, depression
>bi and ex tranny, almost started hormones
>developing alcoholic
>self harmed for 9 years
>only have one friend
>hikkineet, only leave home once a month for vodka
>grew up with druggy parents

life sucks bros

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>retarded
>autistic
>lazy
>physically weak
>ugly

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>one day neighbours came to visit
>dontcare.jpg
>sit in my room doing vidya
>come downstairs for water
>hear my dad talking
"not my fault my son is autistic"
>everyone laughts
>never diagnosed with autism
>mfw

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well hey if he ever expects you to do anything just jab back with saying that you're autistic and nothing you can do

>>gay
check
>>retarded
check
>>autistic
probably check
>>barley passed school
literally dropped out of high school
>>hard to talk to people
check
>>can't get a romantic partner
check

where's my award?

oh and also add fat + ugly + incredibly depressed to that list

>tranny
>lazy
>PTSD
>never go outside unless it's for work or food
>don't socialize even with family
>bed wetter
>druggie

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>>bed wetter
>tranny
cute

I weigh too much from binge eating for 10 years, and I'm like 6ft/184cm tall. Not cute in the slightest sorry to say.

>Gay
>Severe social anxiety
>gender dysphoria
>mild autism
>almost failed high school, can't do college
>former druggie
>early signs of psychosis

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>25, unemployed
>diagnosed schizoaffective
>expelled out of high school and sent to a "behavioral" school for 2 years
>spent 8 years in and out of psych wards and rehab
>Dad turned out to be a fuckwit, completely cut him off
>moved to a city with a roommate
>only now slowly starting to pick up the pieces
Trying my hardest. Don't know how long I've got here, but if I don't succeed I'm pretty much homeless.

>lazy
>turbo manlet
>0 social skills
>unemployed
>always visibly sweating
>no ambition or desires in life

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>5'7 white boi
>doormat personality, embarrassed about liking things, never passionate
>spineless centrist
>degenerate bifag chaser lolicon cumbrain
>active/dom/top sexual role, look pathetic trying to fulfill it, see above
>actually sadistic, but a weak moralfag who would never act on it
>disgusted by 25+ year olds, now 24 and terrified
>skinnyfat
>vape 24/7
>untreated adhd
>spent hour writing this, don't even enjoy it anymore
>never struggled in school, now failing at uni
>haven't gone to class in a year, can't even get out of bed
>enjoy being social, hate the way normies do it
>never had real friends irl
>raised by single mom, still haven't moved out
>15 years programming experience, nothing to show for it, wouldn't know what to do in a job
>will starve to death outside when kicked out despite five figures in the bank
>no suicidal thoughts but lowkey wish I could die

no hobbies/skills and not even good at videogames
I don't feel human compared to other people and it pisses me off
never had a best friend cause I'm just too boring

>Meet someone who is a NEET on benefits and feel like we have a ton in common
>They write, make funny videos and are good at games in general
>Meet someone who says they stayed up all night to play MMOs and slept during school years ago
>Still graduated with near-perfect grades, they're a great hobbyist writer and have a ton of videogame experience
>Decide to learn some more languages
>Everyone else is already trilingual or whatever, doesn't really matter

I'm a student but my grades aren't even that good and I have nothing to show for it. Didn't spend too much time studying so I must be good at something else, right? No, nothing. Just fucking getting to know people online since I have no personality/interests and they can just talk to me about anything they want. Literal NPC
Probably sounds dumb but I feel inferior to people who never studied and have jobs now. There are a bunch of people who complain about their god-awful retail/warehouse jobs and EVEN if their lives are worse than mine they just sound more human. They're out drawing or playing in bands or whatever. Their lives aren't just their jobs. My life is just my degree and staring at a screen.

>gay
>nonwhite
>short
>chronic depression
>disgusting fetishes
>can't get a romantic partner
>practically autistic
>unmotivated
>obsessive
>reprobate
>sleep disorder
>no social skills
>doormat
I should have killed myself but I'm too much of a coward. Wish someone would do me in.

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>rated 3/10
>pig nose
>sing song voice
>bipolar
>bpd
>add
>5'7
>speech problems because of anxiety
>avoidant to the point of isolation
why was i born again

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jesus fuck this is basically me

>autistic
>multiple mental and physical disorders
>became narcissistic
>shallow
>single mother
>beta dad i saw on weekends
>alcoholic because i just cant cope

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ITT faggots and trannies pretend they are robots

>untreated ADHD
>african w/ traditional name
>no job
>bi w/ gender dysphoria
>shit at small talk and little to no normie interests

you seem to do a good job ruining your kid's life so heads up

Faggots and trannies are true robots.

