How often do you think about the amount of sex and girlfriends you missed out on getting? I had many opportunities but I fucked up on all of them because I am a social autist. Even worse was when they were exactly my type (asian, foreign, long hair, cute, tight body) and some were rich too. God i hate myself so much thinking about it.
Staying up late makes me think about the past so much I'm always filled with regret. Don't be like me.
Legit had a girl who looked almost exactly like the one in the OP that was interested in me. Everytime we had a conversation I did not know what to say and ended up killing the convo. She asked me to study with her a few times but I was so nervous that I cancelled on all of them. We had an incredibly awkward lunch "date" once because her other friend from class did not show to eat with us. After that we never really spoke again other than just saying a quick hello to each other.
I have more stories but remembering all of them and every little detail and way I fucked up makes me want to punch myself so hard in the fucking face.
I had a thick light skin girl approach and compliment me, and only said thanks. But in my defense last I knew she had a bf.
Alot, and most of it the result of my mom stunting my devolpment since childhood.
>egit had a girl who looked almost exactly like the one in the OP that was interested in me
there is no way in hell that there is another kawasaki aya
there definitely is they all look the exact same
I wish I hadn't missed so much school in my teenage years and actually developed social skills. There are no specific relationships I can think of that I missed out on. All things considered I probably wouldn't be much better off.
lol nope
even by jap standarts aya has a perfect body
you're lying to make yourself feel better
Literally missed out on the hottest girl that ever showed interest in me because i had a 12 oclock curfew at 22 years old. Then when that same girl showed up to my house I was too nervous/anxious to make a move because my mom freaks about anybody being there.
Fuck
Her body and face isn't that unique. Not hard to find an Asian girl with similar facial features and body type as her.
jav porn does not represent reality
never said she was ugly or anything. she's top tier. i know a girl who looks just like her though.
>tfw non white
>tfw attractive autist
>tfw lost chances with many girls
>tfw the only ones that display interest are sluts
>tfw non sluts secretly would engage, but are socially intimidated by approaching a brown guy
>tfw this has kept happening since middle school
>tfw the school Stacy, when she wasn't yet a roastie, confessed that she had a crush on me at the time
>tfw a pretty girl confessed to me once, but i thought it was a joke
Hell is real, and it's right here, in my life.
I dunno maybe not but i have been around a lot of asian females and most of them seem to have a similar body type.
Guys I legit scored a date with a ladyboy this saturday. How do I not act autistic and fuck it up? She wants me to take her to some "village", i dont know why but asians seem to be obsessed with it. Luckily its close to my house. I hope I don't bump into any family members there though then they'll see me with a transsexual ladyboy from Thailand. I think no one would care but my uncle is an old faggot (not literally) and I have to work with him. PLEASE guys I can't sperg out and embarass myself. I've only ever had two gfs and I never really did anything like this before. We met a couple nights ago for paid sex but she REALLY seemed to like me. I even confirmed this with another friend who sees whores and ladyboys and he reckons they never do stuff like what she did with me. I asked her out and she agreed to it. I'm wary she just wants me to throw money at her figuratively speaking but I'm willing to take a chance. I just dont wanna embarrass myself. This means i gotta take a shower and clean my car.
I know that pain brother. Nothing worse than being an autist who could have made it
>ladyboy
Stopped reading, off yourself fag
I keep stunting myself, even when women throw themselves at me, i just can't seem to act the right way, every time, i need some serious handholding even physically to get a clue with girls, but no woman that's also a virgin would have the patience to deal with this shit.
I mean I know the sex stuff was amazing and we literally fell asleep attached together and were kissing and cuddling like real bf/gf do but I fear in a real world setting where there's people and the expectation you act normal might be too much for me. I haven't had a social life since 2014. She seems really attracted to me at least. FUCK GUYS I DONT KNOW HOW BE A NORMIE, I ONLY KNOW HOW TO MAKE GOOD SEX. HELP!!!!!
>I DONT KNOW HOW BE A NORMIE, I ONLY KNOW HOW TO MAKE GOOD SEX
Oof if this isnt a feel right here
>get told i have big dick
>bottomed out every girl i ever fucked
>had 3 gfs before
>cant talk to girls to save my life
in my teens I've gotten a shit ton chances to hook up or get laid with good looking girls. But I've always been a fucking autist and I've missed all of these chances either by ignoring or ghosting the girl in question or just being too much of an awkward fuck to even hang out with them.
I had similar "opportunities" but I never put as much weight into fucking as you surely have.
It's moreso "what could have been". Though some version of yourself in other parallels had surely done differently. It hardly matters!
well, now I'm still a virgin who's kissed only one girl in his whole life, I have no friends, I spend most of my free time online and I've fallen for a girl which probably doesn't like me back. She's probably forgotten about me already and I'm quite sure she's just started ghosting me.
>paid to have sex with ladyboy
>ladyboy friend tells you she really likes you
>plans to go on date with ladyboy hooker
I don't see how this won't end badly for you please reconsider she's probably trying to get more money out of you. You don't date hookers dude come on, think about this.
we share a feel brother
im willing to spend a certain amount and if it goes beyond that and i gauge her behavior and can tell shes just trying to use me like a piggy bank then im outta there quick. i might be lonely but im not stupid. also when you live in a country full of fat repulsive ugly women with BPD and multiple kids a thai ladyboy hooker doesn't seem so bad. quite literally the best lay of my life. never been romanced like that before.
It's a dude who's dressing and acting like a female that you recently paid to fuck in the ass (or the other way around) so why worry about acting normal? Nothing seems normal in this situation lmfao
its on extreme hormones then cus it looked and felt like a woman to me. more feminene than any whitu pigu girl ive ever been with that's for sure. but yeah i agree, nothing about this is normal at all but i have reasonable fears im gonna embarrass myself because im not very good at doin normie things. every gf i had i kinda just leashed them around and used them as a sex puppet.
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>huehue funny old joke as old as funnyjunkmaymays itself
Fuck off
Choke on a feminine dick
I plan on it, phaggot.
i guess ill just BEE myself then
you're no normalfag. Just another gay robot. Should've found a real asian girl desu.
believe me iam not normal dude. i hardly come here anymore anyway, i despite the gaybot/trap threads. asian girls are far too difficult to approach in real life cus they're all just money hungry or looking for someone with high status.
you resorted to gay sex out of desperation cause you couldn't get a biological woman. You're a gaybot dude.
nigger i fucked a real girl hooker a couple times, i just tried a couple ladyboys, thought eh its not that great then i meet THIS one and it was on a whole other fucking level. ive had a couple gfs in the past but this was insane. she was genuinely romantic. i hope im not getting tricked (like she expects me to shower her with money) but eh, gotta take a chance i guess. stagnation is worse than death.
alotta jelly cucks ITT thread tbqh family
Everyday except I only think about on girl that left me. She was absolutely amazing in every way and had every single quality I want in a girl. The chances of finding another one exactly like her is so astronomically low that I just dont bother because I know no other girl could ever meet the bar she has set for me.
I never think about it. My mother has Alzheimer. I have to clean her arsehole. Life is way more than this bullshit.