I've just woken up. There's nothing for breakfast and the weather is depressing. Thanks for reading my blog

I've just woken up. There's nothing for breakfast and the weather is depressing. Thanks for reading my blog

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the depressed suebi

Don't feel bad! We can all be like that, sometimes.

Be strong, you will be fine. It is tough to stay strong when things are worse than they should be. We're here for you.

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>just woken up
isn't it past 1pm there lazy bones?

it is, its not like i have responsibilities
*mwah*

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*The Mmmwah's!*

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I posted three thread on bant and they are all failed. Now I'm using your thread just to say I'm out to do a 9 mile jog. Thanks for reading my blog

Also someone say "I'm a worthless faggot". Don't worry it motivates me.

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i'm a worthless faggot

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i usually run 10km a week

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OOps I mean call me a worthless faggot
Cool


Perfect temp to jog weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'M FUCK

Here music

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im not going to clean that
wait till lunchtime

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soory
no bye

rude
kbye

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same here, but i think i'll still go out for a walk/run anyways to get some exercise.

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i hope you starve dumb sp*niard

mean!

yeah i should go running too, this week i've just run 5km

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good morning suebi

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back from run and i'm cold af

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how is it going?
how much did you run

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i took 2 shots today but im not feeling any ebtter, bout to go for a third if this doesnt change soon

when i feel sad im incapable of drinking, im incapable of doing anything

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i only really did it becausse i want to forget tonight, but all its doing is messing with me, and i dont actually feeel any better. im about to take a third anyway and hope i pass out in my chair. the benefits of being a lightweight i guess. i wish i didnt think so much

not much because i'm lazy, just 2km to the shop and back xd

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on second thought, i dont think i could qLK TO my second shot but the pain is still there. i will not recover from my shame, i will not livew it down

on third thought, i guess its too late to care. ive down my damage and people will always think of me like thaT FROM now on. its hard to go to work when people dont respect you and only see our flaws like i see them. i wish i thought better of myself, but i think only what they do.

im sorry if im dragging you down like i do everyone else, its hard for me to not drag everyone else down cause thats all i ever seem to do. venting solves absolutely nothing but making others suffer, which makes all my postsd so far null and void. i honestly dont know my im still typing. i wish i could just reset everything and find a lasting happiness

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2km are basically 180-200kcal. i prefer to use a treadmill so i can control everything, from time to speed
did something really bad happen?

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Oy vey! Look at all these tasty foreskins

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>i prefer to use a treadmill so i can control everything, from time to speed
yeah i get that, i'll probably run some more with the crosstrainer if i can this evening

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one of my friends called me out on something i was doing wrong, although at the time i was so caught up in trying to stay happy that i didnt erven realize that i was saying. he called me out to my face twice, and the second time i started crying in front of him and my equal and one of my closest work friends. he told my equal and my boss he knew how id react, and he guessed right to a t. that battle was over before i said a word, i finished before i began. its not his fault at all, im the one responsible for it all. my boss must think im the biggest fuckup pathetic loser ever with all she sees of me, not to mention what the others think of me now. i cant even imagine the imprecations of this now. im no better than no one, everyone has seen me for who i am, yet i can barely even begin to guess how they truly feel. i will alwways feel their shame on me now, even when i apologized i could feel it. the facade i tore down months ago is proved right, ive made no difference

how is it going?
>crosstraining
what is that?
are things going good at home & school?

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(already started eating my) yummy gravy and biscuits

also Jow Forums's max img size is too low, I had to spend like 5 mins cropping this img

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Its going ok, im trying to read Stirner but im too tired for it. How about you?

tried to study finnish but i couldnt concentrate, now im staring at the screen waiting till its 19 so i can go to gym

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Why do you have to wait until 19?

im too lazy and i dont want to get out of the bed

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looks kinda disgusting desu

how do you figure?

get out of your bed fatass

this
closest you can get to running at home unless you can somehow afford a treadmill

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rude and uncalled for
oh yeah there are tons of that in the gym i usually go. never bothered trying one

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I'm sorry Suebi. Will you forgive me?

It's pretty alright, just need to wear shoes while pedaling because the pedals feel rough as fuck.
Otherwise good for exercise

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Nice blog

>dubs
nice

home yes, although my parents just called and i ended up babbling about my issues so now they know too. i managed to keep it hidden for so long from them, but now its out. they didnt seem too upset, so i dont think theyve lost hope yet.
i havent been in school in 2 years. i really wanted to go back, but if i cant even handle this job, theres no way i could handle school on top. i miss being in school though, i didnt have enough time to worry about the absolutely stupid problems i worry about now. i was so much more focused and yet so clueless back then.

yeah why not
most people wear shoes when using machines, i thought it would be too uncomfortable otherwise
thanks m8
wait weren't you on college why are you working then

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Did you get something to eat?

heated some leftovers (meatballs) i had from yesterday, now im drinking some coffee

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im working because i dropped out after my scholarships ran out and i became so distraught over focusing on my grades i decided i wouldnt go back until i was full yprepared, especially since what debt i had occured in 4 years would double by the time i finished my degree. i once felt ready to start again, but until this all resolves i have no plan for life or anything but to wait until my project from years ago returns to me hopefully before the start of the new year.

Nice, I just had a glass of water

im sorry, if theres a way i can help you ill be glad
souns like a nice meal

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bum

>dubs again
very nice
no, youre fine Suebi, thank you for being here when you are. i will work through this in time, i just have to work through this somehow, someway. these threads are nice to come to now that ive been here these past couple of days, im sorry for dumping all that in here.

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you can always throw everything away and join the army, i think thats better than spending half your life at walmart

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Shut up

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bum

Bump

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pathetic

Rude and completely uncalled for

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*mwah's the hurty suebi*

LoL, my suebi is so cute

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