Hello Jow Forums what do you do when you feel down? when everything seems empty. i feel so tired...

i will just lose more. i dont know. friends are great. but i dont know anymore. it just feels as nothing before anymore

You forgot the second part ;)

i dont know. i usaully get happy then i become completaly oppisite afterwards.

i cant fix that

you can fix it with a bullet

Oooooh well

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i dont wanne do bullets. i will just hang myself in the future when im too tired to keep on going

Well it doesn't hurts to try, does it? Who knows. It might be the drop of spice in your life.

Isn't that "post-coital tristesse" or something like that?

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Sounds like now would be a good time

ok
i dont want to be left anymore :(

its really bad doing it now. people would really feel bad if i killed myself in my birthday

Nope. It would be like giving yourself a birthday present.

Friends are like a game. You don't always play the same one every day for YEARS, do you? It would get boring! It's the same with people. Some grow distant and apart.

i still have my shitty noose. but i cant do this. i promised morkie to stay alive for a bit more

its my birthday i should feel grateful right. i dont feel anything at all now.

but im so tired of gettting friends. i have stopped them because i never can keep up with people. i never am able to do it good. all the friends i have had before were just luck i guess

If you convinced yourself of that, then there's nothing I can do about it. Years of self-hate are not easy to fix without tons of work. I should know.
Sadbois like you are so adorable.

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if you die ristu can I have your stuff

thanks for caring. but i dont know for how long i can keep going. im so weak.

Remember not to trust the lizard man

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i dont even know how to give you my stuff.
its okey. i knew there always be people who will hate me no matter what. i am also one

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Could be mood swings could be that you're bi-polar. Do you have a reason that you're unhappy?

i dont know. sometimes i just realise how i really am like now.

Kek I don't hate you. Just find you gross and disingenuous on a moment to moment basis

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i really wanne thank the user who posted this song. its really good

Might as well try to enjoy the ride until it ends? If you already feel like killing yourself, why do you have to feel so sad all the time? Enjoy what you have left of life.

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thats okey. i really dont care that much anymore

i dont know. i feel filled. like i cant take in more.

Which is?

You don't need any more reasons to end it all, do you? You already have plenty of them on the backlog.
Try to think of something else. Like, let's see... Do you know of browser games? I have been looking for one for so long, since my two favourite games kicked me out of there.

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i feel down. usually when im down i can get turned on but now its lke really down. so i cant even fap. now its just i dont know. emptyness i think

but when im done. then what. i just be like myself now again. just a dumb circle

Meh yeah. But it's either sucking up the sad moments and trying to pull through or ending it all.

I'm running of Lilith pics and I'm too lazy to get more so i might leave this thread.

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its okey. just leave if you want. the more i distract myself the more powerfull the emptyness will feel like afterwards

So would you say you feel unfulfilled or just hollow emotionally?

something like that. i dont really feel anything now.

Isnt distracting yourself worth it then. You want reasons to end it all, don't you?
We could always chitchat in private or something.

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Have some fun jesus christ

then it will all be really painfull when the distractions just suddenly stopped
i dont really care about fun now

Well die then lul

Aww stop being such a lil bitch and give me your discord already jeez.

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ok one day i will

Good talk.

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but i already how so many discord people trying to cheer me up. i dont know

stop being annyoing please.

It's not like you got anything else to do, huh? Ah well. Your choice.

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ok here you go
Ritsu#5570

Well what would you like to feel right now?

almost nothing. the other feelings i have is the feeling of wanne stop exsisting

That almost sounded like it was fun for you to type
You're almost there, now you just need to think of a comeback that isn't cringe inducing and you're really cooking with gas

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i have 2 minutts left before i head to the trainstation be quick. i have to go to school

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ok

happy birthday rapetsu

Try not to throw yourself onto the tracks by ""accident"" okay?

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Do you actually think that would be better? What about your future? Don't you ever think things could get better?

I hope they bully you in school

you meanie!
i read it wrong. im sorry i thought you meant how do you feel now.
i didnt get bullied :)

WEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............

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heh?!

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stop shitposting so much please. i dont get it at all :(

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no i didnt open up. i dont get rick rolled that easy :)
no u!

no

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I go on a walk. Preferably late at night when the streets are empty. It's peaceful and helps me think.

Hey Ritsu, what's your political party of choice? What do you think about the oil industry?