I think I am broken. I dont enjoy anything anymore. I dont like the things I used to like. Not even porn burns this feeling away. I just exist. Fuck i want to feel passion again is that too mch to ask?
I think I am broken. I dont enjoy anything anymore. I dont like the things I used to like...
Kevin Bennett
Leo Edwards
You'd better start consuming material created by individuals who have gone through the same experience instead of focusing on what's not part of you anymore.
Elijah Ross
What does that mean? Listen to depressed people?
Luis Nguyen
Pic repated
Thomas Thompson
*related
Daniel Phillips
You see I keep saying to myself that I will be fine and that the little I have is enough but HELL it isn't enough. I can't connect with art the same way i used too..Is this is too part of becoming an adult? Are the chemicals in my brain to blame?
Joseph Nguyen
morphine
Ethan Russell
Drugs aren't cool you know. Maybe weed once it is legal here, in 40 years.
Chase Thomas
It's just the spiral of cynicism a guy in his post-teens slides down. You see your best friends leaving your side for the sake of their romantic interests, acquaintances making their way through the work world and finding new, better friends. While you're stuck in the eternal limbo of teenage angst and insecurity, you realize your mental age has frozen in time unlike your physical age and start noticing diffences between winners and losers. When you're a loser you're always out of luck, don't hold any hope for a mirage.
Owen Stewart
Hold out hope would sound more correct btw
Cooper Phillips
how old?
William Green
Funny thing I was the guy who abandoned his friends for a gal...She turned out to be a basic bitch and we weren't compatible. I miss some of my friends, but my depression was gonna make them go away one day anyway. Same thing that happened in high school.
I try so fucking hard to convince myself to act out my age, I even got a job and yet I felt nothing. Just more tired due to the job. And now after wasting 3 years of my life with a bitch and trying to survive I want to go back to university and try to learn something, which is what I was supposed to do in the first place.
How do I get back to studying. I guess I can just try to do anything the professor is saying and just get the damned degree.
22 with no talents and no job now. Uni is my only chance and I dread that i wont make it.
Lucas Davis
Did you like what you were studying before this whole bitch/job mess?
Wyatt Reyes
That serves you right in a certain sense. You can never be enough careful with people who claim to love you. At least those who loathe me couldn't be any more honest.
Parker Rogers
The girl and my entrance to school happened during the same time period. I choose computer sciences cause I was convinced I would like it. I was the gamer nerd in school, I spent and still spend much of my free time on a computer. I was never creative in many way, although I did want to get better at writing stories. That of course never got anywhere it just a useless dream I used to have now.
Math isn't my strong suit either so now I have to work twice as hard as anyone else to make it.
I will fake it, till I will make it. At least if I put some effort into it instead of none I will be better right?
Eh too much love on my part none on hers. I learned my mistake. Post more depressing images.
Nicholas White
Sad to say, but it's hard to find a girl who actually give a shit about their partners. They realize their first impressions were wrong and end up shifting all the blame on you for not being manly or entertaining enough. Women are trash, but men aren't any better for falling for their traps.
Ryder Price
I dunno, I mean you better to just stick doing something, at least you'll end up with degree if you get to the end.
Elijah Foster
I mean, do you actually have a goal with that computer science degree? Like do you see yourself employed somewhere due to it, or is it just a degree for the sake of a degree right now?
Landon Mitchell
Yeah I'll get a job at an office or something, I don't know. My sister is an accountant and wants me to go to her company after I finish my studies. Ill do that, probably. I just fear I won't be good enough and they will replace me once they realize my degree with a score of 5/10 (we score everything out of 10 for some reason) isn't very valuable. I mean why keep a guy with a score of 5 when someone with a score of 9 can come in?
I just don't feel so strong about coding and databases as I thought I would. I have to do it, one way or an other there is no other way.
Levi Thomas
Meh I don't need anyone right now. Just to get myself together.
Grayson Martin
Get to a 6, company would rather keep someone they know then hire a new guy out of nowhere, you'll get experience on the way, maybe you'll get them to send you to some additional cs courses once you already got the job, and with experience you might find some better job in the field that you feel you like. Yeah it won't happen overnight but if you drop it right now it won't happen ever.
Camden Morgan
Thanks for the career advice I guess. Hope between uni and then a job I wont feel as passionless anymore.
Ethan Stewart
I kinda find it hard to be passionate about coding some shitty backbone for financial stuff your sister's company does, but since you like vidya maybe try for gamedev career once you get your shit together with coding?
John Fisher
Try establishing a goal for yourself and doing everything to achieve it, this will make you feel like you're doing something important and not pointless
Robert Edwards
do what said
also exercise
Brandon Ramirez
>greece
That is the norm