What compels a man to do this?
What compels a man to do this?
single mom parenting and pussification by the oppressive education system
Probably having your fianceé and child die in a car accident.
Not sure though.
Some of us are just nerds xd
Kek
back to incel
Love the wallpaper
autism and bad parenting
Schizotypical personality disorder
>framed antique style anime drawing
At least this incel is rich
looks fucking based what is your problem
nothing wrong there. He has $
Based umineko fag
Wait, they turned the temple into panties?
wow comfy image. must be manlet though with such a small desk
Also don't understand
I wanted this when I was like 16 but now if I imagine taking somebody home and them seeing that - instant embarrassment.
Especially those full of LEDs
This guy is a tripfag on Jow Forums, so I can't say Reddit karma.
this
This is his network diagram.
>incel
>reproducing
You still are 16 if you worry about such things.
what am i looking at here
it should be "can't" not "won't"
won't sounds like the processing power could bring them back, but just doesn't want to
instead the effect should be, that no matter how much processing power you hoard, it can't bring them back
Forum moderation.
Hello, there's words in my post.
With that image I always wondered how "awake" one has to be to do something like that. My days are just working, Jow Forums and getting drunk off food. What kind of personality has such an extensive interest in anything? Why do they feel the need to do something like that in the first place? How does a day look like for such a person? True mysteries for a mentally bankrupt NPC.
>True mysteries for a mentally bankrupt NPC.
At least you're somewhat self aware.
I find it hard to understand not doing shit you like and come up with more shit to do that you like. Work is just a fraction of life.
Toxoplasmosis, if the huge cats background is clue.
existential buzz/dread
Pure, undiluted, autism.
I don't think you know what autism means.
it happens when you have a true passion. the problem is most people don't know what passion is, they think it means having fun with doing something.
the modern word passion stems from 14th ecclesiastical latin word 'passio' which originally referred to the suffering of Jesus but in a broader sense means suffering in general. if you know this, then the rest follows.
such extraordinary feats are only possible through a strange form of suffering, of experiencing passio. maybe this guy's father forced him to learn about servers during childhood. maybe its a form of esccaping reality. maybe he has severe limitations in all aspects of life save this one. whatever it is, you have to find the cause by looking through this lens. it is NOT fun or doing something by free will or by knowing what you want or similar buzzwords.
...or you know, it has nothing to do with passion and he's just having fun.
I guess a passion is something you do that may bring a hell of alot of stress. work and even heartache but you still comeback to it every time
>maybe its a form of esccaping reality.
you're contradicting yourself
that's the reason to do anything enjoyable in the first place
also it's called "escaping" and not "esccaping" mr wordguist
explain pls
>using "woke" unironically
Wew.
be happy man
wife and child die in car crash
be man of computer
the end
DONT
FUCKING STOP THE THREAD NOW
combine the concepts of stockholm syndrome, fun and passio. you will notice the truth. if you want i can attempt to explain but im drunk as shit right now.
yes. keep in mind i dont discredit these people. they are arguably what moves the world forward. we are dependant on them. but if you are an intellectual who wants to understand human you must go far beyond thinking its just fun and end of story. there is much more behind this.
His wife and child died. It's really sad, I would break too.
No, that's not what passion of Christ is, where passion came from.
This is far closer to the truth.
Words have definitions though and you're the one putting up the labels.
Go to bed, you have school tomorrow.
The amount of pseudointeegctuals on this board is amazing.
>be man of computer
kek ill upvote that
the word and concept of passion originates in ecclestial latin and later morphed from high german. you cant simply say it means what you want it to be.
There just isn't anything I like doing enough to do it besides Jow Forums and food.
That's what the Terror Managment Theory says too, can't say I get it though since I never felt existential dread, whatever that is.
You seem like you know your trivia, but as above I never felt such a "strange from of suffering" so I don't understand it.