>implying i'll ever have kids
where do you think we are?!

trannies hate themselves more than robots but they surround themselves with other like minded self hating trannies and therefore don't know the loneliness of a true robot
faggots have no business complaining about literally anything because they can end every night like a roastie even in a rural ass town, I went on grindr because I was lonely and it's fucking easy, as, fuck. if you go on grindr you may even know what it's like to be a stacy

>bi
>avoidant
>can barely speak to cashiers
>never have a relationship because I'll always just back out
>high stress/mental illness
>definitely lost a few brain cells this past year due to stress
I'm just a burden at this point, damaged goods as she called me.

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Internet addiction no1

>biscum
>low-IQ
>supremely lazy, leave apartment twice a month
>fat
>ugly
>addicted to gacha and waste all my NEETbux
>obv no job
>never dated
>never had a crush
>never had friends
this is the worst state I've been in my life yet I feel a fair bit better than when I was healthier or had a job

>gay
>inferiority complex
>psychologically abusive parents
>very asocial
>very skinny(cant gain weight at all, probably bowel problems)
>constant feeling of loneliness

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Keep at it, user. I believe you can do it.

>like both guys and girls
>long face
>gummy smile
>had to deal with a facial deformity most of my life
>waver between shy and socially awkward and a self loathing narcissist half the time

I think I'm the exact same on all of these
is not being able to gain weight actually a bad thing?

i like it but i get bullied constantly about it
>just eat more bro xddd
>how much do u eat???
>omg ur so skinny
i dont think im thats kinny even, only 20 kg under the norm

how tall are you? I'm like 5'7 and I've stayed at about 125lbs for as long as I can remember

I eat more than anyone I know.

Why is any of this a problem? You are the perfect cute girlboi. You should already have a kind, dommy daddy boyfriend to provide for you and make you feel good every night.

im 5'8" and 110-120lbs

im not a girlboi nor do i want to be even tho my personality comes off as feminine

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what kind of boys do you like then user?

body wise anything except fat and/or hairy
personality wise i like depressive people but also people who are fun and interesting
you?

also skinny & shaven, guys that're more socially awkward are cute, it's nice getting them to open up and stuff, plus it's nice having a partner you can just sit around and do stuff with in silence.

well im very socially awkward
to the point where sometimes my brain genuinely cannot even process what someone is telling me

cute but also worrying, are you okay?
do you want to add each other on discord or anything?

it only really happens irl, idk why
and yh sure, post ur discord

elic#1270

>Inbred
>Chronic dissociation/psychosis. All day. every day. I don't know if i'm real. i am on autopilot always
>Crohns disease
>Anhedonia
>Aphantasia
>164 cm and 44 kg
>OCD, like, real OCD. It kept me up 2 hours last night because I thought if i didnt turn off every faucet perfectly my home would catch on fire
>I don't think i'm schizo but people tell me I am

I would pay for one of you to kill me

>INTP
>Anger Management Issues
>Manic-Depressive disorder
>Alcoholic
>Resting Murderface (I've been told 3 times I look like a serial killer)
>Poor socialization skills since childhood

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>childhood trauma from dad
>insecure
>anxiety
>ptsd and depression
>shy
>alcohol dependency
>worry/overthink too much
>food issues
>neet
>friends i have neglect me for guys

felt good to soak in my self pity

>Not atracted to real woman and only to 2d unironically
>Too tall for my country
>Too skinny
>Half arab-half german shitskin goblino
>No motivation for anything and i cant stay focused on anything, cant even finish videogames because of this, just end up staring into the void all day.
>Bad at socializing
>Never had a gf and im kv
>Was bullied since the first day of primary school and until the last year of highschool.

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>6'5"
>good-looking
>intelligent (maybe)
>sociable
>homeless
>never went to school
why me

>>Not atracted to real woman and only to 2d unironically
Rejoice, brother, for the waifu age is near,

I dont know if im going to br alive for when it reaches its true potential, i wish i was born way more into the future where A.I and virtual reality is actually decent.

>5'8 gay manlet
>ex powerlifter who used to be twinkmode in my teens and now losing muh gains (went from 185 to 120lbs) in 6 months due to not eating/working out anymore
>old by robot standards
>slightly autistic
>asocial/avoident
>dont really like to do shit in my spare time other then relax anymore
>havent had a friend in 10 years
Been depressed all my life and working out was just a cope that didnt really do its job in the end.
No matter how much I could lift there was always that void in my soul that could never be filled.

not everyone's interested in getting buttfucked every day of the month, user. some of us want to actually get in a loving relationship. Grindr's for hookups and sluts

>ENTP
fuck you intps, at least your thoughts make sense. I'm basically just a incoherent schizo; I wish i could be like a descartes but instead I just go off the rails and make people think i'm fucking insane.

