/ITT People with depression general

its weird for me im stuck between feeling happy and full blown black pill i keep switching between the two constantly

unironically pretty funny

>i dont have depression anymore
>depression is for losers
>you had depression once so you

btw stop doing joke with people's pain, its disgusting.

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Instead of listening to sad music and dwelling on depression and sadness, why don't you listen to upbeat music and try to lift yourself out. Focus on the positives of your life such as, you are alive and are capable of anything ONCE you get yourself out of your depression.

it is called bipolarity

I enjoy seeing people suffering

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>why don't you listen to upbeat music and try to lift yourself out.
i listen to the crab rave when im depressed i dance along and pretend im a happy crab on the beach

youtu.be/-50NdPawLVY

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isnt that just another fancy name for depression

cuz i am realistic

you worth less than a rat.

lmao m8

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>i dance along and pretend im a happy crab on the beach

why

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what is thee reason of it?Find It Cure it
and its done

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if i can laugh and dance when im sad then its not that bad thats what i tell myself

it is when you are kinda depressed but still dancing crab rave

>based and blackpilled bois dance to crab rave

I think you don't know what you are talking about. Hey if you want to sit and dwell and hate life, that is your business chief. I am just saying it doesn't have to be this way. Its not an over night thing but you can train your brain to be happy again.

let's be all sad while dancing crab rave

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Boring thread oh my god

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long-term happiness doesnt exist.
>train your brain to be happy again
that's what almost everyone in world is trying to do. everyone is sick, pretending everything is ok.

>mfw you are right

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i'll play you a little song on my guitar
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would you care if someday i do a remix of this song?

its called was wollen wir drinken
youtu.be/DNZ30WxvQkk

lol, the song you did in the guitar was amazing, it gave me some ideas

wanna start a band ?

is this Jow Forums the general?

yeah but we dont blame women for our depression

what do you blame then

chemicals in my brain

ebin bandname

isnt there a band with the same name already

not that i can see

i wil make it my bandname then

go for it friend

vocaroo.com/i/s0InoWBcOMeT

ignore the ABYSMAL AUDIO QUALITY

aside from the ABYSMAL AUDIO QUALITY that sounded bretty gud

thx i wanna make mucis like mgla i think south african black metal would sound pretty interesting

youtu.be/TvGPAVTYfXI

tuesday i gonna try record some shit to soundcloud.

would you care this one too?

if i steal*

>would you care this one too?
i dont care use it if you want audio is pretty bad tho just make a thread teusday and i'll join you

wow guys check out my epic singing
vocaroo.com/i/s0tuIJV56GmX

good luck with that friend, im gonna go to sleep now.

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wanna start a band nigga

Sure just bank transfer me £10k for my skills

I'm too late user?

jus in die bol gepik as jy dink ek ga jou enige geld gee bra

what? what kind of language is that?!!

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afrikaans

m.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ

youtu.be/H1kH_loHm3s

>just make a thread teusday and i'll join you
The last time someone said to me make a thread, so we could talk again, it never happened.

I wish you luck.

idk, do you think you are late?

I had clinical depression :D now I have a normal depression, I guess? I don't need my antidepressant anymore

i should be on anti depressant but i wont give jews any of my money

>>>/r9losers/

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dab dab dab

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Sertraline and risperidone were good but I really miss my clonazepam

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>I don't need my antidepressant anymore
Give it to me, i need to use some meds, so my brain can relax

clonazepam is the best shit ever. that shit makes me feel like no exist any problems

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the doctors here are fucking dumb so they gave me benzos and that make me want to kill myself even more

PTSD is for men.

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when I had my major depression. all I wanted to do was kill myself when I was alone.
I hate when people watched me trying to kill myself. I was feeling like these stupids suicide girls that only want to make some attention.
It' was like I don't want anybody worries for me anymore. forget about me and let me die.

when I have Sertraline and risperidone I didn't feel this needs to kill myself but I lose my interest in sexuality.

when I feel like I want to learn more about something and try to meet other countries. my doctor said that I'm right to leave them.

now I try to survive against my own mind

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yeah was the same except my medicine made me feel nothing like i accidentally stubbed my toe and it was bleeding a lot and i didnt do anything i just looked at it and walked on like nothing happened i was like a robot just going on auto mode and that scared me

also if somebody asked me to do something i would say yes but would not remember what they said and i didnt care i just went about my day doing nothing

if you feel that your medic is an unless. try to found another. some medics through that I had bipolar depression only because I have some hatred for problems in past.

it was funny when my hatred went off and my personality change to an undead corpse.

I remember that my only wish was to see the grim reaper and he told me "it's your time".

awwww the good times

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well, you went outside, that is something. in my case, I preferred to die of hungry before go outside of my house.

by my fortune, I only had 18 when It has happened

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if you can, try to Sertraline and risperidone. the effect is a bit weird in beginning. but before it takes away your feeling of death and hopeless.

maybe could be a better option if you try with a private psychiatrist.

>private psychiatrist.
yeah dont have the money and have major trust issues with doctors now , i've taken to religioun to help me cope

so if you want a cheap solution. try to found where can you buy Sertraline and risperidone without a prescription.

try to few mg at first

k wil try them

I still have depression, but I sometimes feel like normal for a second and then I feel angry without a reason and anxiety comes.

I was surviving in 4 years of domestic abuse my stepfather was a psychopath if you did anything wrong he would beat the shit out of you he would get too violent and beat the shit out of you until you bleed, my mother tried to protect me but he would hit her so hard that she collapsed,
My stepfather wasn't even a human fucking being but a disabled that who viewed his family as fucking superior and viewed me as a dipshit and some kind of a slut.

I begin to have nightmares but they got worse and worse until they become impossible for me to watch I was dreaming as a home being bombed and a little girl being raped,
Then my mother sent me to my grandma to take care of me on that point my mental health was completely fucked that I needed to go to the psychiatrist sent me to have some therapies with psychologist they told me that I was rather suffering from PTSD or neurosis, so psychiatrist give me some antidepressants and once I was taking them I felt a bit better nightmares still was a thing to be and was pretty disturbing
my stepfather died from liver failure, to be honest, this was the best day of my life I life got a bit better after that

Nowadays, when I see his face and have memories of what I had to go through, makes me want to kill my self and I still have nightmares from all of the torture and abuse.

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risperidone 3 mg
Sertraline 50 mg

(if 50 mg is not enough after 2 weeks, try to 100 mg of sertraline)

But I'm going through a manic cycle.
Do I need to start my own thread?

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just checked the price its R250 for a few 50mg tablets dont have the money to get that , i'll just keep doing what im doing now

what should i use to remind myself of happier times and fall asleep, lads

>Aqua Teen Hunger Force
>Space Ghost Coast to Coast
>Jesus Chatline

thx for the chat im going to sleep now God bless

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if you feel normal by few second that's means you don't have major depression.

your story is sad, pal. but it's looking more a Psychological trauma than a depression,

> a Psychological trauma can introduce you into a depression?

yes, it can do, but usually. it happened when you feel realise with yourself before beat the traumatic experience and you feel it was not enough.

it's like. I fought all my life for it. it was really important at the moment, but now it feels like nothing...

why try to effort by myself if it did not comfort me.?

Check out Firesign Theater on youtube, it's vintage surrealism, George Carlin-esque humour in skit form.

I'd link, but I'm indulging in noise-rock.

youtube.com/watch?v=vPDI5gIGEGI

"Lately I have been frequenting bad houses Places no respectable man would be seen
I hate myself for my weakness
My past sickens me
I tell myself I will not go
Even as I drive there
I hate myself for my weakness
My past sickens me"

meds that make people high >>all