>I think I'm ready to give up
>Can someone pick me up and hold me
I think I'm ready to give up
What? Why the greentext? Are you referencing something or are these genuine thoughts?
I'm seriously burned out right now
Had a horrible week and today was one of my worst social interactions with women
If I would tell you guys everything
You would say kys
I spent the week stressed about work, code changes, tons of meetings and to top it off
One of the worst encounters with a chick
Wow
I'm done
I need something to pick me up now because it's over now
just tell the story faggot
I dont know where i would start
I have about 100 different problems in my mind daily, i have so much broken in my life righht now
i feel like im almost done
the truth is i cant be 100% honest, it scares me because these posts are logged, these posts are archived, i can never discuss this priovately or even to my family, they would look at me in a different way
i feel its all for nothing now, and i believe today was the day i finally broke
It has never been this bad before, not this bad
who are you quoting?
fucking pussy
>attempting to have a normal interaction with 3DPD that isn't strictly terse and related to work and professional matters only
why would anyone actually talk to women expecting anything good to come out of it?
i literally don't even talk to women unless it has something to do with my job
start with the mother story
as much as I condone off topic shitposting on Jow Forums I think you might be genuinely be on the wrong board
maybe try
or
absolutely not
i was out of my mind at the time, it wasnt me
now my dad has to be around everytime, now my mom will act weird with me
>as much as I condone off topic shitposting on Jow Forums I think you might be genuinely be on the wrong board
>maybe try
as much as i usually care tonight, i need someone to help me and pick me up
feels aren't technology
It's just a job. Quit. Knowing software dev you make enough $ to handle some time off. Quit man.
The women prob is different but manageable. Where you located? You need to kick back with your people.
make it technology related and we got you else fuck off
it's not too late to build some muscle and treat women like dirt to make them interested in you user
well just remember that right now someone else is out there in the world fucking up their life even worse than you
that usually helps me feel better for some reason
>or do i talk about the one where i tried to fuck my mother?
Okay, that one you are a major fuck up on.
For the others sorry goes a long ways. You can talk to people.
>It's just a job. Quit. Knowing software dev you make enough $ to handle some time off. Quit man.
i have had ZERO offers after they meet me
i have no money
i have been larping but i have saved nothing at all
i have nothing left
>but i have saved nothing at all
Okay, well once again you kind of fucked up there.
If you're anything like me -- when a good paying job comes along saving all the $ you can is great for times like these (do it in the future) but the most important thing is just being around people that can understand you
you should have been saving most of your money, what the fuck did you do with it
You know what you have to do.
just wasting it i guess, hundreds of thousands gone at this point
Who said this? Someone tech related?
What do you even spend it on?
Games or some shit? They haven't been good since cs:s. Computers? You only need a new pc every five years (minimum). I'm confused how people blow their money. You lease cars or some other dumb shit?
games? kek you have no idea how i live user
its all gone man
Haha what you fcked up shit? tell user
any chances of returning to family, have them support you while you build yourself back up?
also >>Jow Forums
install gentoo and find out your life wasn't so bad after all
I have a feeling you might be right
Time to go back to my roots and start up with linux again
I'm past your age group but last time I used linux was years ago.
You kids still using vi to code
Funny thing is I don't enjoy the field anymore
Maybe that's it
I need to build a home server or start studying again
>3dpd
Why the fuck you still waste your time on them? Go to prostitute if you want to fuck that badly.
Nice try jew shill
I still like women and if I new how to get a high class escort I'd be using one every week
I dont know where to find the good ones (STD free)
Then just jack off to (2d) porn like normal user.