Tell me about some of your friends from when you were younger, especially the ones you lost contact with...

Tell me about some of your friends from when you were younger, especially the ones you lost contact with. Have you ever looked them up?

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white kids who loved to party

in like 09 or so, I was really into reddit and newgrounds. tried sharing some cool stuff I found to my friend. he called me a faggot and told me Jow Forums was way better than those shitholes. Gave it a try, now here I am.

knew a girl, she was a total cunt. always got good grades, and always made sure to rub it in everyones face. she was kinda nice when she wasn't being a bitch though, got her to help me study and get better at maths. eventually got sick of her high horse shit and told her to stop being a cunt. she then informed me I had been friendzoned, somehow believing I was interested in her despite the fact her best friend and I were an item. Realized that day the whole deal with women and how they try to manipulate.

My best friend from like 3-14 is a professional footballer now and even has his own wikipedia page. Did better than I did at least.

A lot of retarded drunken fuckwits, we were retarded and we spent most of our time together drinking, listing to heaving metal on my parent's basement and fucking about around the town. I've lost contact with only two of them, my younger brother, whose i have not talked with since he was 10 and my semi cripple friend, killed himself years ago. The rest is alive and well, not drinking and being retarded anymore, everyone has settled down.

I dont look people up but I do sometimes wonder whats going on in their lives and if theyre okay.

sounded like we woulda chilled. best Pantera album is ?

There were
1, he was an autist who loved studying the civil war, was my friend for the longest
2, he went to high school with me, decent guy, relatively normal
3, she tolerated my antics, i now relapse that i made her uncomfortable. She now goes to art school
4. He was decently nice to me, claimed that he had a big cock
5, he was pretty nice to me. Decent guy, always sat with the lonely autist in the corner during lunch
6, he had glasses, was a whiz at computers
I have not contacted anybody but 5 in years

Sure
So when I was young. I was a bad bitch. Smoke drugs and carry switchblade knife on me. Wear that edgy clothing. My best friend at time was this emo looking chick with short hair. She was probably gay but I didn't mind. She was always lying, manipulating but also smart and ruthless.
So once I decided that my time at the town was over I quickly packed all my stuff and fled to city. Without telling her goodbyes.
I kinda did her really wrong and I sort of feel bad about that. I purposely forgot about her online info and deleted mine. Burnt down all the bridges.

I think I will have to pay for my own evil in the afterlife.

A couple of them, but I've never really contacted them

I liked black sabbath better at the time, now i stick to classical shit and massacration unironically

Sometimes they were alright.
Most of the time we'd show off some of our scars and deformities exchange war stories about how shit everything is, try to find some cheap booze or go try to meet new girls and throw a party.
Don't really try to look any of them up I just assume they're dead, in jail, or totally fucked up now.

ah, yew were the "classical" metal crowd that like black sabbath and maiden huh?
we were SOAD/Slipknot kiddies

I used to be friends with this girl in elementary school and we were pretty close all the way through highschool. i had a big crush on her for awhile but I was always too akward to make a move before she got a bf. In 8th grade her one actually shot himself and I was the first outside of the families to know, and after that she and I hung out a lot more for like a year before she started being standoffish and spiteful towards me. Last I heard she was still at home and a recovering heroin addict.

I only really had one friend and he died on Christmas break when we were 15.

I used to have this one friend named Connor. I don't remember much, we played with toys and I think we did Halloween together once. His mom was kind of a nutcase.
Since we lost contact, his dad died and he grew up to be crazy and got on drugs. He posted about beating the shit out of some guy in a fast food place's restroom or something and gave some kind of cryptic schizo reason for doing it.
It's a weird feel.

My sister showed me his Facebook profile once. Just a picture, he lost like 90 pounds and looked completely different. Started going by the middle (first?) name. He called my house once and I had the person who picked up the phone tell him to fuck off.

I had three friends who were all neighbours and we all played together when we were younger until I moved away. Two of them have asked to see my dick before and shown me theirs, one of them didn't. The one who didn't is now gay while the other two are married/engaged with two women and one has a kid.

I find that all the weirdos that I knew have turned out well adjusted while all the well adjusted kids are now fucked up as adults.

