How cucked are you, anons?

How cucked are you, anons?
>know exactly what time my oneitis has sex with her white chad bf every day
>know exactly how she has sex
>know what her hot buttons are (it isn't me)
>know what sex toys she uses
>she's explained her boyfriend's dick to me in graphic detail
>has done my nails before
>wants me to wear a dress

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Why would you do that to yourself my guy.

How exactly do you know all this. I refuse to find out anything mode about my oneitis. I have not bothered looking up anything about her since may. She can fuck iff anyway.

This is gonna need a bit of backstory.
>local high school is small so the library and computer lab are one room
>computer lab was run by a younger woman (20s)
>was quiet and cute in the nerdy way (glasses, messy hair, pale, always wore baggy sweaters and read a lot of books)
>talked to her a lot because I like computers and it was quiet and comfy in there
>found out she's single and developed a crush on her
So anyway
>fast forward to the Friday after I turned 19
>go to local bar
>hear some really loud laughter
>look over
>see her sitting with a bunch of black guys speaking in thick accents
>she's dressed like a complete slut
>later leaves with 3 of them
>simultaneously heartbroken and turned on
Dr. user or: How I learned to stop worrying and get off to cuck porn.

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Because all other women I talk to ghost me,
Because she tells me without me asking
She has asked me about my penis size though

I have a friendzone fetish and your story is making my dick diamonds, OP.

Drop her like a hot potato. It aint worth worrying about. The girl i mentioned moves away during fall and spring semesters, so i just avoid the areas of town i have encountered her at. Since summer is over, i can freely roam around my city again.

>How cucked are you, anons?
honestly, pretty badly at first, but after a while you stop caring and it just becomes a curiosity.

that's pretty hot tbqh user

>How cucked are you, anons?
Not very. I check my oneitis' instagram every so often but truth be told I think I'm moving on. Feels like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

It's why I still jerk off to that shit. I'm trying to recapture that mixture of being turned on and being completely heartbroken. I swear I've never cum harder than imagining her trying to take 3 niggers at once. She was so small too and that made it even hotter to think about.

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Why on earth would a man ever allow himself to be privy to this information

I strongly urge you to consider suicide.

Idk she was drunk when she was describing her boyfriend's dick

all the other stuff came from a conversation we had about sexuality

She's one of the few people who will talk to me so I doubt I'll drop her

I've sort of given up already, I know nobody will ever be sexually attracted to me in any way.

Why the fuck do you care so much if this user gets off to some memory of a teacher lol? My dick is 9 inches and bigger than yours and I still get off to the same. Maybe it's just repressed childhood things like that guy's but who the fuck actually cares

>muh dick
Nobody wants to hear about your dick you raging faggot. He can get off to what he wants and so can you but I strongly believe the world would be better without you in it.

Maybe you should set boundaries

Doesn't matter when she's drunk

She knows I hate being touched and she'll latch on to me and start squeezing me if she gets trashed in my vicinity. If I'm drunk I do the same thing to her and her sober self doesn't like being latched on to either

I just wanted to dab on you hehe. And when you stop having your every conviction prescribed to you by Jow Forums you will realize it doesn't fucking matter and the world is probably good with or without

Why are you complaining then, if hearing about her sex life bothers you and you willingly subject yourself to this nonsense?