I've been using linux nine years.
I know cloud computing.
I can program in all of the greats, c++, java, javascript, python, c#, etcetera.
I could have had a programming job a million times over right now.
I could move out of my parents house and succeed.
I could pay taxes and try to get a wife and struggle to keep her from divorcing me.
I could buy a nice sport utility vehicle and tote my three bratty children.
I could spend my hard earned cash on consumeristic commodities and feul the economy.
I could pay money into my 401K and increase the gdp of the nation.
But instead I don't. I pile up all of this linux and programming knowledge but I just sit on my ass every day and post memes and go on the internet.
Somehow I lost the will to live. The fight in me is gone. I've been subdued.
It's not depression. I'm far from depressed. Nor is it lack of motivation.
I have just chosen to drop out of society and remain grain on the radar.
Honestly I don't want to play your game. I've given up on the 3d world and gone into the 2d.
Pixels whizzing past my screen have become my home, and they've become more real to me than the real world.
Why would I want to go work for a software company and worry about some human resources lady bitching at me because I'm not politically correct enough. Because I have the wrong politics.
Why would i want to wear a monkey suit and shave and wear a noose around my neck.
Why would I want to sit in traffic to go and talk to people who's idea of what's on the edge is the scary part in a marvel movie or a coy pre-scripted line steven colbert and conan obrien.
I am out. I'm a dropout male. I don't want to participate in society. Leave me alone.
I've been using linux nine years
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>Somehow I lost the will to live. The fight in me is gone. I've been subdued.
>It's not depression. I'm far from depressed. Nor is it lack of motivation.
getting mixed messages here. but that's not important.
You "chose" or you ended up on a path where social engagement became progressively more difficult and unrewarding and threatening? And it's easier to embrace your current state of affairs than to even begin to imagine how to change your life?
>Leave me alone
who is bothering you, exactly?
every day I get emails from these fucking goddamn recruiters and all they want is someone with 10 years of experience in java. Honestly that's all they ever want.
how to earn money reliably if no shitty job?
lease land/properties
you are a smart dude and will do well without people. enjoy