It's my 20th birthday right now and I'm sitting here, lonely, drunk and heartbroken...

It's my 20th birthday right now and I'm sitting here, lonely, drunk and heartbroken, listening to richi jones' saxophone while he's playing "baker street".
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Give me some good sad music.

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The Johnny Cash version of Hurt.

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Why lonely and heart broken?

here
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Happy birthday user
May things get better for you :)

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>be me
>be a heartless, sex-only guy
>even my exes were used for sex, even when I thought I loved them
>meet a girl
>the most beautiful in the world
>imagine your perfect woman
>that's her
>for half a year talk every night on the phone every other day, averagely two times a week from midnight till the morning
>start being fwb
>I've had multiple fwb so it shouldn't be a problem
>well
>we talk all the time
>if it isn't a phonecall it's texting
>she's great
>I've always had a knack for artists
>we care about each other's opinion
>btw I'm a writer
>I write a book for her
>a novella about a bromance but every description of a woman is about her
>we argue sometimes
>but it's better than silence
>start caring about her
>I've always rated sex with a girl on a 1-10 scale but you know
>it wasn't a ten, I just felt like everything in the universe is on its rightful place
>suddenly she wants me to see her as a person and not just for looks
>she is really sensitive about my opinions
>some would be scared but I'm in love
>great
>we cook dinner one night
>some pasta
>it was good
>all I can remember was that after the dinner we were on the couch, cuddling
>with one ear I heard her breathe and the other ear was listening to the last LZ album
>we basically can't keep our hands off each other, it couldn't be just sex
>go on holidays
>some mountains
>we argue because I'm nervous around her, I don't know how to tell her how I feel
>in the last evening she breaks up the fwb relationship
>but we still sleep spooning, like every night
>at least she does, I started crying silently for half a night when before falling asleep she said "I really missed you sometimes"
>fast forward a few days
>tell her you care
>she said that it was one of the reasons she broke this shit up
>my good friend sees me in a bad state
>he talks with her
>tells her about how she has to be the one for me
>she breaks all the contact between us

"user, I will never forget but you will have to."

I really hope this board doesn't slip into Jow Forums tier shit.

sad music when you feel like shit isn't necessarily a good idea.. I guess some people find it helps but for me I eventually realized it was for me like trying to put out a fire with gasoline

try something more angry / intense / aggressive like idk everyone has different tastes when it comes to that stuff, but for me it's cathartic