It's more a personal thing. When I abstain from eating I feel more "awake" and my will to do things gets a bit more noticeable. It's like a softer form of piracetam.
mental illness
Honestly, remove the anime shit and I would thoroughly enjoy that setup. And I'm a straight white male, boxer and hockey player, homeowner with a six figure income and actual RL friends outside of my hockey team
like a normal human person
someone tell me besides this one mans grieving situation why anyone would need this many devices. the consoles i somewhat understand, there arent many exclusives these days so its pretty pointless but why does this nigga have like 10 computers if he lives alone and why does anyone else
i can understand a nas or a home server, buncha hard drives and maybe a spare laptop or two but this guy has a dozen or so terminals, what gives
I don't see what the problem is. Yeah there are a lot of monitors, but some people need it.
THERE
IS
NO
FUCKING
CHAIR
Nobody argued about that, I was talking about your post of definition.
Yes, you're right, that also applies to your first post.
fuck off retard
>strong and barely controllable emotion.
>an intense desire or enthusiasm for something.
We were talking about passion of Christ and user also talked about the origin of the word.
Sure definitions change over time and the word has several, everybody can Google, user.
My point was that his definition of "Passion of Christ" was ill informed.
>can't say I get it though since I never felt existential dread
>but as above I never felt such a "strange from of suffering" so I don't understand it
most people never get to feel true existential dread but feel it in a latent way. i once had the extraordinary privilege of having a very benevolent sponsor that allowed me to live like a monk, totally isolated from everything. a life with no strife and no responsibility whatsoever. totally disconnected from the world, yet with no worry at all. it is in this state that you learn what things like motivation, passion, or life in general are. if i had to sum up this experience in one sentence, i would say that in life we try to escape from the void. we fear the emptiness and in various degrees run away from it. having an obsession with some pursuit is one way of running from the void. so when somebody says he has fun doing something, it is because he has never experienced what i have. i could go on but this is getting too strange for Jow Forums lmao.
Estrogen in the water
pure unbridled autism
What's the issue here?
O_O
A sad story.
lmao apprentice cuck
He lives? Or someone cracked the trip?
Honestly, I'm a little jealous of this setup. Anyone got more information about the machines/what they're used for/setup etc?
I think he posts without a trip mostly these days. I
I guess you could just ask him lol
I'm incapable of comprehending language.
homie who did your wonderful paintings
they're custom prints I framed myself
based
all you really need is a 150 dollar business laptop.
oh my god, was I doxxed?
(i'm athiest btw)
All the normies I know just use their phone for everything now. A lot of them also have tablets, usually iPads. If they have a laptop, they hardly ever use it.
Desktops and laptops are niche products now outside of schools/offices/labs. The home computer is dead.
>What compels a man to do this?
Possessing the mental mind of a child
I love the wall and pictures on it.
Can you please provide source? I've seen this man's room for years and I didn't know about this.
nice wallpaper
fucking hell
Well this is almost nostalgic.
Everything looks fine dolls are kinda creepy though.
SVGAE
>screens show productivity
>no anime or other fruitiness
>not too dirty
>non-autismo keyboard and mouse
What exactly is the problem here, aside from the unironic ultra-boomer decor and wallpaper?
led clock or traditional wall clock. their more useful than a phone since goi dont have to click a button to see the time
>no anime or other fruitiness
Your not looking hard enough
virginity and lack of human contact
the old-fashioned dolls and decor is just victorian era shit
yea it goes together with technology about as well as toothpaste goes with oranges, but it's not auto-cringe
The desire for a happy life.
ngl i know there's more to this but this just sounds like a more pretentious version of nihilism
>Can you please provide source?
Nigger just how dense are you? Sysadmin is in this thread right now. He’s told his tale many times over the years. Find it in the archives if you need to be spoonfed.
I wasn't even looking at the dolls, more the pictures on the wall which do blend in nicely
When you jump into the void, you land in a bed of flowers.
Without love, it cannot be seen.
>only 16 year olds should want to have sex
lul absolute faget detected
LOL
>no anime or fruitiness
The main screen is literally a touhou game
I see you weren't around during the Oh Desire period.
Man I miss the old days
Yeah, youd have to be pretty retarded to use windows