Has anyone ever found a box of old ass cds in which you used to put random shit and got all nostalgic and depressed?
I saw a bunch of screenshots from early 2000 MSN with my normie friends having I (L) "name of gf which I never had here", also from early online gaming like Quake 3 and a bunch of kazaa porn. Also shocking seeing my old resolution monitor on Windows XP with the 56k modem PPP thing to dial in.There's a bunch of embarrassing shit on there. I was considering "what if I die and people see all this porn". Im thinking about scratching and breaking the CDs and DVDs in the box. Will that be enough to erase it?
I usually cringe >I wasted my life on a fucking computer. Stop making me feel things
Aaron White
>scratching Get a paper shredder that has a built-in disc shredder.
Anthony Torres
I still hate that I can read my posts on usenet on google groups.
Thomas Baker
>I saw screenshots with my normies friends having I (L) "name of gf which I never had here", also from early gaming and a bunch of porn.
What are you trying to say, retard? Did you learn English from a mentally debilitated third world foreigner?
Alexander Reed
I can read my old posts on runescape private server forums.
Instead of learning Java basics like a functional person, all I did was beg for help until all I needed to do was a ctr + f and add a few }'s.
Henry Lewis
does that even exist?
I guess I will be scratching a lot soon.
Fucking mong I was rushing my mind was just going faster my fingers.
What I said is I saw screenshots in MSN Messenger with these messages, early online gaming screenshots (quake 2 and 3) and a bunch of kazaa porn. Whats not to understand you stupid FUCK.
Im glad there isn't a single picture of me on the internet. I somehow dodged getting pics taken, it was when phones were about to go full normies with cameras etc when I became NEET.
Jordan Hall
I think he means his username was something like ILoveAshley.
>caligari true space Fuark that name rings a bell.
I found some cds with old as demos too, like Galapagos, that was a weird game, Tomb Raider 2, a clone of that old arcade game that is a knight that throws like a dagger, madden 98, Doom 3's Smiley Safary......... FUCK
underagefag that never used MSN
Eli Morales
>does that even exist
Yes dumbass even cheap ones can do it
Lucas Torres
It was a pleasure talking to you.
Brandon Wright
I have many CDs from my past life as a NEET. I wouldn't want to destroy them except maybe some of the porn after I have it archived somewhere, wouldn't want my wife to stumble on it. But usually if I made the effort to actually put the porno on a CD it was the best porno, the ones that I actually wanted to see more than once and fapped to on so many occasions.
My vast archive of CDs and DVDs is endless. No cringy screenshots or anything but if ever I want to feel that way I can look at my gmail account that dates back to 2004. Emails to ex internet girlfriends are enough to make me want to vomit.
Adrian Edwards
Also you know what happens when you put cds in the microwave for a few seconds right? Hint hint.
Jacob King
You're allowed to be human. Even banal from time to time. Especially if you're a kid/teen ffs.
Is okay bros. You're not failures.
Joshua Perez
>FUCK. I wasted my life on a fucking computer.16 Replies / 2 ImagesView Thread >wasted as opposed to what? going out and making friends with chads and whores?
Andrew White
Yeah, if I was never an awkward teenager I think I would have forever been a bitter virgin loser. I've surmised that from a lot of other people's experiences here on Jow Forums. The inverse is being this guy
Blake Ortiz
I was considering archiving the porn too but who is going to look at low res porn when you have endless 1080p online?
im 28
that you cant never cook again on said microwave
Adrian Mitchell
I have enough looks to get an average girlfriend, but my chest has a deformity and i have premature ejaculation, this made me give up.
Juan Kelly
The 1080p porn usually isn't as good though. I mean there's been a few great ones over the years but it's not like the old days. Most of the stuff out now is disposable. Only good for one fap so you don't feel cheated out of the time you spent downloading it.
Also I've cooked on microwaves I've used to nuke cds before. The smell goes away after about a week. But hey use someone elses if you're worried about it.
John Martinez
I think you are massively nostalgic. Sure I have some awesome videos with Brianna Banks and Kyla Cole, but the rest is forgetable.
The 1080p stuff like Klixen's gets me harder than ever at age 28 after like 15 years of watching porn.
