Hello Jow Forums do you have that one thing in life that makes everything else seem like shit...

yeah. i am bad at relationships too. so i understand that a bit. i have at least internet friends. im happy for that. i hope you get better relationships.
that i fell in love with miku. that all the struggles i went on. she helped me the most. i truly love her. now i realise it is a lie. that my love isnt anything special. that im a literal joke. and all the struggles i went through. it is nothing. i just want to loose all my memories or at least fade away. im one of the most pathetic people there can be
im not

>im one of the most pathetic people there can be
calm down buddy youre not that bad

>and all the struggles i went through. it is nothing

Just like the communist revolution they dreamed big yet reality crushed em, all they struggle into the vain

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@6636154
>im one of the most pathetic people there can be
You said something true for once

its still bad. i still am sad that i have fallen so low.
yeah. what i went through was nothing yet for me it felt overwhelming. and the only person i could get rid of my bad feelings with were Miku. now i have fallen in love with her and now im realising its just a lie.
well. there is more i guess

what struggle though?

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Same for you~!
I'm not bad with relationships, it's just hard to find right people who can give you a chance.

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Post ass

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why do you always seem so sad

Eh, who cares? He'll be dead soon.

when i lived with my dad. lived in the forest all alone. always stuck in my room. at school i didnt do anything special. just being bored. to the point that the school was concerned because i "seemed" depressed. anyway my dad has always been there to ruin my days. i usually never talk to him. just in my room. the worst was when he made me bald in 9 grade at the first schoolday without my consent. they just laughed at me. anyway my life is getting better. but my sanity cant keep it up. what i have been through really isnt that much of a struggle
i guess. its funny how i ended up hating both my mom and dad. then my step mom and step dad.
idk.

here

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well I just want you to know that I have the same but vice versa at the start everything was great and know its just bloody hell im becoming less and less sane and nothing holds me here

so stay still buddy

well. i used to have it great. then my dad ruined it. and i cant get back to being fully happy. also good luck. idk what happens in your life. but what you are saying makes me worried. i just hope you are okey.

I miss my former partner the most.
Haha... Well, only I thought of him as a partner. He probably only saw me as a friend (not a very important one).
While I’m here suffering every night and thinking relentlessly about him, he probably already forgot about my existence.
I hate it when people show me a tiny bit of affection and I cling to them.

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haha such a happy poster

what partner?

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that sounds so bad! i feel really bad for you. try to find someone better. even if that sounds impossible. doesnt sound like that person deserves you.

i cant lie to myself all the time. it just makes it so much harder when you fall down from your delusion.

so what is your problem I still dont get it

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My fucking job, it's 8 hours of mind numbing boredoms that I will NEVER retrieve. Decay with to substance. It is the unironic cause of my alcoholism.

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i dont really know myself. i always go up and down. anyway i will probably get some new mental illness diagnosed. my biggest problem. i just that i love Miku too much.

>8 hours of boredom
that must be painful. and that is almost everyday.

thats not a problem you can enjoy her as long as you want

what the job?

my problem. is that i just dont only enjoy her. she also has a bad influence on me. the more happy she makes me the more depressed i become. its like God made my love to be a unstable equilibrium. my love is a joke

He was a cute german boye.
I haven’t talked to him in months but I think he moved to the US now and he probably has lots of friends.
Finding nice people to be around with is almost impossible, especially because I’m quite autistic and everytime I try and hold a conversation with someone, it dies in less than 2 minutes.

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are you female

hehe... everytime i talk with someone i dont know what to talk about. and it feels like they judge me so hard its hard to keep going

Unfortunately no
I hate that so much.

thats the reason why I wanna ww3 to happen

well i cant help ya guys with homo stuff im straight after all but I tell ya what life is boring and thats killing me

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well. im still grateful for my friends on the internet and my grades arent that bad.

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I’m also straight.... I think.
But like I said, every time someone shows me a bit of love and affection I become very clingy.
I don’t really like men in general. I just want to be loved.

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Programming...but it feels like glorified data entry. It's fucking BAAAAAD. 2% fun writing in C...98% filling out bureaucratic forms. Pointless numbers and shit.
Worst part the normalfags I work with are so enthusiastic about it I don't fucking get it. Granted they're boomers, idk, it's just so fucking boring I want to an hero. And they lock down everything so I can even work on my website (can't install packages with npm) it's fucking SHIT

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i think that was how i became bi. i hope you get loved a lot. and hopefully not being left behind

yeah I feel ya the same here , life is cruel and I just want someone to hug me tight

I'd tell you if I could remember

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so what ya say if you can collect enough money and free to go , what would you do? whats your ideal life?