One and only gf i've never had sex with left me after she accused me of being schizo but she has a psych major so i don't really give a fuck about what she thinks

>6'1
>good looking
>135 iq
>adhd
>probably schizo
>no impulse control
>narcissistic

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you you're all bitches fuck you

>insecure
>small penis
>can't look good even when trying to
>asymmetrical face
>can't grow a lot of facial hair and if i shave i look like an 11 yr old
>litterally a sack of bones
>not motivated to do anything, can't even find a reason to leave my bed
>virgin, can't even try to flirt with a girl because the one time i was in love i got destroyed super hard mentally and i don't want this anymore
>lying everytime about all of the above, making everyone think i live a good life but i know the illusion will collapse sooner or later
>have friends but they'll probably hate me if they discover this and i'm just super distant with them because i don't want them to think i'm worth crying when i'll die

here

>thoughts
>making sense
How can I active this power?

>4'11
>Chronic hand pain
>Brown eyes
>Cancer
>Low energy
>Low patience
>No attention span
Genetic trash

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>pajeet
>female
>3/10 (the hairy stereotypes apply)
>INTP who can't talk to people
>dropped out of graduate school and re-enrolled a year later at a much shittier school
>switched from STEM, which at least has some street cred, to humanities
>chronic insomnia (also bipolar's everywhere in my family)
>have had people I barely know comment on how I look like a serial killer
what the fuck I distinctly remember like several independent people telling me this in highschool too
have you ever had a serious sleep disorder? it's crippling. it turns you into a chronic retard so quickly. you effectively turn into the guy from flowers for algernon.
except at least schizos can have phases of being kind of stoic and calm. if you're an anxious intp you're basically just a massive bitch
>black and short
yup you're fucked
what's the point of being on medication (based on your later post) for being a schizoid? like if you're comfortable without social relationships, then why do you care about connecting emotionally with others?
>I just go off the rails and make people think i'm fucking insane.
INTPs do this too - at least you're funny and charming (to other Ns at least) when you do it.

yeah working out's a massive gyp. cardio's at least sort of good for your brain but lifting's utterly pointless. either way, though, no amount of lifting or cardio's going to change all the terrible environmental factors in your life that lead you to be a robot in the first place. it's a solution for normies who experience transient states of uncomfortableness

>anxiety that makes me fear anything and anyone
>low selfesteem especially around
girls or guys with girlfriends
>had multiple girlfriends in the past, still to retarded to ask any girl out
>have a full beard but feel like a fucking child
>chronic illness which makes me literally shit blood when my prescriptions stop working
>doctor told that i will probably get cancer when i am older

I basically have everything to start a good life but i am just too fucking retarded to do it. Doesnt matter what i do i always feel like everyone thinks i am childish dumb and ugly. Multiple girls even told that i am a good looking guy but that doesnt help me, my shit personality makes me just think that they like ugly guys. And since my bestfriend fucks one cute asian girl after another i feel even more like a loser. Many things i do are just for the purpose to get a girlfriend and it doesnt even work. I feel like ive lost my personality. I just want to be respected by others and start living my life

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>Inbred
Cancer as in, ur gonna die? Or cancer as in your sign

aren't you guys supposed to be good at evaluating ideas and having logical thought? I keep thinking that I've made some major personal spiritual breakthrough to get myself out of my mental pit, but each time I'm immediately overwhelmed 5 minutes later by how retarded the thought was.

>INTPs do this too - at least you're funny and charming (to other Ns at least) when you do it.
I used to buy into the ENTPs are charming and shit, but it's clear how people avoid me after a few conversations that it's not true for all of us; least of all me.

also, women rate their appearances a lot lower than they actually are. you fucking INTPs are all a collective fucking trainwreck that a little bit of housekeeping does wonders for you guys.

Pic related proves ENTPs are "T"'s in name only; literally dumbest of the NTs, Jack sparrow comic relief characters.

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user is going to probably die of gigantism

No idea user I spend hours thinking about made up arguments that I could win 6 years ago (in school I mean) and imaginary talks with friends
Also I have aphantasia so imagine my suffering

Also can you explain the iq concept of the chart you posted?