Feels bad man

Feels bad man
>be at work
>wash dishes at restaurant
>everything is going good
>washing dishes and jamming out to music
>waitress comes up and says she is serving my dad
nice
>go out and say hay
>talk for a few minutes, goes good
>going to his house after work to talk some more
>get back to work and finish up for the night
>go to dads house
>sit down with him and start talking
>he thinks that every decision i have made recently is shit
>i changed schools cuz last one was giving me depression to the point were i want to kill myself basically every day after school
>new school is really easy compared to the last one
>i started living at my moms house cuz dad was hard ass
>dont want to go to collage
>just want to be auto mechanic for profession
>he knows that i am smart enough to do better and the fact i am squandering my intellect is killing him
>he hates all of it and calls me a disappointment
>he gets up and goes to bed
>i leave and go back to my moms house
>get there and start crying
>typing this now

I just want to make my dad proud of me. He has put so much time and effort in making sure I have had the best in life and that I am a real man. He holds so much of my respect and I love him despite him being a total hard ass all the fucking time. Why can I not make him proud and live my life the way I want to.

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>>he knows that i am smart enough to do better and the fact i am squandering my intellect is killing him
you're not smart.

ik. y do u think im on Jow Forums

auto mechanic is a good job 2bh
everything is a good job in the US actually

eat properly and go to the gym regularly, start doing bjj, invest in yourself and don't be a lil bitch faggot, your dad will be proud.

Why does he have a problem with being a mechanic? Being a good mechanic takes lots of dedication and knowledge.

>smart but lazy

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Dude if he thinks being a mechanic isn't a good profession then screw him. Ignoring the rest you'll make good money out of that. You might call it the smartest move to make... If nothing else, you could put your knowledge and intelligence to side-projects without being tethered to a costly job.

But, um... Who are you quoting though?

If your dad dies then he won't have to worry about you and you won't have to worry about him. It's a win-win.

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tell him to pay for your college if he cares that much