To say it's hard is enough. It's like a waking dream you're not sure whether it's real or not. At some point I lost track of how much of this was real and just accepted it. This is what was going to happen and in a sick deluded way you wanted this. Your dreams are becoming reality for just long enough for you to fuck it all up. There's parties with beautiful women, stiff drinks and just the right company but the best is sitting down with you to just the right song. Those moments are rare though. They're fleeting just like the times I get to feel that way. When everything is alright with no worries 3 deep in some shitty place. You cut lose just enough to give me that high I can coast on to dream for a while longer. It's a feeling you can't imagine a bit like heroin touching you warmly on the inside but you know it's your ultimate end. You'll be hooked on this forever. That kind of feeling no one else gives you. You're just right the way you are. All of this is just a dream though. The top spot just isn't for you. It was meant for someone else so your dream falls away. That's how it all goes. Your dreams only last so long even when you're awake. The high dies and you have to deal with the come down. Do they even think of you? Are they even into you? Drive you mad wanting answers you can never have. Just forget about it. You'll never answer them until you're both strapped ready to pull the trigger and go out with a pile of bodies behind you. Maybe that's how I wanna go out. Maybe that's how we all want to go out. Just dreams.
>I miss you kitchen this one's for you. You're the only one who will understand. I know you're worried. >youtu.be/r5PMOeMk4vY >my album of course
I mean I'm not the one who's failing basic english classes here next thing you know you're gonna start babbling pee pee poo poo shit like 3 year olds given that your brain is slowly regressing to that very age
Eli Jones
And I'm still better off than you. You're a sexual confused wreck of a (((person))) who spends every waking hour on a board you hate. It's pretty obvious you care very much for your education but you're still only capable of achieving mediocre grades and making your daddy disappointed. I'm a NEET and I still have more to live for than you LOLE.
>hasn't even had any significant relationship with a human being ever >idolizes a non existent sexualized representation of a minor so this is what you have to live for, a fucking body pillow that will never talk to you back, and you will cum on it in an attempt to fill the void of your permanent virginity, coupled with the overwhelming weight of three landwhales because in the end a pillow is the last resort for pseudo-human contact for degenerate fatasses like you.
Wyatt Sanchez
I hate riddles... But what, you met someone while you've been out partying? Can't get them off your mind or something?
I started this war out of a fit of anger when my most recent lets call him "e-lover" pulled a 180 after ERPing with me to run off with an user even I hadn't heard of. It's something that shouldn't have been a big deal but knowing that once again a qt boi from bant had used me then tossed me aside finally broke me. The constant torment from anons for being a gay poster and knowing that all the other gay posters weren't interested in me broke me. I knew the only way to ensure that I wouldn't have to feel like this again was to eliminate the very concept of gay posting all together in spite of my love for it. If I could successfully bolster the anti-gayposters enough I knew that this board would tear apart at the seams. So the plan was simple. I'd spend a day shitposting against gay posters long enough to watch not only the gay posters eat each other but watch the anti-gayposters finally take some action against the gay posters. My plan worked about as perfectly as I could've imagined. While the mass confusion of why I had turncoated subsided rather quickly the hysteria of it all turned into a full blown revolution. Nice posters turned rude, people turned on Denmark and all the lines were blurred for all of a moment. All the while I sat back fanning the flames just to watch it all burn. It felt amazing watching bant suffer because I needed revenge. It seemed nobody in any thread was safe from the war that was raging. It was glorious....that is until I saw Cute post in my hate thread. Out of all the gay posters on this board there was one I just couldn't bring myself to purge. He was the reminder of the very ideals I wanted bant to have from the beginning. When I learned that my actions were effecting him it started to sink in how badly I'd fucked up. Cute was the best there ever was and still is. Unfortunately I'm not the one for him and I have to move past that. I did all this because of what he did to me but now I realize I have to protect bant for him.
If you actually want people to sympathize with you, why do you always insist on communicating like this?
Camden Miller
>How can u be so retarded? LOLE and there he goes again, the absolute state of this fatass neckbeard whose only purpose in life is responding to anonymous users of an underage board with canned replies they really had to make an example of him
because this faggot doesn't even try to communicate and the only way to get a few words through his nigger brain is by breaking a chair or two over his greasy head
Oh look your life of hedonism and degeneracy has led you to this depressed heartbroken and dying so much for your so called "life experience" i laugh at you and your life
He actually does when you talk to him, he is a good person once you get past the initial banter. I believe you aren't a bad person either, you can talk without lashing out when you really want to.
That's stupid. Hating people over multiple threads is counterintuitive to how places like this are supposed to work. If a guy keeps acting like a retard keep calling him a retard but there's no point harping on about it once he's actually done being a retard
It works differently depending on the situation, I suppose. There is such a thing as reputation, after all.