I guess its something to do with being unable to handle hardship? So it takes just one traumatic event to fuck them up? While the kids with the odd tendencies often got to 'fix' them through therapy? So they can handle life better and came out stronger? I dunno.

The whole Homestuck Crew from sophomore year of high school, about 4 or 5 of us who'd just sit in this one spot early in the mornings before classes started. They were all fun kids, even if they were EXTREMELY gay. I ended up dating one of them and the aftermath kinda fucked me up for a while. One of them remained my best friend for a long time. He moved out to Portland with his husband and their dogs and I couldn't be happier for them.

I dunno. I was a weirdo (to some extent I still am) and while I'm not "violent schizophrenic junkie" tier, I don't think I can function in the real world.

Best friend was my neighbor.

He got super into jazz music, joined a jazz band, got hooked on heroin and has been in and out of jail for years

How the fuck does it happen man, it seems like super sudden.

based romantic zoomer

what does this have to do with alex dorame lol

I used to be in a clan during mw3 and bo2. we were all garbage players and autistic as hell but we had fun regardless.
>one guy was a huge redditor. had an impediment that made him giggle a bit after every sentence
>one guy loved to banter. he would always get into arguments with random people in lobbies
>one guy never used a mic, but was always super nice. i loved him (in a brotherly way) and would've given him anything
>one guy always wanted to talk to me privately. im pretty sure he was gay. he would always argue with the leader so he got kicked eventually.
i dont see why he would be into me though since i never said anything interesting. that being said, i always told i had a lovely voice.
>the leader and i were best friends but he was far less of a loser than all of us (had friends and smoked wed). we would play games for hours and he'd tell me everything swirling in his mind.
once the leader and i got a pc, the clan slowly drifted apart. i tried to keep everything together, but i was super into cs and didn't feel like playing cod anymore. eventually the leader got a new group of friends and i didn't really gel with them. after trying to and failing to fit in, i blocked my best friend and blocked all of his friends. i haven't talked to him in 5 years but i still worry about him and feel awful for blocking him. he had diabetes so im not sure if he's still around.

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i dont know, i know of them randomly in the periods of a couple months when we talk to each other. they seem more successful than me but im not surprised nor do i mind. i only regret not doing well enough to hang out with them

It sounds like one of those fear of being rejected and abandoned stories so you did it first.

it's complicated.
there's that, plus the fact the group didn't like me. i also enjoyed those breaks i would take away from the group or the clan and just play by myself. im an introvert so after a while, all of the hours of talking got exhausting.

that experience of being outcasted by his friends made not want to talk to people in general. i haven't made a friend since then because i enjoy my time alone and i feel like i would be a bad friend regardless. this results in me coming off as an asshole to people, since i have a hard time reciprocating them when they try to start friendly conversations with me.

do you happen have any experiences like mine, user?

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Never had any friends but the people in my school year almost all ended up being criminals, alcoholics, druggies, and single mothers, with a few who seem to have ended up being normal and successful.

rural ohio?
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No I'm the opposite. I'm a very clingy person. I like to think I'm not too overbearing but I'll constantly check on people. Sometimes I'll send them nonsense or link a meme just to remind them I exist.

All of my old friends ended up getting either moving away pursuing their dreams and living the life. All of them ended up getting married and/or having kids while I'm just sitting here the exact same as I was back then closing my mid 30s with nothing ever accomplished in my life.

do you every get ghosted?

ever* whoops

Not even in the US lad.

I still have contacts of my friends who I've known since kindergarten, but there's one person that I've been searching for almost 4 years now, I found her once online but never had the courage to send her a message or add her. Now that I can't find her I feel stupid and always will be, I just hope that she's doing fine.

Wherever you are, I'll be praying for you Gabi.

Wilford Brimley has had diabetes for decades and he's still going. Its not a death sentence nowadays.

Oof we would have been bros for sure maybe in another lifetime we will be jumping in pits together buddy.

Fellow Pantera bro here. Best is vulgar but followed closely by reinventing the steel.

Guy I befriended in 9th grade and I would go on to spend almost every day together playing guitar, trying to make songs, up until we turned 16. He eventually got into riding bikes, kept inviting me out with his friends, only went out with him to do it once, don't think we hung out after that, i think he still rides bikes around or whatever. Last I looked him up he was posting a lot of Naruto shit on Facebook don't know if he still uses Facebook though. We had some good times, but objectively looking back on it all, he was never much of a friend to me.

