Every single day I wanna kill myself just a little more. I look into the mirror and realise that while I might be all the things I used to wish I was(attractive, life of a party etc) it still doesn't matter because I will never be a real "wombyn" nor will I ever escape the hamster wheel that is life in general. At the same time though I can't kill myself because if I did I'm pretty sure that the two people closest to me would soon join me because of it. Also I'm fully aware that my kind deserves to post on /lgbt/ and I'd go there if I didn't really hate that place with a passion. Also this was always kinda like my hangout ever since I was thirteen so no matter how many times you guys tell me to kill myself I still think of you guys as my "friends". Guess I'm just ranting about unhappiness in general but boy does it feel like shit when you finally make that lemonade and it turns out to be water flavoured
Every single day I wanna kill myself just a little more...
just be a futa girl
go back to faggot ass queer
it all doesn't matter and you'll die anyways so why not try to enjoy what you have at least. like I can't imagine more than 0,00001% of people ever get what they really want so meh.
That is kind of the plan but I hate the "futa" aspect. Ideally genders wouldn't exist and I wouldn't have the conundrum of arguing with people over bathrooms because (Y chromosomes = rapist) or risk getting some confused looks going into the men's.
I'm technically not queer cause I'm XXY born and bred. Genderless freak blob sounds better.
Then why don't attempt to make yourself more attractive?
It does not help you to dwell in misery forever.
Sorry tranny. Life is hard origig
I have done that and it worked. It worked so well that honestly I kinda miss the days of not worrying about getting date raped/groped by people bigger than me. I still have places to improve on and that's what keeps me going though I'm scared of reaching the end and realising that even if I don't hate the way I look anymore I still hate the fact that I'll never be able to truly experience having kids or other "feminine" milestones. I just hope that atleast I can get married.
That's true. Sometimes though I feel like I my life is a long line of self sabotage. I could have made friends/hanged out with retarded resetera trannies and orbiters that basically worship the ground that I walk on but I end up hanging out with you cunts. And it's not like I haven't tried to be a bleeding heart liberal it's just I find them boring and lacking in any stimulating qualities, I mean "fuck trannies" isn't exactly educated discourse but I'll take anything that's not omg u so brave!! U go gurl *snaps fingers*
Looking at my posts it is complete truth that trannies like to type long as fuck paragraphs. So take notes lads
M8 you don't really want to be a girl, you seek the love and affection that girls get so easily. Your subconscious or whatever just associated love and affection with being a girl
Find true love user, not some shity pleasure fest, but real love. Your perverted desires will go away after
>I could have made friends/hanged out with retarded resetera trannies and orbiters that basically worship the ground that I walk on
you didn't because they suck and you know they suck. same happened to me so I'm here again.
Just kill yourself and hopefully your tranny sympathizing friends do the same.
I kinda agree user. The thing is I just never wanted to be a man in the first place. My desires always conflicted with reality. I do not want to be a "girl" however society works by separating us into man or woman so if I get to choose between androgynous twink or androgynous tomboy I'll pick the tomboy every single time.
I just sometimes will have a peek at Reddit and even the normies on reddit will make my head hurt. I've come to understand it as the fact that most of those people are middle class Americans, they never actually experienced getting raped or having their ass whooped and that's why their tolerance for shit is so low. While I don't like having dudes stare at my legs while I'm out in public at the end of the day they aren't really hurting me while the crying retardera posters have never experienced anything worse than getting ogled so for them it seems like the end of the world.
If I could kill myself I would user. However I can't because there are people in my life that need me to be strong for them. So instead I cry my woes here while pretending to be a strong Independent womyn anywhere else.
M8 stop being retarded. Why do you let an even more retarded society tell you what a man is. Leave that to philosophy.
Just realize what you seek, don't worry about what you are. Stop giving a shit for what people think of you, you're you, any change you go though should be for your benefit and no others.
Also stop using your dick to think you Faggot
*AHEM*
>FUCK TRANNIES
I hope you find happiness with whatever choice you make user. Best of luck to you
yeah they don't know shit about anything and are such normies there is isn't even the chance of relating at all. as if they live in their own world while we do the same. just taking peeks at each other sometimes and being digusted then. the difference is here things feel real sometimes at least on reddit everything just feels fake and gay.
I'm not letting society tell me what a man is. I've been a little girly freak all my life and I like it that way. In an ideal scenario I wish I was born as a woman. However life isn't as simple as wishing for things and I'm not hundred percent sure on whether i wanna forever feel "handicapped" or just kill myself. Ideally go comatose.
Fuck you too user.
I'm gonna miss free speech when the entirety of the internet is a giant protective bubble of good feelsies.
Nah man. I hate trannies but I don't have the heart to be mean to one when they're being genuine. Same reason id never tell my sister to fuck off if she did something wrong and was in need of help
When the dude give you confused looks just wink at them it'll be funny. To maximize funny don't use the urinal.
Are you intersex user?
I've done that before for funnies when with friends. I had guys whistle at me so I turned around and in my most deep voice said "Fucking Queers what's wrong with you" and we walked off laughing. Honestly real life shitposting is one of the few benefits you get as a troon.
Honestly can't say that your hate isn't justified. My biggest hope is that one day there will be nothing left that will associate me with those "people"
Physically apart from getting gyno even while skinny as a twig? Not really, I could never grow a beard etc etc because of my ridiculously low T levels even before hormone therapy. I am intersex on the genetic level I guess. And post HRT I'm female on the hormonal side of things. Honestly I dont even know what I am other than an example of science going too far.
Will u b my discord gf?
This whole situation is not your fault, it's genetics. I don't even think you are a tranny. Trannies are here hated because they are in most cased quite obviously brainwashed morons who want to brainwash more people into their cult. You were born different instead of choosing to be a retard and deserve charity. I hope you will do well.