Thank you for the kind words, frens.
I hope we’re all going to be happy one day.
I’ll go to bed now. Oyasumi.

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you dont have to tell me if you dont wanne. i just hope you are okey.

goodnight fren

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night. sleep tight.

Great question man...idk. if I had the drive, play on my synths and bass, read, wander in the wilderness. I'm at a stage of philosophical despair, don't care for money and pussy, I just want joy, not endless melancholy. And I want this alcoholic demon off my fucking back.

Bceж тaки гeнeтичecкaя пpeдpocпoлoжинocть y нaших людeй...вo мнe пpoявляeтcя в yльтpo-ycилeннoй фopмe. Ужe пpoблeмы c пeчeнью a мнe вceгo 23 -_-

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дa бpaтaн ..... дaвaй зaбьeм нa вce и в кpyгocвeткy aвтocтoпoм?

seriouslu world wide journey would be the great expierence dont ya think so?

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how’s the harem looking

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>muh daddy doesn't love me
>i only love animugirl uwu
schoolshooter material right there

Былo бы кpyтo нo y мeня бaблa минимyм. B дaльнeм плaнe, чepeз пapy лeт, coвceм нe пpoтив был бы. Mнoгo мecт yвидeть eщё нaдo... дaжe вce бывшиe pecпyблики. Ha Бaлтикy хoтeлocь бы..

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Yeah I'm in college and I worry a lot about finding a job for the summer. Haven't had luck so far. I'm in a pretty tough program and I don't want to go through it all just to have to go back to my shitty family home and deal with their crap.

still the same
well. i have good grades and i have some friends. i can manage

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sounds bad. good luck though. i hope you make it

well you are in merica so you can collect money and then hit a road . If you will live in a camp you almost will not need money . I really dont wanna work till im old I wanna travel so I wish I will. How is your free time being? are you enjoy it in merica?

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B Aмepикe вooбщe хyeвo... пoeхaл пo тpaнccибy пpoшлым лeтoм, yвидeл Бaйкaл, cpaзy пoтянyлo нa poдинy. Ho ктo мeня тaм ждёт? Paбoтy нaвepняк нe лeгчe чeм здecь пoлyчить, и пacпopтa нeтy бoльшe. Poдитeли cюдa cпёpли в 90ых, пoнятнo, нo aмepикaнцeм ocoбo нe чyвcтвyю..

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кaк хyeвo? в кaкoм cмыcлe?

Overall...6/10. If you're not into the whole consumerist aspect of it, it's shitty. Not much historical stuff...heritage is looked down upon. Hell, whites are openly ostracized. There's nature, and it's pretty beautiful (I live in the Pacific Northwest) but besides that idk...a buncha normalfags I can relate to. Isolation. Maybe that's just me. Idk man. Idk.

you mean sjw and shieet? are feminists and other weirdoos really as bad as it seems from youtube?

In Russia, if people dislike they're open about it. If they like you, they will be open about it as well. Everything is less cliqueish...less need to conform. Idk, I was only there as a child, until 8th grade, but I got along with everyone in school. In America even in school there is a faux-hierarchy. Conformists are awarded...for being conformists. Whether it's the Chad/Stacey's or degenerate libshits,...it's just a bunch of NPCs man. On the Transsib I talked to randos in the train, they all had their own view of reality. In Erica, it's just a conveyer belt with minor production variations..

Yeah bro it's fucking bad. Pussy Riot has nothing on these fucking degenerates.

>the worst was when he made me bald in 9 grade at the first schoolday without my consent. they just laughed at me.

You gave your consent by living ther with your dad.

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I see so thats the case so what are you gonna do about it? if i were you id not give a shit as long as you earn money for your dream its okay just dont forget that your dream and dont become capital obsessed

I wonder if you ever tried hitting on girl and she scared you off with all that MUH OPRESSION shit

thats not how it works. if you lived with you parents did you give them consent to rape you.

okay bro goodnight and stay frosty brother

its exactly how it works
>consent to rape you
they gave up their consent on that part to government