Just got diagnozed with schizotypal personality disorder, that explains why I prefer Jow Forums to any media...

Whats was you major?

I feel you, man. Got something going on too, but I'd rather not talk about it. Hang in there.

If you still plan for any career or moving out of russia than getting officially diagnosed with mental disorder will put a stigma on you worse than being open tranny faggot. I shit you not this might end your life even before it started.

No info mining for you. IT to be more general, to not risk any disclosure

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But the reason I dropped out of Uni was that I couldn't make myself do a 15-20 hours worth of work I could slowly complete trough almost a year. That shit ain't normal. Can I go to non-goverment establishment for treatment to not end up with a stamp on myself?

So it was IT? thanks for answer user
I dunno why you are so secure but I guess You have your reasons

I am highly suspicious by nature and worry that you could know me irl. Yeah

well thats okay

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Talk to your parents and tell them you need help, if they care fore you at all they will help you. If you go private counceling you might have a problem with getting pills, but other than that its much better than retard stamp on your medbook.

I am sure there are ways you could get treatment "off the books" or merely through self-help and looking stuff up online.

Psychology is a bit of a pseudo-science... not saying its completely without merit but I wouldn't take whatever some doctor in that field said to you as automatic gospel.
Then again some people really do have issues and are really helped by medicines so I won't say its not sometimes the right thing also talk therapy can help people too I am sure.
I just don't know you very well so I can't say what is right for you... or I mean have a good opinion on it.

If you actually need a medication I don't know if you can get them without going through government or however that system is... don't know how it is in Russia or if you can just buy stuff off the counter easily I am guessing not maybe order overseas I dunno.

ty user, means a lot to me to be honest

Getting drugs is easy as fuck. Avoid them myself, but getting meds shouldn't be a problem either

>hahah autism is my superpower lmao normies reee hahaha

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I've been diagnosed with autism, then went on a journey to self discovery, then had the shattering realization I didn't have autism and I actually have a different thing instead. Then I went back and I actually got diagnosed with the different thing. Fucking psychology amirite. Lucky for me what I do have is one of those things you can apply in a good way if you're aware of it

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come live in America and drive a truck there are plenty of Russians in Chicago

Ive only been diagnosed with VD

Isn't coming here an autism self-diagnosis?

Assburger's and schizophrenia, here. I stopped browsing Jow Forums because it's probably for the best that I limit my exposure to crazy conspiracy theories.

I have pretty much borderline issues but fuck shrinks

homosexuality here

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High-functioning autismo.

Fuck, third time I've spoken on banter about it tonight but here goes, I
have Acute Polymorphic Psychotic Disorder without Schizophrenic Symptoms. I couldn't tell you the exact difference between APPD and Schizophrenia other than that APPD is a slightly better diagnosis, although a different doctor could very well see it as Schiz and people with APPD sometimes end up getting a new diagnosis of schizophrenia if things get worse.

I live a good life, I make money, I don't have any raging addictions other than nicotine, I sleep relatively normally (I take mirtazapine for this), I have friends and have had girlfriends and multiple casual sex encounters. I'm also not a violent person and have never threatened someone while having an episode

When medicated I suffer audio hallucinations of the not-so-paranoid type, slightly manic episodes (triggered by drugs and alcohol only however) and the occasional visuals (although these tend to limit themselves to undulating walls, moving floors etc). I sometimes become perplexed by things in a way that I can't really articulate, I guess you could imagine that someone was speaking to you and then they switched to a different language but are looking at you like you should understand, something like that feeling but often with things as boring as a door handle. The polymorphic aspect basically just means that it can change on a penny and doesn't persist for longer than 1 month at a time, although I tend to sense it is coming when medicated

When I'm not medicated for longer than a week and have an episode, fuck everything you know, I'm spacewalking baby, in another dimension, get caught in thought loops, fall down holes that don't exist, start searching for items I have never owned or sometimes that I could never even fit in my house, think I have jobs that don't even exist, think people are following me, strip, go for night walks, get hospitalised.

Loads of other things have happened, but I guess that is a summary of my disorder

why? Do they still put people in gulags?

go back there

I've always thought I might have some kind of schizoid/schizotypal disorder. I often mutter to myself and speak my thoughts out loud as if I was having a conversation with someone who isn't there. Also, I don't do this consciously and with volition. I just do that without thinking. Or maybe that's normal, I don't know.