dad found the enema kit
holy fuck that was the worst conversation of my life
dad found the enema kit
holy fuck that was the worst conversation of my life
I assume he knew you were gay at least?
>I assume he knew you were gay at least?
i don't know what he thinks i'm so embarrassed
i can't fix this time to actually kill myself
Yor dad should kick you from his house.
Jow Forums help they saw everything
no jokes this time what the fuck do i do
Shit man that sucks, if you get kicked out do you have anywhere to stay?
Just tell them is for medical reasons
A-spaghetti
just tell them
might also tell them why you're drinking yourself to death
>if you get kicked out do you have anywhere to stay?
i don't know
a homeless thingy?
this was such a mistake holy shit
>might also tell them why you're drinking yourself to death
that's embarrassing too
You probably should tell them the truth about why, no point in lying. You have no friends houses you could stay at for a couple of days?
enemas are hygienic why would he care
you'd have to anyway now
Why are you drinking yourself to death?
There are lots of ways you could justify having it, but I guess it's too late to do that now. Unless you know your shit, but I don't think you do.
This is why you should always keep in mind that the worst could happen and so, be prepared to face it.
What was the enema kit for?
>enemas are hygienic
imagine teaching your dad what one is
fuck i'm so upset i am crying
fuck the dildos and adult diapers too
no there's no recovery i'm done
i knew it was gross so i hid it so well until now
i'm not going to rehab i'm straight up fucking killing myself
fuck it
>Why are you drinking yourself to death?
i've seen too much
too fucking much
no larp what people do behind closed doors
fucking scares me
post the kit
>i'm not going to rehab i'm straight up fucking killing myself
then get to it, faggot
Yes but why drink, just stand in front of a bus or something. And they do it behind closed-doors so why worry about it?
>then get to it, faggot
gimme a gun the fucking car thing is complicated and roping yourself is too easy to escape
>imagine killing yourself over diapers and a bunch of dildoes
holy shit this is actually funny
you don't think that's irredeemably weird
i've calmed down already
>roping yourself is too easy to escape
Since when? The whole point in hanging yourself is to end it quickly by breaking your neck, not suffocating yourself. If you do it properly, there is no way you can escape. Unless you're too much of a moron to properly do it that is.
>The whole point in hanging yourself is to end it quickly by breaking your neck,
i went for strangling i'm bad at killing myself
honestly you don't even need to tell them you're gay, and as much wierd as it goes your mom and dad probably did much worse things
aside from diapers, that shit is disgusting
you need a decent drop for that. it's not very easy
>aside from diapers, that shit is disgusting
YEAH WELL ITS WHAT I LIKE
someone call freud
>the dildos and adult diapers too
i take back what i said about hygiene
My bet is they knew already and finally decided to act on it.
i avoid shit being anything by a diet and aforementioned enema kit
its just a hobby
which my dad saw
fuck
All you have to do is light up a charcoal stove, bring it to your room then let the smoke do its job
If you really wanna become an hero, I always say the best option is to take a walk/bus/train/whatever else means of transport you'd need and get to a really high place, a building or a cliff, whatever, and just jump. The higher the better, you are almost guaranteed to lose your life and you'll get some thrill gratis. It's really hard to mess something like that up and you don't need to save on getting where you want, it's meaningless to you anyway. Or maybe you're just in shick and will reconsider along the way. That's what I'd do if I were to kill myself at least.
>All you have to do is light up a charcoal stove, bring it to your room then let the smoke do its job
what if i gas my family
i fucking hate myself not them they're great people i love very much
which is why the fetish shit is a big problem
which is what i can't stop doing because i get off to it and feel deep psychological fulfillment from
What do you love more, diapers or your family?
they're in different compartments i like both very differently
>adult diapers
Forget the stop being gay
This should be your #1 priority
Its either killing yourself over diapers or throwing said diapers away. Stop being a manchild its really not that hard.
>This should be your #1 priority
yeah i know how bad it is
what the fuck though why
i've been doing it since i was like 8
what the fuck makes someone like that
i can't tell what exactly happened
>Stop being a manchild its really not that hard.
lol that's quite accurate isn't it
not fucking reddit spacing your posts should be priority #2
oh shit lol
Ah ah he have a shit fetish and you said shit, time to dab
Pathetic
yes that might be half of the attraction
So what are you actually going to say to your dad?
"Let me eat your shit daddy"
And i'm fucking eating cookies now, fucking hell i'm gonna throw up
probably fuck off and never ask me about what you saw
then he might try to hurt me
say to him: my ass faggot
stop reading this thread while you're eating
want me too i want the violent beating early
My own post almost made me puke, not the thread, cuz i imagined it, fucking hell give me bleach
vocaroo your conversation with him. preferably with beating included
AH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Whhat a fag!
happy thoughts kobe, happy thoughts
ignoring me only matters if its nz
junior you have failed to invoke even a single emotion in me
>doubling down on being retarded
stream it at least, so everyone on 4chins will know what to do when they want to get killed
Yeah, i'm thinking that i need a gf, it worked
just buy one lad
>posting in your thread
>ignoring you
pic very related
Well, i will need to offer her something, it's basically the same
sorry
i'm sorry
i have an autistic crush on nz
Everything you do is autistic so that's not surprising. And kiwiboys are for brits only
i don't care about you
keep this whole psychological battle autism between you and the kiwi
have him i don't give a fuck anymore
*posts with nz proxy*
i have bigger problems than either of you right now
this is going to take enormous deception
Enemas are hygiene products
I don't see why your dad would or should care
I think you do though
i really liked him
every other person is inferior i want that one
i shouldn't even be on your radar in the first place
Which kiwi was it?
You are just being paranoic
you weren't you were a trail into other people
i'm perfectly happy to die alone i don't fucking care
The dude is a pussy
well you obviously have a very fragile ego so let me make this clear:
i don't give a shit about you
nothing i do or say is meant as an attack against you or to get your attention
stop bothering me with this relationship shit
much appreciated
i think this was our problem
gas this whole fucking thread
what?
Someone do it, i want to die
Im sure he's lying
yummy fries in my tummy will turn into smelly poopies, mummy yee
>Im sure he's lying
im not
this has been the worst day of my life
how do i explain
why is your dad not killing you yet?
cmon i want some action, this thread is getting stale
Dude what for did you needed that kit? Also grow a fucking spine and find work abd rent your flat
Stay with a relative or somewhere like a cheap motel/B&B for a while until your dad calms down. It's possible he doesn't actually care long term. How was your relationship with your dad beforehand?
For emptying shit out of his anus brainlet
Show them a video about the health benefits of a coffee enema and act like you are a health guru.
Should have simply told him you suffer from frequent poop blockages and you were ashamed to go to the doc.
They made a episode on that obsession tv program, if i remember, after a while it's just unhealthy
>he could have just said he gets frequent constipation
>and he cleans bits of shit stuck in his ass with dildoes, and then he has to use diapers so he won't drop shit out his destroed rectum
also this is probably fake and gay
Yeah, I know, but Bruce could pretend he's retarded and didn't know it was unhealthy.
wouldn't the headline be "dad found the dildos"?
Can't read you're bullshit faggot
No, u