Genuinely how do you cope with a full-time job you despise? It's 11 pm here and I should be in bed already so I can get up at 5 am to get to my office job. I don't want to go to sleep though because I don't want to wake up knowing I have to spend another 9 hours doing something I dread so much. The work itself is insanely boring and could easily be done by algorithms and worst of all I feel constantly anxious while being there. My colleagues don't like me, because I don't know how to interact with my coworkers, I can't follow or remember instructions at all while at the same time being too scared to ask for help and what gets to me the most is the realization that I still have decades upon decades of this shit waiting for me.
I don't want to do this anymore. What do you do when you're feeling like this, Jow Forums?
Get a wife so you can look forward to fucking her at the end of your soul sucking workday.
Robert Thomas
you stay up until youre pretty sure youre gonna feel like absolute shit tomorrow and then go to bed.
Hudson Anderson
I did consider pulling an all-nighter in the hopes of being too tired and out of it to be anxious tomorrow
Elijah Price
Will literally never happen
Brayden Sanders
Haha are you an accountant?
Ian Miller
Yes, worst decision of my life
Thomas Thompson
Ive got pretty much the same thing but its a maintenance related job. I absolute loathe going there every day but sometimes you really have to stay in a cycle until you can create an oportunity to get out.
Nolan Roberts
Is it the work itself that sucks or more the stuff surrounding it (colleagues, work conditions, etc.)?
Parker Hernandez
Its boring as hell just like yours. Sure I gotta do some stuff with my hands but its fleet maintenance so its the same vehicle every.. fucking.. day.. Must be about as boring as filling in numbers in the computer like you are doing.
Nicholas Ortiz
What would be your realistic dream job with your current education and experience OP?
Isaiah Mitchell
I can see it getting extremely stale in that manner if it's the same thing every day. Yeah, in that way our jobs aren't dissimilar at all I sincerely couldn't think of one, even an unrealistic one. Just something where I wouldn't have to interact with others all that much.
Jeremiah Turner
I think you should try to explore if there are jobs you may like, It might give you something to either dream about or work towards... For your anxiety I dont know the answer, collegues can sometimes make or break the job and it sounds like yours are breaking it, but if they simply dont like you.. fuck em. As you said you have a long time to go so you can't and shouldn't care about what collegues think. Try to be as nice as you can but dont worry about sperging out, thats just you.
Jaxon Jenkins
I keep telling myself to try and not care and sometimes it works, but often it doesn't. I'll keep trying though, user
Angel Cooper
Don't cope, just suffer. Coping is a bribe you offer to yourself.
Yeah, that's the catch for me. I NEED the money, so I can't just not work, even though I want to
Jack Walker
I've been NEET for 3 months and I want to kill myself. At least work distracts you.
Kayden Johnson
Before starting this job I was NEET for roughly 6 months too. I was pretty miserable and figured it was gonna get better once I start working, because of the routine and what not, but it has only made it worse, honestly. I long for my NEET days now. The only good part is the financial independence, imo. That being said, I hope you can find a good job that you can also enjoy, user
Landon Gomez
You're still here, aren't you? Do you really need an answer to that question?
Ian Lewis
I dunno, I'm trying to find reasons beyond "mom would be sad". I feel pretty stuck between not wanting to live and not actually wanting to go through with roping, because of how bad it would be for her.
Caleb James
Only have 3 1/2 hours of sleep left in theory, is it even worth going to bed?
Nathan Collins
Hahaha. Dentist here. I only work 4 days a week 6 hours a day and make 120k per year. Imagine not becoming a doctor LMAO
You don't work the fucking morning shift for one. I work an office job from 4pm to 12:30am.
>Get to sleep in, no alarm clock for me >Get to play late night videogames >Quiet at night because all the other morning time wagies are asleep. >Don't have to take job too seriously because nothing happens at night.
It's the dream op. Make the switch. Become nocturnal.
Ryder Gutierrez
How? Was thinking of becoming one. What's the average day like?
Jose Green
That's easy - I quit 5 jobs in one year to find the perfect one.
This is the result - a boss who loves me and we her and who's an actual human. I would literally include her in my life insurance if I had it.
I fucking wish I could have passed grade 11 math so I could have gotten into good university programs. I had to drop from academic math to applied math in grade 10 just to get an 80. Then tried to go back to academic in grade 11 and failed. Took Biology and chemistry in grade 11, both classes the teachers upgraded me from a 35 to a 50 in an act of pity.
I was just so fucking garbage at any of the real subjects in high school I just stayed in my lane so I could get good easy grades. By the end I got an 86 average just keeping in english and writing classes