Andrew Lopez
>Quake 3 and a bunch of kazaa porn
shiet
William Campbell
I have multiple problems with the porn that's out now. The first is that porn stars have a shorter shelf life than they used to. Before a girl would shoot scenes for a good 2-3 years before being used up and going to do stuff like fuck black guys and do gang bangs. Now that's like months. Watching an experienced whore in her prime fuck is a lot more exciting than watching some reluctant girl doing her first scene. Also porn is a lot less filthy/nasty than it used to be. It's either extreme or tame, very little in between.
Evan Diaz
I don't get nostalgic nor depressed by things of the past. And neither should you, user
Nathaniel Barnes
>Has anyone ever found a box of old ass cds in which you used to put random shit and got all nostalgic and depressed?
I am extremely organized when it comes to backups. I don't let things sit in boxes and get dusty, so to speak. I routinely turn over old rocks and try to keep my life streamlined. As such, I have routinely culled things that I do not need or that bring up bad memories.
>I still hate that I can read my posts on usenet on google groups.
Before graduate school I made a point of sanitizing my digital footprint. I'm practically a ghost. A few years ago people said this could be seen as a bad thing, but now I think people have become wary of the overexposure that the internet brings.
>But usually if I made the effort to actually put the porno on a CD it was the best porno
I amassed so much porn in my teens and early 20s. I would customize each file name and organize it into folders by genre and year then burn it to CDs and later DVDs. Funny thing was I would rarely look at 99% of it except when admiring my collection. It was mostly about being obsessed with beautiful women and wanting to collect and organize. As a percentage of time investment the actual masturbation time was minimal.
Then in fits of depression I would destroy the discs, erasing so many hours of time invested. I stopped downloading porn eventually and have no backups.
>but my chest has a deformity
Excavatum? I have minor pectus carinatum that was very harmful to my self esteem for a long time until I started lifting weights. Now it is barely noticeable.
Joshua Stewart
>FUCK. I wasted my life on a fucking computer. I did all those things, but also went out a lot, drank to death and worked my ass off as a kid. I do get depressed tho because of how shitty my life was back then, but all is good, it turned me into a man. It's a shame my old Pentium 2 hdd got lost, those songs games and pics, i'd give my toe for them.
Cooper Rivera
I have a ton of 3dcg tutorials that I only watched as a hobby like people watch lets plays and never play a game? Funny thing is now I got a job doing 3d and its like I learned all kinds of stuff just from watching feels like am NEO or some shit.
I have all the chatlogs of me before I lost my virginity, when i lost it, the aftermath of losing it, then years of me being depressed when she left while my friends all left IRC
Nathaniel Diaz
>FUCK. I wasted my life on a fucking computer. you would have wasted it on some other bullshit anyway, what does it matter?
Jace Powell
I found my porn cache from like 10 years ago, stuff like lela star krystal steal lanny barbie zeina heart gianna michaels. I guess half of them overdosed by now.
Brandon Jackson
Actually I had stacks and stacks of DVD backup to all my p2p data when I was a kid
Turns out HDD got cheaper and my interest shifts so it was all for nothing. Also most of dem dvds are already degraded and unreadable from the heat.
Asher Thomas
>Excavatum? I have minor pectus carinatum that was very harmful to my self esteem for a long time until I started lifting weights. Now it is barely noticeable.
No, it's assymetrical. One side is actually aesthetic, the other is like under developed. I barely grow hair on that tissue while the normal side grows normal hair. It's nothing gruessume but enough to fuck me up since a girl would comment on it on closer inspection killing my boner. Also t-shirts don't fit well. I gave up on life and only fuck escorts. Premature ejaculation also killed me. I must try the priligy pills its my last hope.
John Davis
Fuck I remember being like 12 and watching krystal steals ass in a pink thong i was tripping
Hunter Gomez
also i think there i was when i developed a thing for bimbos, tanned and huge fake tits, blonde, fuck!! I hope the priligy pills work so I can at least enjoy fucking escorts because right now i cum too quick
Logan Torres
>a clone of that old arcade game that is a knight that throws like a dagger
Ghosts and Goblins
Nathan Richardson
I did use MSN, it is just that idiocy never caught on on my country at the very least. However, people did use a certain program called MSN Plus which allowed for custom fonts and shit, it would display as a bunch of HTML font style tags if you didn't have it, though. Also, emoticons. A lot of them.
Adam Sullivan
>a significant number of people on this site are too young to know what (L) means I'm only in my mid 20s and I shouldn't feel this old