I feel so fucking empty inside

I feel so fucking empty inside...

I already drink too much, what else can I do to deal with it?

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Drink even more

jog

Stop drinking, exercise, get some hobbies, get a job

Drinking is technology

You know the answer, user.

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Excercise and watch better anime, Lain is a mess.

Want me to fuck your shit up bro? Lain is priceless.

Smoke weed
Move
Eat healthier

I've went to the hospital before for drinking, I know my limit, and I reach that just about every time
I have been practicing a type of contact fighting for 9 years now, but it really doesn't do anything for me.. and my hobby is tech but that gets really depressing at times too
I'm too much of a pussy..
History of schizophrenia in family.. I'm kinda scared that if I smoke, it will trigger that in me

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>smoke weed
Eh it'll feel good for a while until you realize nothing has changed and feel even worse for having wasted all those time.

Same goes for alcohol...
The fuck can you do about it other than Maybe try to get a girl? But that's so much work for so little

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Fap

Shell scripts.

>priceless
Yup, you couldn't pay me enough to watch that shit again.

Kill yourself. Lain is shit too

Do you have a job?

University student. Used to work as a sysadmin part time

I want to get rid of that feeling, not increase it

Use erlang

- Determine the cause
- Work on changing that
It could be complicated, I almost killed myself, then realized I have depression, then realized it happens because of the asthma (and that I have an asthma) and therefore constant suffocation, which got triggered due to bad work conditions.
If you want to do something, but something constrains you, still go ahead and do it, at least it's something for a change.

maybe commit suicide then

Drugs

Work on something you enjoy working on, it's the only way to be happy

I wish I could give some advice but I genuinely can't figure out what makes me happy beyond fleeting pleasures so there isn't much I have to offer besides immerse yourself in tech as much as possible. It's a nice combination of numbness with intellectual stimulation.
The one thing I haven't tried yet though is find a gf (because I can't find anyone I think I'd be happy with as soon as we've fucked), so maybe give that a shot?

eh

You should get a gf, it is shown to reduce depression.

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Topkek.
Also I don't know how a depressed man is going to convince another human being that he's worth it.

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based

>Jow Forums - Technology
wrong board faggot. your depressed ass isn't technology, go cry somewhere else

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These. fucking move and exercise your body. your dopamine system/reward circuits are all fucky from the alcohol. You need to reset your body and pump blood through all the systems/organs, get oxygenated blood flowing, get out in the sun, stay hydrated, water through the body, etc.

I believe personally most issues are rooted in physiology. Get a better diet, get adequate protein/fiber/vitamins.

It's crazy to me how much our society fucked up itself by the simple things like alcohol, sugar, and sitting around all day. It's crazy fucking bad for you and your body goes into a horrible lethargic mode. You need physical stimulation and rehabilitation. Better foods, better habits.

I won't claim it will solve everything but really consider the natural healthy state of your body and ways you can improve it. It has a powerful domino effect on the states of mind as a result

install gentoo

>avatarfagging
This is not your reddit, GTFO

Sounds like you are in need of purpose is there nothing you care for? If not find something to care for, get a shelter animal is you like animals at all, volenteer to tutor kids or teach them about some simple tech concepts if your OK with kids, or even just try getting a girlfriend in your field of study. You can make it through this user.

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Try a bit of exercising. Running is free (though decent shoes are adviceable), pretty relaxing and a really good workout.

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Learn emacs and become a guru.
After that, come back and ask again.

Off topic. Go to Jow Forums

You dont need to be happy to attract female, you just need a big dick

They don't need shitskin pajeets.

said a random incel

you are right i am 23 years old virgin, too afraid to go to escort. Should i kill myself?

Thank you, mods. Thank you for not giving a shit.

Fuck off to Jow Forums?
This is not your support forum, asshole.

Nigger

No, don't go to escort either.

Just work out, eat healthy, do well in your life and attract some other incel female.

Running shoes are a goddamn must, buy some at Ross in the woman's section since females don't have big feet.