Fantasising about being pinned down and raped by a big strong man again

>fantasising about being pinned down and raped by a big strong man again

I'm not gay, so why does my head keep conjuring up such dirty thoughts?

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Ur gay

because you are gay, you fucking bender

that's gay

>not gay
yes you are you dumb homo

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Wanting to fug Astolfo like that is arguably not gay, but wanting to be fucked like that is definitely gay

I fantasize about pinning down petite cutie boys and embracing them tightly while pounding their cute butts

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but I said in my first post that I am not gay!
I think the rape fantasies are from a lack of affection or something So that doesn't make me naturally gay, does it?
I just want to be held tightly and 'loved'

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gay

nah its gayer to fuck a man than to be fucked by a man FACT

me on top

Because life is cruel sometimes, and it feels nice to just let go and feel appreciated by someone

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poofter level: off the charts

I'm positively glowing with gay energy

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That's not what Nightman is about.

How many levels of irony of delusion are you on when you openly talk about wanting to be pinned down and fucked in the ass but somehow you're not gay. That is peak gay. There is no wiggle room. You are fantasizing about gay sex. You're gay. Homosexual. Queer. Poof. However you want to spin it, this is 100% gay.

but women do that all the time and they're not gay

Male+female= heterosexual
Male+male= homosexual
Female+female=homosexual
This is not up for debate.

>it feels nice to just let go and feel appreciated by someone
yeah this, but maybe if I had affection growing up maybe I wouldn't fantasise about being raped or something
these thoughts aren't natural

I don't like men, the male form repulses me. I don't think about being in a relationship with a man or kissing a man, just being raped by one. Is that still gay?

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>he has rape fantasies
fucking disgusting

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You're fantasizing about a sexual encounter with another male. It is, by definition, a gay fantasy, regardless if you feel emotionally invested in the coupling.

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They're perfectly natural, you seek a little love and affection from someone you perceive to be better then you because it grants you a sense of validation. And you seek to submit because it takes the pressure off of you entirely.

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It's not my fault
So I'm gay then? I don't feel gay, I don't look at men and think "wow he's hot"
I like women

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You're a complete sissy bottom. Just admit it, battyboy

i have gay fantasies all the time but i still dont have rape fantasies
that's nasty

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This makes a lot of sense and doesn't make me feel gay, I'm not sure about the "natural" bit however.
Thank you~
shut up
it's not as if I'm the one doing the raping in my fantasies

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You're at the very least bi. May as well just embrace it instead of endlessly shitposting about your totally not gay "I want to be overpowered by a strong dominant male and get fucked!"

any fantasy involving rape is a rape fantasy
i too wish for affection but instead of fantasizing about being raped and degraded i fantasize about receiving that affection

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its not gay if one of them dresses like a girl

A man in a dress is still a man, user.

A man in a dress makes him more then a man, makes him a man no more

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i dont want o be gay
i dont want to get pozzed
fuuuuuuck

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Lips and buttholes are not afected by sexual dimorphism.

>i too wish for affection but instead of fantasizing about being raped and degraded i fantasize about receiving that affection
This Finn has the right idea. Not only is it good taste, but it's a healthy and emotionally nourishing way of thinking. Treat yourself with some dignity and respect.

t.fagmark

Enchanté, mon petit chou

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listen to this leaf

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huh

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Hey Shit Post, come down from your ziggurat to pay us a visit?

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rape would really hurt your butthole. try sticking a hairbrush into your butthole right now, force it in

No

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That's why you should always have pre-buttered up your pooper just in case

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t.fagmark

Hvad end du siger sveske

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How can i treat myself with dignity when I'm fantasising about being raped?
This is difficult, I can't just 'stop' thinking about being raped, it's too hot

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danish sounds like someone trying to speak english while gagging on a cock

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what's so hot about it? your asshole tearing up and having blood come out of your ass when you take a shit?

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t.fagmark

The idea of it is hot but I'm fully aware the reality isn't
and it's the thought of being controlled and 'used'

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ok ive seen this comment a few times, but whats a fagmark? i have no clue

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why does it have to be rape? why cant it be consensual?

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Because then he'd be gay, and he's not ready yet.

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There's a level of control in giving consent, and I don't like being in control like that
>and he's not ready yet.
r ready for what, user?