Ryder Anderson
let's sum up the other places that are more or less alternatives to this shit hole >8chchan >HURR DURR HAFCHAN IS SHIET WE WUZ 4CHIN N SHIET B4 /B/ WENT TO SHIET AND OUR SECURITY STEMS FROM THE FACT THAT WE USE A DIFFERENT IMGBOARD THAN YOURS
>r9k >who "virgin" here? fembot here ama. haha why haven't you got a gf yet? i love taking dicks in my ass and i'm soon becoming a real girl uwu.
>any other niche imgboard *cricket noises*
I'm only on 4shit out of circumstances. I can't afford to slap a name next to my avatar because my mentality is strongly against normoid forums which consist pretty much of hugboxes and degenerated hiveminds. On top of that no one can ban me for bashing someone on here.
That’s what happens when most of the frequent users here become namefags. You now have a set reputation that you must live up to or people will start disliking you. I don’t care since I can still make retarded posts without my avatar and get (you)s which is fun
There should be no such thing as reputation That's the exact fucking point of hating places like reddit If someone can't set aside their petty flame war from three weeks ago and forgive and forget they are too much of a brat to hang out on the internet and need to grow up
>be blog >be boring >thinking people care about me
Easton Williams
>If someone can't set aside their petty flame war from three weeks ago and forgive and forget they are too much of a brat to hang out on the internet and need to grow up This except I'm currently in a flame war with Chinese people
Jose Turner
I lump reddit with all the hugboxes forums out there for whiny pussies who sperg out at the sight of a different opinion
Caleb Russell
hey do you want to come to the lakeshore with me and ashleyfig
Well, you may like it or you may hate it.but that's how things on Jow Forums work. Had it been some purely anonymous board, it would never have happened. But anons voluntarily go out of their way to create a reputation for themselves, be it a name, trip, avatar, rare proxy or a very recognizable posting style. The risk of being disliked is an inherent part of not being anonymous.
Evan Harris
how long haven't you been haning with people and why?
Camden Rodriguez
Have you tried Google + Yes
Zachary Jones
You do realize it's not the namefags that make the reputation right? It's the people around them. That's exactly the point I'm trying to make. That's why "who do you like best" and "who do you hate most" threads are shit. It's not how things on Jow Forums work. It's how things on Jow Forums work in your head. Change your headspace and you change how things work.
all this to just say : dreams are real, but a nightmare cause who dreams is a siko, that aint you.. you a victim of its dreams, yet love him and the dreams or not ! but love peace reality.. that sure is not of a dream, but lack of it ? waw.. nice new age religious bullshit story ! bt i do understand, it happens to me.. well someone is programming minds in the backstage for that to be believe, know wy ? SOMEONE NEEDS TO BE BLAME, BUT NOT WHO REALY CREATES THE PROBLEM, THAT WHO HIDES, CREATES AND PROGRAMS MINDS.
Nathaniel Long
Actually this is wrong because I have over 9000 Jow Forums karma on Reddit
Well, not exactly. You don't need to employ a third party to create your own opinion about a poster who has a name and is known for posting certain stuff. If he is annoying, you dislike him, if you find his content interesting or funny, you tend to be fond of him. A "who do you like best" thread just uncovers opinions that have already been formed.
Ian Morris
I had G+ for like 2 years then I got sick of all the ironic shitposters and retards abusing the system to post disgusting trash and porn and deleted my account. Glad it's gettind shut down soon. Around a year because they dumped me after finding their personal cocksluts. I wish them a slow and painful death.
Jason Barnes
Yes, I know many people think that way nowadays. My point is, they shouldn't. If you think the way you do, you don't understand how anonymous imageboards are supposed to work. That's what I'm trying to explain to you. It's a ridiculously unproductive and creatively stifling mindset that you need to ditch as soon as you can.
I've tried them all except fb and ended up deleting my account from every one of them
Connor Kelly
WET id
Carter Diaz
If a poster wanted to be anonymous - then absolutely. If a poster wants to be know, he is practically agreeing to give it up in exchange for reputation either good or bad.
Nathaniel Gray
but is anybody even user on a board like this?
Brayden Mitchell
Crapatalism teaches us to treat everything like we are trying to get social capital. Identity fags usually try to get social capital and status to validate their self worth Have you tried My Snap Reddit bookstagramblr space + though
As long as you don't have a rare flag, name, avatar etc., you are.
Samuel Walker
You're very, very wrong. You're thinking about it entirely the wrong way. Stop shifting blame towards what other people choose to do. Start looking pragmatically at your own actions instead. Ask yourself what the point is of liking someone way past the point where they did something you liked. Ask yourself what the point is of hating someone way past the point where they did something you hated. Ask yourself if any of your personal positive or negative feels for these people bring in any positive contribution to the board itself. It doesn't. Ergo, you shouldn't hold on to these feelings.
Angel Morgan
Why should the quality of a shitpost board on here concern me
Its only logical to think that way though. If you know that a person has a history of being good, he gets a lot of credit for that. You know that if he says something you hate or does something inappropriate, he most likely didn't mean it that way. Your past experience suggests that. When you know that someone has a history of being an asshole, you naturally more cautious around him, since you know he is prone to being a dick.