Start drinking

>start drinking
>immediately start to feel sorry for myself and cry alone
anyone else?

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Hey, at least someone feels sorry for you then

not the crying part but yes

yes this is quite normal
what do you drink? whiskey guy here

Quite the opposite.
>feel low
>start drinking
>feel a bit better
>want to chase that feel
>drink more
>get shit faced
>emberass myself in front of everyone
>apologise the next day and stay silent
>rinse and repeat
Everyone hates me now for being a drunk dickcheese. So I drink more

I get sad but I dont cry (originally)

this. this is exactly what i do
protip:delete all social media and only talk to your freinds in real life, you'll find out who is really your freind, for better or for worse.

Alcohol just numbs the feelings but if I drink too much I can sometimes start getting angry with myself and I end up cutting myself and throwing empty beer bottles around the house

>be sober
>feel sorry for myself
>begin drinking
>everything's alright

based

Drinking allows me to feel something. But I have learned that being depressed is actually a good thing when the only feelings I have left are hopelessness and self loathing.

The solution for anons like us would be to stop drinking. And god I started not drinking so many times... But it just never works out. I have a couple of friends who won't judge me ever and that makes things okay. Still... We get the world we deserve

>start drinking
>immediately feels like a sack of shit

I did cry softly to myself as I walked home from the bar the other night. If it had been raining it would've been kino.

At least you still have emotions, drinking doesn't have any effect on me anymore

>lasted 1 year 1 month without a drop of alcohol
bottoms up boyos

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yeah used to be like that for me but after a while I started getting rebound anxiety
I'd wake up feeling panicky and like I need a drink to calm myself down
don't go full degenerate on booze robots

fuck I forgot how good this feels
just one beer is a considerable life upgrade

yeah but my vice is masturbation and porn not alcohol

not OP but cheers sempai, drinking gin atm but usually am a whiskey guy too

>always a fatty even when I workout for two or three years and get muscled
>shitty relationships and wasted time
>stop dating for a year
>randomly begin talking to a girl who was 21 when I was 30
>go on dates
>things are wonderful
>sex is great
>click in every way
>move in together
>totally what I knew love should feel like
>she gets anaphylaxis one night after eating chocolate
>took 3 epipens at the ER to calm her body
>cycles on for two years with going from being well to being hospitalized and no one can figure anything out
>she had in the range of nearly 100 doses of epi during her stints
>watch her go from an outdoorsy and lifting young gf to a complete wreck that could barely function
>her heart gave out finally
>went back to work almost immediately after the funeral
>come home to our empty cabin
>drink beer and getting fatter and just watch stargate on repeat while eating pizza and tacos

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sounds retarded but be glad for the time you could spend together. a toast to her & you

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that's weird, I'm exactly the same. Except recently I have completely gone off going out, I've embarrassed myself too many times, I'm sick of it. Drinking alone and posting on Jow Forums is better anyways

nothing wrong with enjoying a pint or two from time to time
just don't go full degenerate on it

never really became fond of alcohol, xanax on the other hand, god i miss xanax

alcohol is just a very inefficient benzo