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you said here:
>I think the rape fantasies are from a lack of affection or something
And here:
>yeah this, but maybe if I had affection growing up maybe I wouldn't fantasise about being raped or something
>these thoughts aren't natural
You already acknowledged that these thoughts are fucked up. Step back and try to look at this with an objective point of view. You're obviously lonely, lacking in affection, you probably don't socialize as much as you'd like. You're human, humans are wired to be social creatures, part of having good physical, mental and emotional health is companionship. Humans need touch. I'm going to hazard a guess that you haven't been touched in any way in a while. No hugs, no kisses, no hands held. You're probably isolated often, and you are probably starving emotionally. Much like physical hunger, the longer it goes, the more crazed you get, the more you want to scratch that itch or eat your fill. Your fucked up fantasies are a combination of your environment, your upbringing, your state of mind and your hunger for human contact. Your thoughts are going to extremes because of your prolonged hunger, and your exposure to hardcore pornography is warping your perceptions of love and affection. You're projecting your desire to be close with a human being onto violent or borderline violent and fetishistic portrayals of human sexuality. You are debasing yourself in your own mind because of your loneliness.

Maybe you are gay, maybe just bi, maybe not at all. Maybe you are just so desperate for that human touch that you are willing to see yourself as nothing more than a piece of meat to be used for someone elses gratification. Regardless, it's incredibly unhealthy. You are deconstructing your own self esteem and self worth and debasing yourself instead of focusing on something healthy and fulfilling.

>I'm not gay
>first thing he states as well

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t.alice

Thats not gay or even unusual at all user femboys arent men so its not gay

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t. fucked up in the head sissy on hrt

hehehe... i have the same problem. maybe if i get a girlfriend it will stop.

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why do you think so lowly of yourself? you're not just a piece of meat for another man

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go fucking lift you worthless piece of shit

ahhh its you again. ehh... please stop shouting at me. i will fix it my own way.

Oh fuck this is a really good post user. I think you're pretty much spot on describing my situation.

I'm seeing a psychologist soon to talk about my awful childhood and I think I'm going to bring up the rape fantasies with her to try and see if she can help me get rid of them.

I've screen capped your post btw, I'll remember this. Thank you.

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I wouldn't mind turn you into sissy Norway~kun :3

your own way at this rate going to be you choking on a dick while good doc cuts your peepee off and fucks your bleeding hole right after

If you fuck a man you're making a conscious decision to put your penis inside of a man. If you get raped by a man you have no choice so you may as well enjoy it. Making the decision to let a man fuck you is gay, but the act itself is not gay.

Im not a trap my neck is too chad :^(

please no
thats sounds harsh. but im confident im going the right way :)

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So whats your way of fixing it? Whats the first thing you're going to do, and when are you going to do that?

Maybe once you get a gf you could ask her to peg you?

>why do you think so lowly of yourself?
I'm not sure i should, I've mentioned things about myself on here a couple of times in the pat and someone made fun of me

Also, I think there may be one or two people who know personally that browse here

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is it because of something that has happened to you in the past or what?

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im just doing what i usually do. im fine. i still feel the same as i have done for years. dont worry about me
if i even get a girlfriend. eh i could hope at least.

I want to force you wear like this outside~

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Someone Make that business professional right now.

>dont worry about me
I just can't help it.
>im just doing what i usually do. im fine
You're clearly not fine. And you're not doing anything to fix it. The more you stagnate at this point the worse it gets.

uhhh. no user. thats too much.

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disgusting

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>fantasising about being pinned down and raped by a big strong man again
>I'm not gay
Hmmmm

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please dont care about me. it always end badly for people who do.. you cant help it. just stay away from my life. im doing what i need to do and im fine with it.

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>is it because of something that has happened to you in the past or what?
yeah, that's why I don't think these fantasies are natural or a 'part' of me
Being forced to wear women's clothing sounds hot
I know I know

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>Being forced to wear women's clothing sounds hot
umm user. you shouldnt say stuff like that. i know from experience + this thread.

if you dont mind me asking, what happened?

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You all need serious fucking help

but im fine!

How its gonna end bad for me? Its not like its me wanting to go on hrt to become a tranny.

>you shouldnt say stuff like that.
Why not user?
>i know from experience + this thread.
What happened?
I don't know if I should really say, I feel like shit enough as it
What's the worst thing that can happen to a child?
Well it was that

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fuck off faggot!

when i was avataring as Ritsu

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Oh buddy boy you are far from "fine"

nah faм i'm fine

jesus christ
i feel for you

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but if im not fine, why do i feel okey.

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No you are not

Because you think this type behavior is normal but it's not

but i am

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i hope you are okey user. here have a hug *hugs you* you are such a nice person user.

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it isnt? yeah i kind of know. hehe my acting is kinda seeping into my real self. but im doing this to cheer people up. nobody would like my real self.

>Well it was that
holy shit user
>why do i feel okey
Do you?

yeah. i think so at least

Your a gay finngolian posting gay porn on a anime image board you are far form ok