>but objectively looking back on it all, he was never much of a friend to me.
why?

Sold me out for 10,000 USD resulting in my life becoming inhospitable. Basically some guy stole an old cellphone of mine and he knew about it and kept that information from me despite knowing me for longer than he knew the other guy. The other guy went on to show everyone my cringe messages that I had sent my ex gf and people to this day bring that up, I was like 14 when I got that cellphone they stole so I'm being tormented by people for stuff I said when I was fucking 14 year s old. The guy who was supposedly my friend helped the guy who stole my cellphone spread rumors and lies about me because they paid him to. He also brought the guy over to my house and he hacked my computer and this guy has been stalking me for years. All because an other "friend" who played the bass made fun of the guys mother and they blamed it on me, the guy I played guitar with and the bass player, they knew each other for longer than they knew me so they agreed to blame me for it. When we would spend time alone we were good, but other people brought out the worst in him. I was nothing but great to him and had it been his stuff that got stolen I would have told him immediately. So looking back on it all he was complicit in ruining my reputation which was really good. People would pretend like they knew me or were friends of mine to make themselves seem cool. Now everyone that knew me, refers to me as "piece of shit" and everyone's constantly busting my balls over dumb things I did and things i didn't do. EVERYONE.

you should really cut yourself off from those people imo. they sound like assholes.

That happened like 7 years ago. They still stalk me, and because I quit talking to all of them they started posting shit on here to torment me and brag about how they fucked all my ex gfs and the girl I was dating at the time, I really liked her, they made her absolutely loathe me. I now have nothing, not one friend or anything. Last person I spoke with was a retarded little kid on the PS4 while I was playing rocket league.

that sounds brutal user. stay strong. they sound super upset you ditched them and tried to move on with your life.
the best revenge you could dish out from here is to succeed.

Too bad I'm an absolutely stupid loser and they're all successful to the point where one of them is rich, even then if I were to succeed (whatever that implies) they have information on me that is so damnimg and compromising that they'd just strip it all away. I can only hope to become strong enough to fend off people in prison. That's my plan now is to build up strength to fend off gorilla nogs in prison because that's where I'll probably inevitably wind up for what I did, it's a minor nonsense thing, but people exaggerate the kind of things I did in retribution. I should kill them honestly that's what people typically tell me to do, but I'd get arrested so ultimately all I can do is work out and be miserable forever.

One I used to hang with in elementary school got publicly intoxicated, vandalized a cab, and was arrested, but he got probation.
He does improve.

>improve
sorry, improv

There was this young lady that I went to school with, same year as me, who was straight up a diamond in the rough. She was the definition of too good for this world, and her surroundings had taken their toll on her. She was pretty fucked in the head, but it actually added to her charm, because unlike most girls, her drama wasn't fabricated to make her life seem more interesting. She'd been through some shit, and she wasn't a fucking pussy about it. She wasn't shy about the fact that she was a rape baby, and often stated it to make people she didn't like uncomfortable. She legit got suspended during exams because she got caught smoking on the roof, and I got to witness it go down from the window she snuck out on. She made school legitimately interesting, because she just didn't give a fuck. I didn't go a trash school, mind you. It was actually fairly decent. But where most kids saw invisible boundaries that couldn't be crossed, she saw nothing at all. I never had romantic feelings for her, but her and I would sometimes sit down and just talk about things we couldn't share.
She was colorful, and creative, but misguided, and ignorant. She kept going back to the same abusive drug addled boyfriend. I never tried to change the way she lived, because I knew she wouldn't listen, and I think she appreciated it. When I finally got off my meds at the the end of high school, she was the first person I hugged, and thanked for the patience she had with me through my mood swings and shit tier attitude.
I ran into her a few times after we graduated. I had broken up with my high school sweetheart, and she had just moved in with her ex. They were both working at the same pizza joint. She was clearly not on drugs anymore, and invited me to go to a concert with her. We took down each other's numbers, but neither of us messaged the other. Deep down, I know that wherever she is, she's probably unhappy, and it's probably her fault. But I will always wish her the best.

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