Bpd feels

>tfw it feels like every person that gets close to you tries to torment you
>tfw you feel vindicated in inflicting pain on them and feel no remorse at all
why am i so paranoid and sadistic

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You gotta learn to love woman.
Appreciate the precious time we have here on this Earth.

I know.
We'd just be two assholes shrugging their shoulders at each other and be completely dumbfounded and feel empty but bad.

I just feel like there is a fuse in my brain that is burnt out.

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I have been talking to a girl who claims they have bpd she is a fucking sweat heart and I like that she opened up to me. Idk I do not think she is going to torment me maybe I have a higher tolerance for this because I have been through shit. Idk I hope it can blossom into something special but she lives so far away. Which is the only downside so far but other then that I have really enjoyed talking to her.

I had to end it with a guy who has borderline personality disorder
He was a decent friend but in the last few months he became increasingly rude and would constantly harass me for intention like I was his gf

>tfw the urge of having people around me is starting up again but i dont wanna give in because im just gonna ghost everyone and feel horrible again just like the last seven or eight times
help

enjoy it while it lasts

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How do you even meet people? Is this over Discord or something?

IRL?
maybe go outside once in your life

Thanks for the encouraging comment.

I just realized that's a Kate cosplay from Life is Strange

Cool

>fall in love with any girl that pays attention to me
>feel like shit for weeks when nothing comes out of it

>constantly fighting the impulse to do something self destructive like binge eating or stealing

>think about being dead multiple times a day

>26 years old and havent made a single friend, everyone just inevitably pisses me off and i end up hating them

>tfw overshared again
Why am I like this? :(

What did you say bro? It's okay.

That is possible but I would like to think differently lol dont wanna say maybe she is lurking

If you have BPD and wanna talk, post your discord. I'll add you.
I won't shame you for oversharing or anything like that. I promise.

Is oversharing a bpd symptom? I thout I was a retard

why the interest in talking to people with BPD?

what constitutes harassment and attention seeking cuz I get worried that im doing that to super introverted people but then if I dont we drift apart

BPDs are retards

I have BPD too and I'd like to exchange experiences with people who have it. Although I can control it a lot more.

You don't drift apart moron, they're just not into you.

>cosplay of dumb character of life is strange

Oversharing is the least of your retarded symptoms